Ok ive nt updated much cause im damn bloody lazy. Been playin fm07 every single day since i bought my beautiful macbook. Its just a thing of absolute beauty. it bloody is. I have seizures just looking at it it is. 3 months of hardwork gone just like that but hell, money well spent. very well. ok anyways. here are some pics of my 3 mths in brunei. Aint much cause my camera decided to die on me. Nieways this sat, gas haus. See u there.!!


Ok here is the mtline bunk from the outside

The unofficial mascot of lakiun camp. The Beautifully blind cicada

My Bunk!!

Shadow(signaller) Joey And Vampire(boatman) Rizal on a very humid night at 4 Bravo

Bapak aku peh road

The Two Vampires with a mysterious figure in the background.

Tummy Trim

When U gotta go, U gotta go

Posing for our friendster picture

Such a beautifull moon

We sat there talking cock untill 5 in the morning

Driving out of Temburong at 6 am

Arriving at Bandar Seri Begawan after a bumpy 45 min water taxi ride, behind me is the water village

Day out at bandar, with the famous brunei mosque? in the bg

Embarking on a perilous tour of brunei's expressway

Ahmad Zorro Matthew PFM(please fuck me) and Ahmad Rambo,

Fuuuuuh, Mcm Paham.

Ok me in the water taxi on the way back to temburong,

Having fun in the RPL!

Farhan kecik and mishaal.
Inside the tonners are all the troopers luggage and we have to first drive to the airport to fetch their luggage and before taking this bloody 4 hr rpl ride back to temburong.

But the sunrise alone is worth it.

1SG Darweez. Boat ic.

On the road to Mt Biang!!

Picnic

Mr Boatman


And last this is me driving a unimoq with one hand, at night with almost no lights.
And they ask us why mtline so many accidents.

bargh gue ppenat sekali.

selamat tido bah!

ITS FUCKING GOOD TO BE HOME!!!!!!!

Raya Peekcures!!!

woohoo!! battalions over and im going on a 4 day leave to bandar tomorrow. Probably gonna waste all my hard earned cash on pizza hut or kfc or some thai massage thingy. Either way i must do all i can to destress cause another battalion is coming and that is something not to look forward to.

Just finished my last sentry duty for my 24hr sunday guard. Its a knnccb suay thing to get caught on especially on a sunday. But either way its a requirement for us here to fulfill, even though everybody thinks its a waste of time and energy.

I truly apologise for my last too entries. (da lame tak tgk pompan) heh heh. But since ive come here ive been dreaming about those 2. First, the blonde angmoh girl is the former guitarist of kittie, Lisa Marx. Two words. Guitar Goddess. Sibay hot.

Den the second one is Shareefa daanish and indonesian actress, whom i happen to find really cute when she acted in this show lovely luna. Which by the way was the first and only indonesian show i have ever watched without anyone forcing me to. Blame it on the indonesian canteen vendors. Tapik kiutkan? Takleh angkat.

Anyway ippt is coming, and i dun have a chance in hell, my weight has ballooned and heck i cant even do 20 push ups now, let alone get 6 for the requirements needed to pass. I so badly want to. Reason being the incentive of being promoted to Corporal. Even so work usually leaves me too exhausted to even attend the unit fitness programme. Camner nak pass? Argh. Macam gitu. haish.

Oh well its now almost 2 months. And that is something good right? 4 more months to go before i can finally get to see vivocity, and you guys!! Hooray for dat. AKu rindu korang semua lah!

okie Gue nak say goodbye!

Goodbye and cheers!

lagik baiIIiik!

boredom kills people, so take ur pill!

baiik siol!

helloooo org org singapura.

the battalion frame just arrived earlier today.
bumped into familiar faces while doing escort duty at the water taxi station thingy, namely hilmi and wan from the ol' ite tampines.
abg abg guards siol.
now im just chilling at the officers mess waiting to drive the commanding officer of the battalion to the exercise area.
well it has begun.
the hell period.

hari raya was sad and pathetic.
ive never actually looked forward to hari raya that much, but this year, there was extra incentive not to look forward to it.
iver never teared up as much as i did that fateful morning.
no matter how i tried to be cheerful while calling my mum and grandma, the tears just started flowing sia.
sedih sungguh.
melalak siol.

so anyways we went visiting to all the penghulus houses.
rumah semua besar besar madnessnye.
but the food available was dissapointing.
i miss my mums cooking.
AND THERE WAS NO KETUPAT AND KUIH TAT.
kimak demoralising siol.

but in the end it was ok.
maybe just because of the girls.
pompan pompan brunei semua lawa lawa putih melepak.
mcm nak bawak balik jek satu.

took some pictures but due to lack of equipment, cant upload.
will find a way to.
so in the mean time i want to go and take a nap on the couch.
awda awda taking care ok?

cheerios

october is coming to an end and i can almost smell the singapore haze reaching my nostrils. 8 more months to go. now that is what u call progress.

news
news
news

well according to my mum nothing happening in singapore is worth mentioning, except for hady(as i predicted) winning singapore idol, the worsening haze and the opening of the biggest shopping mall in singapore, vivocity. Seems like im not missing much. hooray for dat.

hari raya spells the start of the battalion frame here in lakiun camp. seems like the men from 1st guards is coming here to lay siege on the cicadas, scorpions, horseshoe flies and org iban that inhabitate the forests here. well according the senior drivers/coxswains here, battalion spells 3 weeks of hell. 24/7 work with long nights and even longer days. hooray for dat.

46k is like the slowest way to surf the net.

selamat hari raya
maaf zahir dan batin

cheers

argh the connection here so slow.
knnccb can die ah.

u know the part where i said the last entry was my last?
well aku bidik la.

Here i am in the officers's mess surfing the net for the first time since leaving singapore. Yeap, its been two weeks here and i guess im slowly but surely adapting to life. Things are much more relax here as compared to singapore. It is not big on regimentation but rules are still rules. Kate army.

Perm staff here are all pretty friendly. Since its a small camp, almost everybody here knows everybody. From the signallers, chefs, drivers, training instructors, storeman, regimental policeman, to even the Commander. They all know each others names.

Work here though is pretty intense. Its a 24/7 work schedule, which means working through weekends and public holidays. Only 4 days off are granted per month, and even so most stay in camp to finish up whatever work they have to do. Those who do go out dun really find it worthwhile, taking a 45 minute ferry ride to the main town and spending time in a place where even loyang point might seem like klcc. Thats what they all say though, maybe ill get to go in december.

Oh well i dunt know what else to type, everything is just so messed up in my brain. My mt spec diagnosed me with homesickness. Could say that it is true. After all the shit a working day brings, and im all alone in my bunk, all the faces start appearing in my head. So much so that even when im dialing my home no, my voice starts to crack and i cant even say anything much to my mum.

I miss home. I miss my mum. My dad. My sister. My friends. My bed. My pillow. My computer. My guitars. I miss singapore.
I miss it alot.

see ya soon.

Ok guys the time has finally come to bid farewall to these wonderful island. Something tells me im gonna miss it alot. A great big shout out to all those people whom i got to share my last few days here with. Namely iskandar (who ive managed to watch several movies with and also share problems), adi(good luck with that indo chick man) , farhan (walaupun ko dah sombong, ko tetap kawan aku, enjoy ur bmt bro), dynn (raniah!), my band( im really sorry and i hope u guys do well) and Muneh, sorry not to have spent enuff tme with you.

This is gonna be the last entry for the dailywhine.
Thanks for reading.

See u guys in 6 months time

Take care guys, i will rindu korang.

And For the last time.
CHEERS!!!

So we finally say byebye to paul twohill after weaks and weaks of hair twirling madness. I personally thought the judges were purposely out to sabo him with the choice of songs. I mean adam sandler? franz ferdinand? Why didnt they ask him to sing weird al yankovic while theyre at it. And i really dunt agree with the judges putting praise on his identity. Theres nothing special about his identity, hes just a normal kid who happens to love emocore bands like emery, underoath, whathaveyou and like a majority of this emokids, he dresses in that way.

Anyway if it isnt obvious already, i think im in love with jasmine tye. Though i think it would be a catastrophe if she actually wins the lot, she put in an excellent performance yesterday. Its pretty obvious she could sing, its only her choices of songs dat always seem to bewilder me, and her obsession with christina aguilera? Sure fine, but to sing christina aguilera, you have got to have a bigger set of pipes.

Anyways 9 more days, and ive been spending the remainder of my days couped up in my home, watching the oc, eating ice cream, watching dvds, playing winning eleven, playing grand theft auto, watching cable tv, talking with my mum, irritating my mum, playing guitar, singing, writing songs, listening to music, downloading music, downloading movies, and also catch up alot on my sleep. I figured instead of going out and walking aimlessly, its better if i stayed home with the people whom i love most. As cliche as it seems, when ur love leaves you, u will have your friends, when your friends abandon you, your family will always be there, and if your family is gone, well you can always check yourself into one of those welfare homes. If they wont admit you, see the window? Jump.

ok aku penat.



Oh gosh i loved this song when it first came out.
From what i read now, the song is actually about promoting safe sex?
"Be a little bit wiser baby, put it on, put it on"

hahah ok??

cheerios

Did u guys hear the news? The crocodile hunter, Steve Irwin has moved on. Tragic as it is, maybe he couldnt have asked for a much better death. Killed while doing what he loved best. Damn im gonna miss his shows.



Cheers mate.

Compare this



with this



no contest.

Spent the majority of the last two weeks sleeping to the sound of gunshots and screaming from those bloody recruits of bmtc tekong.
When ur a driver, field camp usually means doing alot of nothing, especially when your covering safety, wake up around 6 o clock for breakfast, den find a shady place to sleep, wake up around 12 to have lunch, den go back to sleep, den wake up for dinner ard 6 before finally driving back to camp for a much needed bath before returning to the site at around 0000hrs. This pretty much continues for abt 4 or 6 days, depending on the length of the field camp. So it pretty much translates into DAMN FUCKING BORING.

But nevertheless, its actually a good way to escape from the fucked up place called Mtline and also our warrant officer.

Missed plainsunset as a result but i didnt feel as though i missed a big event. I mean They're back for good already right?right?

Watched pretty persuasion yesterday.



Am suprisingly glad i watched it instead of the break up, cause it was actually a really good movie, one of the best ive seen these year. I loved how the director plays with the storyline and the characters. Funnily Evan Rachel Wood kinda reminds me of Alexis Biedel from the gilmore girls, a much more psychotic version. Hot all the same.

So two more weeks to the big adventure. Its beginning to sound really really scary.
Its like omifuk, im actually going to brunei for a year. I keep slapping myself to actually make sure this is not a bad dream. Im soooooo mentally unprepared for it, its soooo not comical.

And i got promoted from private to lanchiaopeng.
Which means one year soldier!
12 more months to go kids and ord oh!!
No at the very least i have a rank to put on my sleeve.
No matter how lanchiao it is, it stiill means 40 extra dollars in my bank account.

hooray for dat.

ok im off
cheers

170906

BRUNEI OH!!!!

So Long my Dear Friends, I shall miss you

After tonights singapore idol, i am convinced singaporeans are deaf!!
to put the 3 best singers in the bottom 3???

PLEASE STOP VOTING FOR THE TUNELESS RETARD OTHERWISE KNOWN AS JOAKIM!!

ok back to tekong

Been awhile since ive done something very takde maksud and stupid like this, so ape lagi??

So wats ur songs?

1) Put your music player on shuffle
2) Press forward for each question.
3) Use the song title as the answer to the
question.
4) NO CHEATING!!!

The questions and my answers:

1) How am I feeling today?
~> All Around the world - The Cooler Kids

2) Where will I get married?
~> Were So Far Away - Mae
---- Baaah!! Wat cruel way of reminding me

3) What is my best friend's theme song?
~> Walking Downtown - Copeland
---- Bedek Seh!

4) What is/was high school like?
~> Textbook - Obi Wan Kenobi
---- How Appropriate!!!

5) What is the best thing about me?
~> What Sarah Said - Death Cab For Cutie
---- She Said Aku Cute!!

6) How is today going to be?
~> The Saddest Day - Converge
-- BAAAAHH!!!

7) What is in store for this weekend?
~> Rookie Of the Year - Funeral For A Friend
---- ?

8) What song describes my parents?
~> Masonic - Craigs Brother
-- They are really masonic. Whateva dat means

9) How is my life going?
~> End Of The Road - Me First And The Gimme Gimmes
-- Why do they taunt me god?????

10) What song will they play at my funeral?
~> Moments Forever Faded - Funeral For a Friend
-- haish, appropriate jugak

11) How does the world see me?
~> Hey! Get Out of My Way - The Cardigans
-- just a face in the crowd i am...

12) What do my friends really think of me?
~> Luka Lama - Cokelat
-- Ok finally nothing that ade kene mengene

13) Do people secretly lust after me?
~> Obsessions - Frankie J
-- YEAH BABY!!

14) How can I make myself happy?
~> Go Mad And Mark - Envy
-- I would bloody hell love to do dat

15) What should I do with my life?
~> Complicated - Avril Lavigne
-- As if it isnt already complicated

16) Will I ever have children?
~> Marvelous Things - Eisley
-- Yes my children will be very marvelous.

17) What is some good advice?
~> From Here - Buddhistson
-- ?

18) What do I think my current theme song
is?
~> Youre A Star - Josie And The Pussycats
-- I bloody am innit?

19) What does everyone else think my current
theme song is?
~> You Dont Love Me Anymore - Weird Al Yankovic
-- Sad innit?

20) What type of men/women do you like?
~> Dressed to Kill - A New Found Glory
-- Correct!!

21) Will you get married?
~> Steps In Sand - The Rocking Horse Whiner
-- "The years will pass by like songs in my memory, like steps in sand.."

22) What should I do with my love life?
~> Understanding in a Car Crash - Thursday
-- get myself in a car crash and score with the nurses at the hospital!!

24) Where will you live?
~> Natural Anthem - The Postal Service
-- Ok.

25) What will your dying words be?
~> May I have this dance - Copeland
-- well dat would be a nice way to die.

Wooootz!!



Tgk Tu!!! AKU BAWAK BOAT LA SIAK!!! DA BLEH ACTION CAM MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE NAK ATTACK TENTERA TENTERA JERMAN DI LAUTAN LA SIAK!!!



2183183021939079th Malay/Indian Boat Regiment.


I swore im only smiling because it was so damn hot!!
Like Scorching y'all.

Ok so today was nice.
Watched Click.



It was a good movie and i seriously recommend u kids to watch it. Sure it was funny at times but there were really some sad sad super sad moments. I swear i could have cried out aloud if i wasnt staring at how perfect kate beckingsale was.


What a rocking body!

ok la

Here are some pics of the fireworks i took last saturday.
Im kinda dissapointed with the turn out.
Tried using longer shutters these time around, but thanks to my hands, none came out the way i wanted it to.
Im getting rusty.

Oh well enjoy.














fuuuhweee.

Anyways any of u ppkids come across thiss please do give me a call. i have something important to discuss with u guys. Its called Project Class of 2002. Please call!!

Going Back to tekong tomorrow.
Days of detail and Nights of winning eleven goodness
I LOVE TEKONG!!!

cheerios

A nice song to fall asleep to.




"sentimental feeling in my heart
growing bigger stronger everyday
every single day and every night
all of them mean more than words could say

believe me,
as i believe in you

i would never run away from you
i would never ever lie to you
i would never run away from you
i would never ever let you down"

Happy National Day Guys,

cheers

im typically home on a friday afternoon when i should be going out getting laid but mr boring boring rafiee is sitting home watching the oc and eating mocha almond ice cream, listening to zolof the rock and roll destroyer for the umpfteenth time, wondering to himself how pathetic his life is.

"Boring

You don't need nothin'
And I know that you won't even try
Don't wait for me to help you
Too late for any of my advice

No trust
All I got is lies
Boring
Alright

Misplaced your values
Forgot being the importance of being right
Don't sit there and act humble
I've heard your story a thousand times

No trust
All I got is lies
Boring
Alright"

Ok heres a some random ramblins.

Please enjoy the ultimate cuteness of Samaire Armstrong.


Anyways, Anna Stern has got to be like the best outside character in the oc. I know i would fall in love with her if she actually exists in my life. Shes so bloody cool!!! Haish.

Hope the new season of the oc doesnt bomb cause it is probably the only tv show i have come to like besides the simpsons, american dad and the seventies show. Spending $160 on season 1 and 2 dvd might seem a waste of money for some but its money well spent on my part. Season 3 occupies abt 9gb of space n my ipod. So u might be right if u tink im obsessed.

So if u guys dont really know, marissa gets killed by an over zealous ex-bf in the cliffhanger episode of season 3. While a part of me really wishes that she would die. I was deeply dissapointed that she really did. Shes one of the main characters for goodness sake!! But whatever it is, i cant bloody wait. And please more of anna in season 4!!!



ok because im so sad ive decided to put more pictures of samaire.







shes just so bloody beautiful.

But as it is will be going out to visit the grandma at the pregnant auntie's house in 5 mins time. Getting dressed now.

Edited: 2000hrs

Am home from visiting granny. I tink its really bad of me to mumble just a few awkward sentences to the woman who actually raised me with her blood, sweat and tears. But i seriously donno what to say. haish.

Back to the topic of beautiful woman. Did u guys watch miss universe a few weeks back? I was so damn upset that miss japan did not win it that i forgot to post an entry about it. Maybe the judges were racially unmotivated to give an asian the crown. But whatever it is. Miss Kurara Chibana was absolutely stunning.

here are some 'stunning' pictures of the only japanese woman to have not evoke strange, ridiculous and gross thoughts in my mind.













absolutely stunning!!

Ok horny schoolboy thoughts aside, tomorrow is a saturday and hopefully im gonna out and get shoot some pictures. Ive been wanting to go to the hsbc tree top trail for quite a bloody long time but ive never been able to cause noone else seems interested. and i dun wanna get lost in the middle of macritchie reservoir. Who knows what might be lurking behind those trees. Either way Im going out on a trip to kickstart my once promising photography career. Anyways for motivation ive decided to post some of my favourite ever pictures (taken by me)here. Enjoy? Comment if u must.















ok i just got tired cause bloody photobucket decided to f*ck up on me. Will be posting up the results of tomorrows outing, hopefully, by tomorrow.

In other news, the ex has a new bf.
I know its been like abt 8 months since the last time i saw her, but even so, i was still kinda dissapointed at first when i discovered it through her friendster.
But honestly now i am quite relieved when i finally found out who he was.
Turns out he was a good friend/colleague of mine back at escape.
So at least shes with someone who deserves her.
So im quite happy for her.
Really am.
...

Ok i tink this entry has gone on far too long.
Have to wake up early for tomorrows adventure.

Cheers!

So this past week was L.R.I week at CMTL(central military transport line)tekong. Dunt even ask me what L.R.I stands for. The best I could come up with is land rover inspection, which is pretty ridiculous. All i know its when this group of inspectors come and inspect the whole place, how we run it, the vehicles, the office, paperwork, stores and all that crap.

So it was pretty busy with all the preparation. Tempers were flared quite easily, and i pretty much made up my mind to ignore most of those fuckers there. The only people i seem to have much tolerated are the people who come together everynight in my bunk to play winning eleven, watch dvds or generally to talk crap.

Sometimes i envy them, they have so many stories to tell about their adventures during the weekends. The places they go to, the people they meet. But when they ask me about my weekends. I have nothing to say or be proud about.

I hope maybe, if i do happen to go overseas, a completely new me would return to singapore. After living in this shell created by my parents, maybe its time to breakout of it. I mean a year without your parents, anything can happen right?

Which brings me to this, boatman has finally arived. Will be reporting tomorrow at 0745hrs at seletar camp. Its gonna be hell. But theres brunei at the end of it. I hope i can pull through.

Oh well crappy things aside, recently i have been listeing to alot of zolof the rock and roll destroyer. They're like an antidote for a bad day. Cutest band ever!!! Check it out.



Anyways ive decided to start a solo project. Its gonna be postal service meets angels and airwaves meets coldplay meets incubus meets zolof the rock and roll destroyer meets the pussycat dolls. I donno if im gonna do it alone or wth someone. But ive decided im too lazy to find band members. Its too much work!! Have a handful of material in my notebook. Hopefully itll turn out much better than it did with ue. Wish them all the best.

k aku ngantok besok kene angkat boat lari lari atas laut.

k bye

picture stolen from Panic Nation

So there i was in the middle of plainsunset's set, jumping, screaming, singing, dancing to the band that was plainsunset!! theyre back!! and they are here to stay!!
FUCK YEAH!!

Day 1 and Day 2 of Baybeats was a blast!! It was easily the mostest funnest two days ive had in such a long time. The company was great and the music was awesome. Couldnt have really asked for more.

Untill next year. Cheers!

Im counting down the days till the boatman course. Been 'trying' to whip myself into shape to get ready for it but i guess im just too out of sync and mentally unprepared for hard physical training after a few months out in the wilderness. Running laps around the stadium feels good though.

Life in camp has improved, by quite a bit. Bunk is finally back to its full strength after those driver trainee days. Courses, bike crashes, off days, details, has left some empty beds during the last months. But now that all the guys are back, everynights been a riot. If laughing was an exercise i guess i would have a 6 pack by now. But in between it all there is some stupid in-fighting and backstabbing which i dunt fully understand but what the hell. I wish i dun have to give a damn but this people are the ones that i will be spending my time with for the next few months, at least untill i head out to brunei.

yes brunei.

It has never really hit me that im gonna spend about close to a year away from home. away from my family. And now that it is looming in the horizon, im starting to wonder how its gonna be like. For the past 20 years of my life, ive never for once thought of myself as an independant person. Though these days at tekong has helped me overcome this a little, we still returned home at least a day every week. But its gonna 6 months man till im allowed to visit.

baaah nieways, baybeats next week. hooray for dat. tomrrow is gonna be another day spent on self reflection at home. pathetic, i know.

cheers

Is treated me seoul garden today.. and heck it was like going to the zoo. So much food! Even my famous tummy cannot handle it. There were like 6 different type of chickens, there were prawn, beef, spaghetti, rice, white noodles, yellow noodles, french fries, ice cream, and fucking free flow of cherry ade!!

So much for keeping fit ey. so anyways it was probably the only highlight of a really really mundane week. i need a really really long holiday. this sucks and bangkok seems a really nice idea bazzy wazzy. something to look forward to.

i dun know how to write a journal anymore.

cheerios

How does one feel when he gets stood up on his birthday?
He feels pathetic.
He feels sad.
He feels embarassed.
And most of all he feels alone.

I dun blame anyone nor do i need excuses or reasons.
But please just dont say i was never there for you guys when u needed me to be.

thanks alot

cheers

"When you're not breathing I beg for one more breath with you,
When you're silent, I hang on to every word,"

turning 20 makes me feel so damn old, 20 years of life filled with probably the best memories i could ever hope for, are now past me. One more year till i could really make the uncertain step to adulthood (and RA MOVIES!!!).

damn i really need to start acting my age.
whats my age again?????
whats my age again?????


okie in this picture she looks fat and old.
but dang shes damn cute on camera though.
bah bored.



What it do babyboo

Yeah, little mama you lookin' good
I see you wanna play with a player from the hood
Come holla at me, you got it like that
Big Snoop Dogg with the lead Pussycat
I show you how it go down, yeah, I wanna go down
Me and you, one on one, treat it like a showdown
You look at me and I look at you
I'm reachin' for your shirt what you want me to do

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Typical
Hardly the type I fall for
I like when the physical
Don't leave me asking for more
I'm a sexy mama (Mama)
Who knows just how to get what I want and (Want and)
What I want to do is spring this on you (On you)
Back up all of the things that I told you (Told you)

You been saying all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree
'Cause the love you said you had
Ain't been put on me
I wonder (wonder)
If I'm just too much for you
Wonder (wonder)
If my kiss don't make you just
Wonder (wonder)
What I got next for you
What you want to do? (Do)

Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see, just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Come on baby, loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe
Baby, won't you loosen up my buttons babe?
Loosen up my buttons babe

I'm a make you loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe
Why don't you loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

youve gotta admit the pussycat dolls are pretty hot and videos like this, it has reason enough for 12 year old boys, who jack off to their videos in the comfort of their own home, to buy their cds.

u know i wish i had a dancers body, much like nicole of the pussydolls. i was hoping ns would help me achieve dat. but alas, ns has unbelieavably made me more fatter. im a whopping 65kg!!! now. a far cry from the 50kg before i enlisted. some smart alec told me it was muscle building up. kaninya my stomach mcm jelly muscle keapa. ok no use talking shit abt it. must start training and stay away from the nasi lemak. its a must if im gonna get ready for the boatman course this coming july.

If maybe u are wondering, it has been confirmed, i will be going to brunei this august, and its gonna be for a year. but i have to get that boat license first. News about how the boatman course is conducted isnt dat good. First of all its a pysically intensive course which we have to go through with basic leadership course trainees from sispec. Now anyone of u ppl know what shit sispec traines have went through, plz imagine what shit im gonna face. A driver in a combat environment....

matila aku


oh well out with parents on my birthday.
hooray.......

cheerios

so the 5 day extended weekend for me has come to an end, aint satisfied with the outcome of it but what the hell. At the very least i finally got to watch a movie with the best company.



it was an okok movie by my high standards.... but it finished too fast and there were some sad moments. and me being the total basket dat i am. for those who haven watched the movie, PROFESSORE X AND CYCLOPS WERE KILLED BY JEAN GREY AKA PHEONIX.

later going out for some family day crap at escape theme park. Its the day ive been dreading and been trying to escape(pardon the pun) from but what the hell. Maybe ill just wear a mask or a hood and disguise myself from the people there whom i wish i would never ever see again. but what the hell.

cheerios.



"its all the same,
sex in the air,
the cross is all the same,
youll be the one who always care,

how can you promise the world?
how can you promise your heart?
when its always searching.....
but im just like you,

i dun wanna deny my heart its chance to feel,
i dun wanna deny my soul something real,

is there anything left in this world dat
would satisfy me?

do u really love him, outside?
second chances scribbled on the walls,
but i tink the conseqeunce is just,
something more feels soOOooo exciting now?

and this black romance is so intensive,
and this desire is worth the fighting,
but is it worth ?
the sliding down...
but im just like you,

i dun wanna deny my heart its chance to feel,
i dun wanna deny my soul something real,

is there anything left in this world dat
would satisfy you and me?

and it keeps repeating
and it keeps repeating

just left the part of me dat needs some space,
repeat the look i see in your face,

reminds me of truth
reminds me of the reason for us to stay
reminds me of truth
reminds me of the reason for us to stay,"

has been quite a while since ive updated this knnccb excuse for a blog so maybe i guess its time for a little update.

This past week has been probabaly the most tiring week ive had as a driver or a national serviceman in general. The ridiculous back to back details, the late nights, the early mornings, and the fucktard officers that all of you civilians put your trust in to defend the nation.

I cant even begin to describe the bastards that made me stay on a freaking saturday watching their recruits dig and redig, dig and redig, dig and redig their stupid trenches from 0800hrs till about 2000hrs which happily happens to be the last ferry timing out of tekong. And what made me even more pissed off was when i realised earlier today that those bastards booked out immediately after we went back to our bunks.

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Another week to go before the stupid companies pass out. So dats a little reason to cheer about. U know weeks like this make me a appreciate what i had before this army thing.

The time when i thought i was in love, the time when i had a job that i hated but loved, school, the friends that i used to hang out with alot, fridays out at tampines, the once upon a time band that we used to call underyourass and the freedom. oooh dammnn. i really miss the freedom. Makes me wanna shout out loud like mel gibson in braveheart.

FREEeeEEeeeeeEeeEEEEEEEEEDuuuuuUuuuuUUhHHHHHHM!!

oh all is well.



Wat dissapoints me most is when u have waited and waited for a particular movie to come out. But when it did it sucks. Well dats what most reviews in the internet world have described it.

But im still gonna watch it.
soon.
i hope.
alone.
if i have to.


Best song.
Best band.

For now.



bah. booking in later.
cheers

I was on the taxi on the way home when the sky was just so beautiful last friday.
It just literally burned.
Unfortunately i had no camera with me but luckily people ard the island had the same idea as me.

Lawa kan??

weylo guys

well this week has been a blast.

not

field camp was really really tiring as i performed something out of my job scope.
As a driver cum 'storeman'.
Of course its not something that im required to do as a driver.
Loading and unloading all the stores down the tonner.
But as a person it does not sit well with me to stand by the side while the storeman and the specialists(sergeants) do the work.
It was fun especially when i knew almost half the people in the company having come from the same company during my bmt.
Talking to the people who gave me hell during those 2 months gave me a different perspective of them.
Good to know theyre human after all, especially my platoon sergeant.

Will be attached to cougar company for their field camp next week.
Heard their encik(company sergeant) is a real fucker.
a point to note.
a person to avoid..
hope dat goes well.

Anyways ue has been slacking for quite awhile because of me going awol for a few weeks.
And the lack of practice means that were not gonna play tomorrow.
I personally feel that sometimes we play gigs just for the sake of playing it.
So whats the point of playing a show without actually progressing.
Without convincing people in the crowd that we are actually worth the entry price.
Without believing that we actually did well enough to pat ourselves on the back.

But make no mistake about it i do enjoy performing.
Even though sometimes the response from the crowd is a confidence killer, just being on stage with the spotlight on you, is wow.

Anyways since ive started this driving shit and all.
Ive been quite lost in the music scene.
Not knowing any new bands and being updated makes me upset.
So listening to bands like veda, envy, the acceptance or the yeah yeah yeahs makes me wanna pick up my guitar and write a tune or two.
Alas, guitar botak, takde string.
HAISH.

oh well.
Nights and Cheers

am home today
its gonna rain again
like its been these past few weeks
i say hooray to dat!!

getting my wisdom tooth extracted was certainly an experience.
thankfully the dentist was pretty hot.
so i didnt mind getting my tooth tugged at with the ferocity of a tiger on lithium.
it was painless.
thx to the aneasthetic.

but it was quite a different story afterwards.
i almost fell face first during role call as the anesthetic began to wear out.
the pain was killing me so bad.
so when i finally got back home i collapse onto my bed.

had some porridge before finally getting some pain killers.
felt a whole lot better after dat anyway.
oh well going through the same process again.
at least im better prepared.

so tomorrow i have field camp detail
say hello to mozzies all over again.
knnccblancheaowei.
but looking on the bright side
being a driver isnt as bad as i thought it would be.
all u do is drive, sleep, and when u dun do both of dat, well u wait.
wait wait wait
so a whole lot of waiting equates to boredom.
so entertainment is a must.
magazines, books or handheld games.
all must be done tactically of course.
if not those knnccb warrant officers or those knnccb csms are gonna get ya some extra duty.

anyways ive noticed dat the only time im obliged to type in here is when i feel like a fucktard.
so contrary to all of your beliefs, im not a sick sad little boy.
in fact im having fun most of the time.
so duncha guys worry aight.

mcm paham

hurhur

cheers

u know its funny how we think weve gotten over somebody or something only to come across something that was synonymous with a past event with that particular someone. example being fucking friendster!! or that small little bracelet that was intended but never got the chance to give or all those loosely hidden photos or whatever

ooooh stupid weak heart.

oh well driving along tekong highway at night alone is a really spooky experience.
u guys should try it.


cheerios

Oh My

heylo kids

well life has been strange for me this past few days.
Its like hitting a certain realisation that everything u had hope for and believed in are just all complete utter bs.

Someone not too long ago told me ns is the time when u make new friends.
Friends who will be with you for life.
That someone though didnt tell me how do i go about doing the 'making new friends thingy'.
I mean mostest realest as much fun i do have laughing to all their stupid jokes i dun really see myself dancing the night away at mos or club momo or double o or hardrock every weekend.
i certainly dun see myself holding a bottle of vodka or stout or red wine or jack daniels or tiger or gin and tonic or whatever.

So how can i be close friends with people whom i dont share any common activities with?
Not to mention the only topics that seem to be in discussion almost everyday are sex, girls, sex, clubbing, drinks, clubbing, girls, sex?
I admit i was or maybe still am extremely interested listening to the way they tempt girls to bed or the different sexual positions theyve tried but it does get a little tired after awhile doesnt it?

i mean who the hell are all these girls anyway?
and why so easy ah?
macam ginik aku pun nak try ah!

values are so last summer already.

haish.
and yea the jibes i have to endure from them.
'ala sidekni mana ade nightlife nya orang'

i say fuck u.
there so many freaking ways to have fun other than clubbing or having sex with an underage fat kid all the while filming ur puny little dick.

i wont list out what these activies are.

and one last thing i swear im gonna flip if i hear daddy yankee's bullshit pathetic excuse for music on the radio one more time.

u guys have got to listen to real music.
and i miss my ipod.
can i have my ipod back.
pretty pretty please.

booking in later.
cheers

well days have come and gone by so incredibly fast
i am now an officially licensed driver in the army
Took me two times to pass the damn tp but it was an achievement for me to have scored the best among the whole group 43 with just 4 minor pts.

The whole course was a fun experience that i will not forget for quite awhile. I was lucky to get an instructor who was incredibly patient with me.
Then there was all the different ppl and characters there.
Everyday was filled with laughter.
Crazy bunch of boys.
but oh well every beginning has an ending.
so here we have to say byebye again to another group of friends as we return back to our home.

I LOVE TEKONG!!!

anyways gig days has passed and we were utterly horrible on both days. i dun wanna sound too critical but really. we just really really sucked really really bad. Lack of practice maybe. or maybe we lack that extra something in our songs. all our songs tend to end up sounding the same one way or the other. hmmmm i wish ue was more flexible and open in song selection and not be tied down to a certain genre. but keyword:wish. next gig 30th of april. hope it turns out fine.

oh well swensenss tm!

wednesday is TP OH!!
TP TP OH!!

im quitely confident of passing it which is rare for a person who lacks confidence.
but really even my instructor says i will pass it barring any accident.

but first up i have to pass my HSP.
i cant really explain what dat is except that i have already failed that twice
but whatever

anyways today is gig day and i have not touched the guitar for close to 3 weeks.
i haven even learned the chords for clouds and skyscrapers
so much for making an impact in the local scene.
HAHA
we'll be lucky if there will be actual people watching us and not dozing off
but okie la actually.
HA HA

underworld:evolution last week was awesome.
ok ok kate beckingsale was awesome
but we want more nudity!!!
heh heh

ok im running a little late
smell yea guys later

cheers

parking a 3 tonner has got to be one of the hardest things i have done for quite awhile.
goodness gracious!!
mai kanchiong!!

so u could imagine how happy i was the first time when i got that damn thing into the lot without hitting any of the poles within 10 mins.
well me is happy happy boy.

but driving the bloody thing is surprisingly easy.
much much easier than the land rover.
certainly an experience driving around public roads pretending your michael schumacher at 50km/h.
with all those knnccb taxi drivers cutting into your lane and those damn motorcyclists!!
i swear im gonna run all over you bastards!!

anyways.. ze band is playing on back to back weekends on the 12th and on the 18th.
punkrock returns and celebrations at home club.
im really excited at the thought of playing a show at the substation gardens.
ive always wanted to to play there.
the really unexciting thought though is that the ze'band is really really really in its worst condition for quite awhile.
but bliargh oh well.

going out soon.
UNDERWORLD BABE!!

I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU
I CANT BREATHE WITHOUT YOU
I DREAM ABOUT YOU
HONESTLY TELL ME...
THAT ITS OVER!!!!

cheers

Was sent home again on thursday cause my eye is getting worst coupled with me shivering in cold sweat that night.
My bunkmates were pretty worried.

went to see the doctor juz now and i got another 3 days mc untill sunday but i will have to book in tonight.
ive missed way too many lessons.
im just hoping this doesnt turn into anything serious.
the doc said if it doesnt get better on monday hell recommend me to see an eye surgeon.

thats too much doncha think?

anyways lately ive been feeling extremely lonely, its like my friends have dissapeared from the face of the earth.
i dunt even look forward to weekends anymore.
i dun have anywhere to go, i dun have anyone to hang with, i dun have anybody to talk to.
its pathetic, i know.

and maybe its me.
maybe its me whos ignoring everybody.
but only maybe.

last night i had so much trouble sleeping, no thanks in part to this stupid eye.
lying down on my back and feeling steady tears streaming down my neck every few minutes is frnakly very irritating.
so naturally my mind began to wonder.
and haiyah.
i miss her la.
from the countless blog surfings and shit, i saw her names numerous times in blogs of some of my ex colleagues.
shes having sooooo much fun while im at the other end of the spectrum.
haish haish haish

i cant wait to go overseas

on to more happy news

PLAINSUNSET IS BACK MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!
i hope they play baybeats man this year!!!!
fucking hell its gonna be a blast if they would!!!


cheers

ok i have a fever

Am home with a bad case of conjunctivitis.
My face is tear stained with all the fluid coming out of my swollen left eye.
So pretty much spent yesterday in the sick bay from 0800 to 1500hrs trying to sleep on a row of chairs cause the medic doesnt want me to spread my disease on to the beds.
So u can imagine me sitting there alone with nothing to do for a couple of hours.
Boring...

2 days of lessons missed.
I sincerely hope i dun go out of course cause just when im getting a hand of driving.
fuck this had to happen to me.

anyways, ze'band will be playing on the march of 18 at hougang mall or some crap of a place.
first gig for the year and hopefully not last.
unless u are rich and love our band plz dun bother to come.
:)

my bill just came and its a whopping $80.
I dun even know im using my phone dat much.
Shall have to cut down on smses.
but its still a mystery why its dat high.
bliargh.

booking in tonight
cheers

Well here's a good man and a pretty young girl
Trying to play together somehow,
I'm wasting my life, you're changing the world,
I get drunk and watch your head grow

It's the good times that we share
and the bad times that we'll have
It's the good times
and the bad times that we had

Well it's been a long slow collision,
I'm a pitbull, you're a dog,
Baby you're foul in clear conditions
But you're handsome in the fog

So I need some fine wine, and you, you need to be nicer
For the good times and the bad times
That we'll have

Sometimes we talk over dinner like old friends
Till I go and kill the bottle,
I go off over any old thing,
Break your heart
and raise a glass or ten

To the good times that we shared and the bad times that we'll have
To the good times
and the bad time that we've had

Well it's been a long slow collision,
I'm a pitbull, you're a dog,
Baby you're foul in clear conditions
But you're handsome in the fog

So I need some fine wine and you, you need to be nicer
For the good times
and the bad times we know will come
Yeah
I need some fine wine
and you, you need to be nicer
you need to be nicer
you need

For the good times
and the bad time that we had
Sit

Good times, bad times
Sweet wine, bad wine
Good cop, bad cop,
Lapdog, bad dog
Sit.

wootz so im off to driving school in 5 mins.
its like a second bmt.
9 weeks of cussing from the instructors and i hope pass this.
and i hope i get that overseas posting.

"nearly 3 months have passed....
its like she doesnt exist...
hello miss, who are u again?"

till saturday guys

sunsets at tekong part one

sunsets at tekong part 2

check it ya'all

cheers

Shes a DREAM

"Akhirnya ko berlepas ke dunia yang berbeza,
mengapa ku terlambat luahkan perasaan,
disini ku menanti,
saat kau kembali.."

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMseng
Gong Xi fa Cai fellow kids and dogs alike.

Well dan and allen got into an accident
i tink it was on the same day.
So kids please drive carefully this new year kaez.
Remember Rafiee Loves you.

Ok so yesterdays dinner was a a blast.
never had so much food in my stomach before.
and the booze almost made me pass out.
but its all good.

CMTL just rocks la.

so yeah Operation Skank your Brains Out will commence in t-minus 2 hours.
Hope hope hope i will have a great time.

SO CHeeRs.

"Storytelling"

You say, it's not going to work out
Why do you have to tell me now?
Is there a difference
in anything you've said and done?
Or is it just the way we've been pretending?

I'm leaving, I'm leaving
Do me a favour don't even think of me now
Just when you thought this was over
It had only just begun
Just when you thought this was over,
It'd only just begun

I'm not going to let this tear me apart
She's not my only reason
"He's not my only reason", she said
You're a weakness to me
You should have sent me a note or wrote me a letter

I'm leaving, I'm leaving
Do me a favour don't even think of me now
Just when you thought this was over
It had only just begun
Just when you thought this was over,
It'd only just begun

I wish it was how we planned
Everything will work out
I wish it was how we planned
Everything will work out

You said I hated you,
If only that were true
You should have said that we'd be happy now

You said I hated you,
If only that were true
You should have said that we'd be happy now

I should have said that we'd be happy now
I should have said that we'd be happy now

I wish it was how we planned
I should have said that we'd be happy now

I wish it was how we planned
I should have said that we'd be happy now

I wish it was...

its friday and im so bloody bored at home.
Half day off from work but for what.
And it looks like im gonna have to miss mocca tonight because my unit has a function of some sort which we have to go to. Haish
and it looks like operation skank your brains out will be cancelled too.

bloody hell.

And its been a month since the break up, well i guess 70% of me has moved on.
But that 30% still lingers around me and I wish i could just take my heart and burn that 30% away.
All it took was just one single good night msg from her and it brought another tear to my eye.
I dunt understand her motive at all.
So Please stay away from me for now.
And it will be ok soon.

wootz.

Well maybe ill take a little nap.

Cheers

Been A While Since ive posted some of my beloved photos.
So heres one from the recent outing to sentosa.


It was pretty bright so used photoshop to tone down the levels.
My photographing skill has gone quite karat.
Gonna get start shooting again soon.
Maybe gonna go shoot my new band.

Speaking of my new band jamming with them just now was a blast.
The new band will be called 'The Telenova'.
How bout dat. heh
Looking forward to the next session wit the guys and girl.

So i blew almost all of my pay on a new phone.
My mum is gonna kill me fo shure when she finds out.
Maybe letting her use my k700i would soothe her mind.
Hmmm maybe i shall do that.

heh.
gonna go for a run 2morrow.
hope i dun fall flat on my face.

Cheers

its been a week since ive heard her voice
And Ive been trying to put up a brave front.
INfact mixing with my driver buddies have helped alot to help me forget her.
I thought i had fully gotten over her.
But it just came full circle and i miss her so badly all of a sudden.
DAMN I FUCKING HATE THIS FEELING.

They say time would heal all wounds.
I wish time would FUCKING speed up so i can forget everything and be content with my life.
So i can move The FUCK ON.

Sitting alone in my bunk she would still be on my mind before i go to sleep.
Ill wonder what shes doing and what shes been up to.
Whether shes ok or not.

Scrolling past old msges she sent me while i was in ns brought a smile back to my face.

Earlier during the day while we were chilling in the washing bay.
i saw recruits doing the Soc.
Doing push ups.
Doing jumping jacks.
And it flashed back to my time as a recruit.
How i endured all those punishments and fucking training with her in my mind.
The constant inspiration to keep myself moving on and trying.
Knowing that when i get through all this shit, i will get to see her when i book out.

She was at the end of my 2.4km urging me on.
She was on top of that friggin pull up bar urging me to pull harder.
She was just so... haish.

I wish i had the chance to tell her all that.

My bloody luck that when i got through the whole of bmt, she left my life.
My bloody luck


Well booking in soon.
night guys

Im back to the old bitter couple cussing freak that i used to be.
And thats a good thing.
SO FUCK ALL OF YOU IN LOVE.
hehe just kidding.

but seriusly. i hope all your relationship ends.
hehe jus kidding.

but honestly. i hope all of you get ur hearts broken.
hehe just kidding.

OOOOO WELLLLLLLL.
Life is getting better.
Today i got promoted to being a rover painter.
And my damned fingers are green.
not that anyone of u care...

so fuck yeah!
IM A STEAM ROLLER BABEY!!!
AND IM GONNA ROLL ALL OVER YOUR PIMPLY ASS!!!

thank you very nice
cheers

Just got back from getting my photograph taken for my tekong pass.
The thing is right from primary school i have succesfully looked like a nehneh in my bus pass photos, my ic and the worst of it all. My army 11b and ezlink.

I swear all those photographers have something against me.
my primary school photo has me looking like a full blown nerd with side parting and big glasses and all
My secondary one has me looking like a turnip with that "armani tak jadi punye hairstyle".
My ic has me looking like a mat malaysia with that moustache and jambul.
My ite one photo was way too dark and i look like a freaking bangladeshi worker - no offence intended.
My 11b. haish. no comments at all.

but the latest one is pretty decent even though my eyes were looking red and it had me looking like i was faking a smile but whatever its decent enough for me to use for the next 2 years.

Anyways i got a good piece of news today. I wont be serving the full 2 years of national service. Since i was part of the so called enchanced batch.
i will be ording 2 months earlier.
which is on 060807.
so i have a year and 8 months to go!

WOOHOO.

Today time sped by pretty quickly.
it was one of those better days.

If u guys wanna know wat we driver apprentices do.
well we wake up at 0700hrs in the mourning.
Lazy pigs we are we wont bother to bath.
So we wash our face brush our teeth and fall in 0745hrs.
After the attendance taking we will do the task of cleaning the area and checking all the vehicles.
Den if the sergeants never task us to do anything else we would mysteriously dissappear from the place and mysteriously appear back at 1000hrs for our teabreak.

After abt half and hour or so, we would try our best to avoid the sergeants and sneak back into our bunks and sleep, purposely avoiding lunch, till abt 1300hrs.
Fall in at that time for attendance check den we would do whatever shitwork they ask us.
Like cleaning the tonners or carrying tyres or paperwork.
Once the sergeants has gone back to the office, we would dissappear again.
Slack till 1500hrs where we would have our teabreak.
After that just do whatever untill 1730hrs where we will fuck off from there.

This is usually our daily routine. GEREK KANZ?

the only differences to that is dat usually on tuesday and friday we have this 5km run before we are allowed to book out.

So yeah meaning i had just gone on one lung bursting run today. Following the pace of our incredibly fit mt warren 2wo mazlan. I would kill myself if i ever failed my 2.4.

hahaha oh well.

ok this entry has went on for far too long.
Will be booking in later at 1130hrs.

Im getting used to this life.
And i guess im happy.
The guys in my unit arent that bad after all.

cheerios guys.
be back on thursday.

GOOF MORNING FELLOW SHITHEADS!

its 0545 in the morning and im leaving to tekong in 5 mins time!
how splendid!

those 2 phrases just make me wanna go

L-O-L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E!
L-O-L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E!
L-O-L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E
L-O-L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E!

so heck yeah yesterday was probably one of the more happier days i had in pretty much a long time.
I was half way back to my crazy ever smiling self but.
Of course there were some times when the mind would scroll back images of the hrmph.
so when i suddenly got quiet and stared into space, My buddy raffri would stab me in my stomach or knock me in the head.
haha damn i know it has only been two weeks but he was like my bestest bud in this particular mset course.
I appreciate him listening to all of my problems and whining.

haha ouh damn SKA FEST is coming up.
and i donno who to drag to.
asked the hrmph but i doubt she would wanna go.

its been quite awhile since ive been to a ska gig.
takes me back to all those memories of me skanking and dancing like a drunk dodobird.
and yeah the bodysurfing!

but nobody listens to ska anymore...
even me.

hahaha ska fest is gonna be fun.
anybody wanna go with me please do drop a tag.

TADA.

So i decided to grow myself a moustache.
hmmm new year. new look?

once its nicely grown ill post a picture
happy imagining people

CHEERIOS!

Im back with the dailywhine.
reason i am using this add back is because

its a new year.
forget what happen in 2005.
and this is the blog where i had most of my happy memories.

TEENAGE LIFE!

back to tekong tomorrow
hope i have soemthing to do.
wootz

Love Quiz

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.

You give 50% and expect 50% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.

You asked the family member to get your significant other--you
like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.

You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.


cheers