maybe someday, somewhere, someway, i'll meet you.

but for now. i'll juz keep waiting.

im getting used to my camera and im glad.

i mean getting use to its functions and all.
And im super addicted to black and white. wooohz.

so anyways. went to study with fir. at bedok. original choice of location was bedok library. but "strictly no studying on weekends" so yea... booohooo so went off to mac d. and tried to study there. did get a few notes stabbed in my mind but soon began to wander off began playin with my dg. so yeah. din arrived later and we convinced fir to go to the show with us. even followed him back home. so anyhows took an express bus which was freaking expensive but it got us to orchard in record time.

brilliant. simply brilliant.

Anyways saw the asses performed. They were great. and im so inspired by sammy's guitar playing. some of the riffs he, i assumed, made up spontaneously, were great. heh so yeah watching my own band performing without me was a strange but enlightening experience.

but they did great.
superb job guys!!

Saw quite a lot of people today.
the emokids: dillah, suhayl, rabia, zool, ikay, izad, mon, inn, suhayl.
former tpss kids: ifah, elmi, fattah, farhan, saifudin.
Dynn my LOVE. haha

and NURUL GODDESS!! woootz.

than there was syadie, yos, fadhil.
and i tot i saw liza and tasya... heh. sha____ *smilez*

hehe so many people dat i know. and i feel better already.

study/streetsfest

ive said this before and im gonna say it again. i wanna get away.

get away from pasir ris.
get away from tampines.
get away from this country
and generally get away from this world.

i wanna be somewhere where i can actually enjoy my life.

without the hassles of studying.
social problems.
CURFEWs.
Pollution.
and People

the moon would be a nice place.

:)

I spent a usually fun filled friday at home. licking my wounds. and generally feeling sorry for myself. tsk tsk. o well this song is dedicated to me

incubus - the warmth

I'd like to close my eyes and go numb
but there's a cold wind coming from
the top of the highest high-rise today.
It's not a breeze cause' it blows hard.
Yes and it wants me to discard the humanity I know,
watch the warmth blow away.

So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old.

So do you think I should adhere to that pressing new frontier?
And leave in my wake a trail of fear
Or should I hold my head up high
and throw a wrench in spokes by
leaving the air behind me clear

So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow.

So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old.

Before you grow old.
Where did it go?

it2p is my new class. and im gonna spend the first 10 weeks of my second year away on attachment. heh nice.

confu-fidz he says...

A star up in the sky
goes slowly passsing by
the lights below they spell out your name

you cant read on my mind
ur with me all the time...

eh?

you cant read on mind??
YOU CANT READ ON MY MIND??

HWHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAhAHAHAEH

HAahwhwahwaHAHAHEHAHSWHAHWHAWHAWHHAEwahjhwehewahwahehwhwaehwaehwa

rufio tee $36

Lee Pants $49

Beanie $10

Belt $6.90

Long sleeved shirt $10

Finding out your broke. Priceless.

new pics are out. and urmz im tinking of probably making the dailywhine into a permanent foto log. and jus write normal entries into my livejournal. hmmz how bout dat folks? heh okie nehmind.

A night out

when ur out at night taking pics. u never know wat ur gonna capture. i for one.. the big scaredy cat. was editing and resizing the day's pics when i saw one freaky shot. and i mean absolutely 'freaky'. freaky untill mad.

even the assurances from zura and zack dat it was lights or a building didnt convince me. i was so freaked out dat i closed my photoshop and stopped editing the rest of the pics.

haha yeah yea im a scaredy cat!!!!!

laugh at me!!!!!!

blergh.

Para DI GEM

uploaded some pics. yes only 20+ pics i took. i was taking the pics of the bands when i saw how much fun the peepz were having... so yeah. i locked my cam inside the locker and joined the pit. so much for band photography yeah? haha.

just when things are starting to get relaxed... i got to know dat we,(your ass) will be performing next sunday.... at @ orchard cinelesiure. a day before my networking exams. and also a day before the rp gig. den we will be playing again at the 9ninth of june. at the same place. isnt dat brilliant? den we have the tapestry thing coming up... haish

dulu doa doa nakd dapat gig... skrg gig dtg.. tanak perform plak.. haish....heh.

saw the streets festival line up.. and i literally *pengsan*

Band Groups

· mizeryFree
· Lounge Lizards
· Sol Fusion
· V's
· Fusion Attack
· Fourteen 10
· The Pinholes
· Karma Tree
· The Tin Pan Alley
· One Inch Punch
· Ziggies
· Always Marcia
· Amethyst
· d’Easton Ritmo
· Filler Bunnies
· Next of Kin
· 3some
· Amber
· Back by Monday
· B.A.R.B.
· B Quartet
· Cadenza
· Diversity
· Dude Foundation
· Dream2Reality
· EMOT
· Grayrayne
· The Leaven Trait
· L’ze.fier
· One Last Run
· Rafe
· Revv
· Satch Boogies
· Stardust
· Turn The Tap
· Underedge
· Youthwreck

ive gotten myself a photo log. heh. hooray for pretenders like me.

taking a break from maths revision. it sucks totally. probability is giving me a headache. grr... shall go back to it now.chiaowz.

after 3 unsuccesful attempts at putting my blog on hiatus. i have come to a conclusion.

im addicted to blogging.

its just like something i have to do everyday. Along with waking up. eating. shitting. and yeah im waiting for someone to diss me. dat would be real interesting. :)

anyways. ive completed all my networking online tests and the final networking exam. its only the small matter of retaking the 2 tests dat i failed. was all so semangat to do it but my teacher did not activate all of it. so yeah. semangat gone. worried about the written paper though. i have a bad feeling dat im gonna have to retake networking the next 6 months. *shudders*

studying later with fir and said by the bay. hoping to complete my mathematics revisions. have to get into study mode. just for a few weeks. den june would be swell!

weeeee

took some more photos. and yeah. your-ass jammed without me today. i came. but i didnt wanto play. as it would make much more sense for them to practice for the upcoming gig which they will play without me. so yeah weeee.

took some new pics. im starting to become a cam whore.

Haha photos

i was reading my old blog and i came across this post.. and it brought a tear to my eye.

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Monday, March 24, 2003
10:16 p.m.

had a fucked up day today... why does my father ahve to break the peace in the house everytime... i can't wake later den 10.00am can't play comuter longer than 2 hrs... can't play guitar at night, can't go out can't do anything.. wat the fuck... i almost blew up juz now... den i told my mother i want to go out.. and i tink she understood why... fucked up...

haiz.. anyways i followed din and dan to appeal for their lives at tp .. and over there meet zaid and rizal a.k.a tweet... funny guyss... hope i slack with them more often... followed them jamming... "the 1st chapter" yeah.. they looking for another guitarist... hmmmz i wanna join...... but i suck!! maluu sakz... and hezwan's so good at drums 2... i tink dan would have been shocked to loook at his skill... man emo rulez!!!!! hahahkz ok lar bye

---------------------

haha haish... miss you

things done today:

Watched troy.

bought tickets to this saturdays gig.

told my mom about my secret.

things supposed to be done but not:

study.

finish networking online tests.

........

hur.hur. troy was brilliant.

no no brad pitt was brilliant.did i ever mentioned that he was my favourite actor? no? well now u know.

i hated orlando bloom's character. freaking pretty boy. hurhur. wats with the hair man? and yeah he was the one who got troy into the whole mess.

and yeah diane kruger... (droolz)

hehe. nieways. theres a gig this saturday. did not originally wanted to go but den i saw the lineup and i changed my mind. it was practically all ska. so yeah hopefully gonna have a skanking good time. been awhile since ive done anything of dat sort.

there on that beach. immortality awaits. take it. its yours.

and ive added some pics. its from the other day when s.k.u jammed.

sku revivals

all my projects are done!!! WHOOPEE!!

yesterday, work was okie i guess. We got to know of the new uniforms. Polo Shirts, 3/4 pants and yellow socks. VERY PUNKROCK!! i hate it.

hurgh so yeah i was working the ferris wheel in the afternoon shift. And the ferris wheel is one of the highest point of working at escape theme park. u can pretty much see everything going on. And basically the sun was setting. And the sky was painted with such beautiful colours. it was so brilliant. wish i had my camera with me. i simply thought i had to capture the sunset that was visible. haish. brilliant.

i wish you were here...

have u ever thought of that someone u've just met/got to know, seems like the perfect person? And u placed ur highest hopes on him/her to complete your life. feeling dat he/she is the one. the one u could fall in love with. the one u would share ur highs and ur lows.

but then, when u finally get to know the real person.he/she knocks u from the heights, down to your knees. and u realise that he/she isnt the person u make him/her out to be. even so. u keep on clinging to him/her. Trying hard to tell yourself that he/she is the one even though its not so.Denial is the worst thing that can ever happen to a teen. o well. heh.

im curently addicted to this song. blink 182- not now

Come here, please hold my hand for now
Help me, I'm scared please show me how to fight this,
God has a master plan
And I guess
I am in his demand
Please save me this time I cannot run
And I'll see you when this is done
And now I have come to realize
That you are the one who's left behind

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting

I see, a light it feels good
And I'll come back soon just like you would
It's useless, my name has made the list
And I wish, I gave you one last kiss

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting and take
My one last breath, and don't forget
That I will be right here
Waiting

first i lost my handphone. then i lost my spectacles. then i lost my house keys. i wonder what am i going to lose next?

and madness i wanna go to the ndp show this year but first i have a to do a MAJOR TASK FOR SHAHRUL.
i wont tell you wat it is.

but its downright disgusting.
Distasteful.
Degenerating.
(insert your own words here)

haish. the things i have to do. i need that instant cicak killer hair guy. where are you. NEED ASSISTANCE.

hmmmz can somebody teach me how to use a walkie-talkie?

blergh

10 important things inside your backpack/schoolbag/wallet
- Money
- Keys
- Handphone
- Discman
- Windbreaker
- HandTowel
- Spectacles
- Identity card/Bus Pass
- Notebook
- Extra Cds

9 things that you really want right now:
- t-shirts lots of em.
- Pass my bloody ite exams.
- A new bag
- Pans
- Jeans
- 512mb Ram for my com
- Skate shoe
- 512mb compact flash card for my digi cam
- Artistic brilliance

8 of your favourite foods:
- Nasi Goreng Pattaya
- Nasi Goreng Mama
- Nasi Goreng Ikan bilis
- Nasi Goreng Kampung
- Nasi Goreng Seafood
- Nasi Goreng Ayam
- Nasi Goreng Mushroom
- And yeah i like ramlee burgers too. :)

7 of your closest friends (not in order):
- PP KIDs
- PP KIDs
- PP KIDS
- PP KIDS
- PP KIDS
- PP KIDS
- PP KIDS

6 of your fave movies:
- The pianist
- American History X
- The patriot
- Saving private ryan
- Dumb And Dumber
- terminator 2 ( DUN LAUGH)

5 things in your room :
- Com
- guitars
- Teevee
- Playstation 2
- tons of cds

4 things you ate/drank today:
- cherryade
- coke
- hl milk
- rice with egg and chicken

3 things you couldn't live without:
- Food
- Water
- Computer/Internet

2 things you usually read:
- Websites
- Newspapers

1 person you can't forget:
- YOU!!!

lal. Rage Against BOREDOM!

and when the day ends i'm sure she feels sorrow
the lonely guy i am i wait for her to change
i've been here 2 days and i'll sure be here tomorrow
i'd eat her all if she were on my dinner plate and i wish

i wish she'd be more kind now
i'm out of luck cause the shades are pulled down
i've seen everything there is to be shown
i followed her all the way home

i can't be too cool in a tree with my pants down
the air is cold and i've got splinters in my feet
she caught me once but i don't think that she cares now
unlike before her view is now blocked by a leaf and i wish

i bet this last time's the 1 time too many
the rush of waiting is burning through my head
right after supper her brother showers twice a week
he kicks my ass so much that filthy white inbred

ive made mistakes by looking in the wrong window
her dad is big and i have never seen his face
i've been here 2 days and i'll sure be here tomorrow
my lady's so sweet she likes to entertain and i wish

she'd be more kind now

i just want all you kids to know dat i would be thinking of each and every single one of you when im all alone inside my bunk

MATHS WAS EASY!! haha thx to adi and the maths textbook. i tink im gonna pass it.

yeyness.

anyways. hmmmz if everything had been flowing correctly. there is supposed to be jamming session with the asses today. but urmz. theres nothing from zack so yeah.

and urmz the recording. suppose to be done. but den again. no news. so yeah.

going off soon to meet allen. pray eat town maybe?

again i let other unimportant stuffs get in the way of my studying. AND IM SCREWED for like the umpteenth time. as if yesterday's networking test wasnt bad enough. today i have a computing maths test. ITS FREAKING EASY if i had studied. i know because i flipped through and saw the solutions. and i thought to myself 'hey its not dat hard. i can actually pass it'. but o well.

i never did learn my lesson. rewind clock 2 years.

nieways today is a friday and i wanna go exploring again. but with who? if the guys are slacking. i wont tag along. why? cause its boring. just sitting there waiting for the sky to cry. i want some action bebeh!

so anyone free later plz ring me up and ask me out!

pEace out

my mum found out about my deep dark secret.. and im officially screwed. $935 bucks in the bank. $570 short of wat i was suppose to have in there. so yeah i tink its time to tell my mum.

o well niehows. jamming later with the skus. been quite a long time. 2 years to be exact. were gonna go back to basics and play stuff from the band dat got us into all this band/punkrock shit.

BLINK 182!!!!!

WEEEE

got this from lukman's blog.

name:ahmad rafiee bin abdullah.

he ish:GEMINI MAN

A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and proportional face. *false*

He has a high forehead . *a lil bit true i guess*

He looks like he can not stand or sit still, a very fast person. *true*

His nose is just right in size, thin lips, talk fast and very talkative. *true says firdaus*

He can think faster than he talks, *false*

but once he starts talking, he will talk non stop as if god has gifted him with that special talk machine mouth. *true and false*

He likes to cut his hair short and he is very athletic. *very false!*

He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly calls "Hyperactive". *true says firdaus*

He has long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger as if he is trying to grab something. *true*

He is the type, who will write or scribble on paper. *false*

His hair always well comb or neat. very *false*

He will spent a long time to comb his hair. *false*

He will keep his manicure and pedicure clean. *VERY VERY FALSE*

He is a well dress and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will love him. *urmz i guess so?*

He will keep all his cloth in big closet, and never throw away even shirts he never wear any more, but yet he still keep buying new cloths and make sure he is in style. *false*


He knows how to dress well even with a low budget. *false*

He get bored easily with his favorite cloths, cologne. *false*

He is very picky, so soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent. *false*

if you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you will have to guess his feeling and emotion. *true*

Is he doing thing because it is a duty, or is it because he wants to? He changes his mind as fast as he changes a new pairs of shoes. *true about the changing of minds.. false about the shoes*

He hates to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring same routine job. * VERY true*

He could hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is complete important and necessary. *true*

He does not come late because he forgets, but because he always find other attractions along the way. *very true*

He likes to act opposite to what he wants to do. *true*

He is a very good speaker and makes a very good politician. *false*

He can easily persuade other people and well presented himself in public, a real charmer. *false*

If he is a writer, he will write the best seller. *false* take a look at the way i write my blog. sheesh.

He always searches for truth and constantly studies himself. *true*

He never satisfies about his fame, his reputation or money, because he thinks he deserved more. *true*

He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate satisfaction. *true*


Woman in love normally wants to feel secure and stable, but if you fall in love with this guy be prepared to be alone. *false*

He will come to see you when he feels like it. *true*

He won't even know how he spent his day everyday, so adjust yourself if you love him.
*true*

Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can tell you how much he loves you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your date. *true*


When he upsets, he could tell you he hates your dress, even it is the same dress he used to tell you make you look very sexy.
Do not ask him why he is that's way for he won't have any explanations too. *true*

When he is back to normal mood, he will take you out again and forget what just happened. *false* i do think alot if something bad had happened.

You can not expect him to be the same person now, and forever. *true* everything changes. everyone changes sooner or later.

His changes will depend on you, for better or for worst. *false*

If you like to take risk and dare for challenges, you will get along with him fine. *false*. heh.

He keeps his emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be able to see if he is in love with you, or does not give a damn at all, but be calm and patient. *absolutely true*

He will never leave you if he thinks you are a puzzle, then he will spent times solving this puzzle. * smiles *

true: 23
false:20

haha all this is bullshit. i took half an hour to do this so yeah. weeeee. a measure of how boring class is. but nieways.

heh!

a classmate of mine once told me 'not having any crushes is like not having any dreams.'

never really understood that. fill me in. anybody?

heh. listening to old blink stuffs and laughing to the stupid jokes made up by mark and tom. I mean ive heard those jokes a million times but yet they still manage to tickle my funny bone. like those old p ramlee films.

"i choose to blame my parents for giving me a small bent whiner and an ugly face"

nieways... todays meeting with saifudin and mus went well. gotto explore temasek polytechnic and its brilliance. pretty nice place to study in. the humongous library was very comfy and the design school canteen's food was cheap and nice too. but i didnt like the fact dat i had to carry the plates back to the disposal tin.

blergh. at ite. we have people to do dat for us.

heh nieways. yeah the skinking feeling came back. to know dat i could have been one of them. i could have been a poly student. if only.

haish. heh~ sweetness.

wat a crazy monday. here are some pics. enjoy.

Skool and slack

Basketball Madness

and someone made me really happy today!! hahahahhaha

haish

in class now. deveoping a sore throat which means a fever in a few days. hooray for dat.

and i tink i drank too much water.

off to the toilet.

i tink im sick. and dats super sad. 2 weeks away.

got this from allen's blog. even though i tink all this quizzes are bull crap. this one is pretty interesting. Love Quiz

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.

You give 50% and expect 50% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.

You asked the family member to get your significant other--you
like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.

You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.

That's all folks. Best wishes to those who are in love.

heh o well. my june holidays are fully booked. gonna be working like a mad man almost everyday except fridays and saturdays. but i will be going on a holiday with my family to cameron highlands, langkawi and penang. i tink.

places that i of 2 years ago would think of as very boring. but to be honest now i prefer going to more of this scenic places rather than the hectic metropolitan places like kuala lumpur.

i got 117 bucks pay for the whole month of april and dat fucking sucks. i mean who the heck gets 117 for their pay? heh o well.

hoping for june's pay. cause most prob its gonna wipe out all my debts. den i would have more money to spend on stuffs i have always wanted.

like those vans xl2 rowley shoes or that globe skate shoe.

a pair of levis jeans. argh levis. have always wanted a pair of levis since i was about 12.

den tons and tons of band t-shirts, long/short sleeve shirts, beanie, caps... blergh so much stuff to buy. weeee.

money money money

just got back from slacking/jamming. waste as usual an hour late from my curfew. but as usual got of lightly.

slacking was mad.

TheCrew:

sam
amin
alan
zack
dan
aide
rafiee
din
mustafa
alif
allen
apek
asri
saifudin

hmmmz i believe dat was all. heh so yeah walked around tampines like one whole bunch of gangsters and we 'attacked' tampines mall and made fun of people doing the para para game. overall making a nuisance of ourselves.

would have taken pictures if i had properly charged my cam batts.i did not. stupid charger.

den sam suggested we go back to the old tampines sec. we did. but the school was closed so yeah we went to amin's block and was told off by some stupid mats. so called 'guardians' of the area. my hate relationship with mat is back on track. we were just buying ice cream for god sakes. stupid mats.

nieways jamming sucked. after such a long time it really showed. we are seriusly not tight. the guitar i used had its strings snapped not once but twice. really pissed me off man.but yeah we tried playing other stuff. like karma and dunt speak. needless to say progression from punkrock to other genres is very hard. so used to playing very loud stuff.so pelan pelan kayuh heh.

ouh well anyways well be recording next week. seriuosly behind tyme. hope everyting goes fine.

and yeah well be playing the streets festival thingy which is fucken awesome. 3 upcoming gigs for us. whoooopeee!


i liek this pic. i think its the best self pic i ever had. heh.

my class starts in 5 mins and im still siting on my com typing this down. reason? i dun feel the need to come early cause i know my other classmates would come late anyway which means the teacher would start the lesson late. so yeah.

my english absolutely sucks.

today is friday and i wanted to originally go exploring again with mus and saifudin like we did last week but somebody has religious classes so yeah priorities. den theres jamming later wit the asses. not sure where or when. so most prob gonna just go back to my old routine of slacking with the guys and do some catching up.

so yeah my mums knocking on my door so i have to go

geez im getting a little frustrated with some things. some of which i wont put into writing.

anyways.

watching the cable guy and corky romano back to back is really an enjoyable experience.

den playing need for speed underground made me a total mad man. cursing and swearin on my own everytime i hit a wall or another vehicle. only to be called crazy by my sister.

den i got to be gandalf for a day. hwahwa

den i became spiderman.

heh geeez. sitting at home rulez!

anyways prepare your puking bowls.



weee pop.



MADNESS

just got back from guitar lessons with mus.

teached him some guitar excercises to increase his finger strength.

dats basically all. its up to him now to practice on his own.

and im really excited about me, saifudin and mus's little pet project. we're thinking long term about this and we really hope we can go far.

maybe its starting off as just a hobby but i hope this will be something that can become my line of occupation in the near future. as i said. i dun want a nine to five job. so this will suit me fine.

hopes.

we shall see in 5 years time.

Mes espoirs sont si hauts que votre baiser pourrait me tuer. Donc fera ne vous me tuez pas, donc je meurs heureux. Mon coeur est le vôtre de remplir ou éclater. Pour casser ou enterrer, ou porter comme jewelery. Lequel jamais vous préférez.

Je toujours rappèlerai le son de la stéréo. Le faible des lumières douces, l'odeur de vos cheveux. Que vous avez tournoyé dans vos doigts. Et le temps sur l'horloge quand nous nous sommes rendu compte ons étais si en retard. Et la promenade que nous avons partagées ensemble. Les rues étaient mouillées et le portail a été verrouillé. Si j'ai sauté il et vous a laissé dans. Et vous vous êtes tenu à la porte avec vos mains sur ma taille. Et vous avez embrassé m'aime que vous l'avez signifié. Et j'ai su, que vous l'avez signifié, que vous l'avez signifié, que vous l'avez signifié. Et j'ai su que vous l'avez signifié, que vous l'avez signifié.
si long et remercie pour les souliers

bon au revoir

the sound of ringing telephones irritates me like mad. especially when u know the call is not for you yet your parents are screaming at you to pick it up. wat makes it even more annoying is the fact that u know the call is for your god damn sister but yet she still chooses to not pick it up. leaving her friends at the mercy of my rudeness.

so yeah. i pick it up. knowing im gonna hear this.

as predicted the voice at the other end says ."hello.. boleh saya cakap dgn aishah?".

without even saying a word i freaking slammed the phone down.

stupid 14 year old girls.


dan'gon'


khussaini


happily me


typical shot. but im happy with it cause its my first succesful attempt at the blurred background thingy. i know dats lame but den im just starting this shit. weeee

funeral for a friend - your revolution is a joke

They stand to fight for nothing.
We show them how stupid we've become.
As fortune favours only,
those who care to much to see.

Oh it will never be okay,
as some will say.
We stand to fight for nothing,
so close your eyes and stay away.
Dont believe their headlines
they poison our minds, everyday

Oh it will never be the same,
the purpose bearing everyday.
The lies that lead you into the grave.
As some will say.

And you will never be okay,
as some will say.
Purpose bearing everyday,
as some will say.
Lies that lead you to the grave,
as some will say.

your revolution is a joke,
as I will say..

i guess the guys will be performing after all this 31st.

without me of course.

and yeah like it would matter much cause really underedge would sound way better without me spoiling the guitars. i mean im such a pathetic guitar player. and the songs dat i write are so lame. honestly. they are. o heh o well. u might be thinking im mad or something but actually im not. im actually pretty happy and contented. weeeee

"yet im nothing more... than a line in your book...."

leeds got relegated. dat sucks. i tink im crying.

[listening to march12- telephone]

hmmmz this song has certainly grown on me. very meaningful hur the lyrics.

going to work in a few mins time. and i just wrote in cause i forgot to thank mr DYNN for treating me to a very delicious mutton chop meal yesterday. haha. SO THANK YOU MR DYNN. harap tuhan murahkan reski kepadamu. hehe. tak menyesal aku ade kawan cam kau. weeeee

man yoo lost again. they're fuckin pathetic.

went shopping with dynn. ( dah cam gay partner siakz). well he went shopping and i followed. seriously the only places that i go shopping to are beach road, penin and far east plaza. so yeah now have more choices. heh.

and yeah hows this for a nice piece of news.

your-ass will be performing in the mini gig at rp which is on the 31st.

i will be having my networking fundamentals exam on the 31st.

our set starts at 1330hrs.
my paper ends at 1330 hrs.

so unless i can reach redhill from tampines in a fraction of a second den we i will not be performing with your-ass.

whoop tee doo.

so yeah? dilemma? no fucking way. exams are more important den performing for some lunchtime assembly or something.

so yeah sorry dudes.

good night

listening to : william hung - i believe i can fly

after lsitening to this. i think i can sing. i really do.

i dun tink im going out today. no plans. no gigs. everyboyds busy doing their own stuff maybe. wanted to hang out with pp. but allens outside working. din and alif are away on msn. so yeah. its beginning to be a bore. damn it. after i complained and complained about work over riding my chance to go out with my friends. to be brutally honest i wish i was working instead today. haish.