Friday, April 30, 2004

all my pins are sold!!! except 59 mins, mysquaredcircle and my plain sunset pins. haha weee 10 bucks worth of pins. and today was fun.. heh.
the pianist is a briliant show. well all war movies are brilliant to me.

ever since my father ditched hbo and went with star movies ive spent countless hours outside watching movies. something dat ive not done for quite awhile. forgetful person dat i am. ive already forgotten wat movies i had watched so yeah short term memory loss. heh

going skool in an hrs time. and im off to prata land.

Thursday, April 29, 2004

music of choice: the rocking horse winner - atmoshpere

i cant wait for tomorrow. fridays have always been enjoyable for me. whether its jamming or just hanging out. last week caught a movie. this week not sure of wat i wanna do. maybe shoot some balls with mus. or shahrul. o well.

i spend 2 bucks in school today. its quite and achievement considering the amount i used to spend before. always splurging on food and drinks. i mean my daily allowance is 5 bucks (and some good days 6 or 7)but then all of it would be gone by the time i reach home.blame it on the packets of milo, vitasoy, french fries etc etc. so today was exceptional. heh

the rocking horse winner rocks.

"we looked outside the other day.
at thirty-thousand feet,
we swayed from our three seats 'cause soon we'll be buzzing into the fire.
i could feel us flying with every single note.
the memories of a precious time.
to be somewhere, in a distant atmosphere,
but i just can't control the tears. one more time.
we walked out onto your front lawn.
set three legs aside.
looked into the glass and caught the light shining into my eyes.
i could feel me flying so high above the sky.
one more time we'll meet i know we will.
we'll meet someday somewhere up high, in the hills.
time to exit now.
you didn't know me and i didn't know you well.
"

ok sorry but... hurhur i just wanna say dat the thursday and taking back sunday pins are pretty beat up. lots of scratches. so yeah. both buttons go for 50 cents. heh.

*updated*: thrice button has just been added to the collection. so yeah heh.

and please first come first serve. heh

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

pins dat are left: cursive,the used, takingbacksunday, coheed and cambria, thursday, 59 mins, cesspit.

am skool now. overloaded with projects and shit. cant wait for this term to be over. dah abg abg year 2. hahah o well. so long.

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

pins sold:
funeral for a friend, brand new, story of the year, my chemical romance and finch.

i really need to sell my incubus and losprophet cds... i really need money. seriusly am broke right now. not even the atm can save me . haish. arghhhhhh payday in 2 weeks time. argh donno if im gonna be able to survive till dat day. grrrr

anyways started work on my new layout. taking things slowly. graphic by graphic. word by word. and news just in.

DENALI HAS DISBANDED!!! OOHH GOD WHY???????????? first plain sunset, den march12 den denali?. haish. maura ooo maura.
i am so dead. i am so broke. i am so screwed. haish. take this blade to my wrist and end wat makes u ugly.

Monday, April 26, 2004

itchy finger syndrome.

yeyness
if u guys want my new no. msg me at msn k. got the new 8******* series which is really cool.

hmmmz i want new shoes. new chuck taylors to be exact. white school shoes type of chuck taylors to be fully exact. gonna get it soon. the reality of me turning 18 soon is too much for me man. im getting so fucking old. i mean when i was in primary school, yeha of kos i wanted to become older but now i want my growth to end. i wanna stay this way forever!!!!

forever and ever, lets make this last forever.. forever and ever lets make this last forever...

Sunday, April 25, 2004

im blogging again... donno why?? for fun maybe?? hahaha i feel so madness . blame it on dat picture. hahaha hais.

i tink im gonna go to the library and borrow books on how to start/sustain conversations. especially with members of the opposite sex. sheesh i suffer from a very bad speech defect. words get bumbled so much so dat one thing becomes another. i suffer at work because of this. the guests dun understand wat im talking about. hmmz o well. communication problems. and yeah my absolute distaste in phone conversations. i hate talking on the phone. even if just calling somebody up to ask for something like "when are we meeting or sumthing." heh dun ask me why. its just me.o well. im talking nonsense again. plz plz do diss me!!! tomdelonge or pop love or whoever.

ok aku dah giler .. lebih baik tido.
i just saw a really nice deviation of someone and its making me piss in my pants. blabber nonsense alone in the dark. thinking of things dat im not suppose to be thinking. and im sweating again. argh. things gorgeous/beautiful/sexy/ hot.. girls can make u do... geeez i feel like im 16 again...
i stole this somewhere. though it doesnt apply to me. i just tot this was pretty sweet.

50 Romantic things to do 4 your Boy/Girl Friend



1. Watch the sunset together.

2. Whisper to each other.

3. Cook for each other.

4. Walk in the rain.

5. Hold hands

6. Buy gifts for each other.

7. Roses.

8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.

9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.

10. Write poetry for each other.

11. Hugs are the universal medicine.

12. Say only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.

13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.

14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie!

15. Spend every second possible together.

16. Look into each other's eyes.

17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.

18. When in public, only flirt with each other.

19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.

20. Buy her a ring.

21. Sing to each other.

22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.

23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.

24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)

25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.

26. Dance together.

27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.

28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.

29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes!!

30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.

31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.

32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.

34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.

35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.

36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.

37. Hang out with his/her friends.

38. Go to church/pray/worship together.

39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.

40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.

41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.

42. Make sacrifices for each other.

43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.

44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.

45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.

46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.

47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.

48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.

49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.

50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."

haish. hahahah sweet dreams my love.....
hmmz yesterday was okie i guess. waited for zack for about one full hour at the interchange. i just knew he was gonna be late so why did i even bother going out early. but because i was early, i bumped into mustafa kamal bin ishak and forced him to sit with me. after all it has been such a long time. can see dat poly life has taken its toll on him. poor guy. remember the old times between the both of us where we just sit at the railings observing the world. making stupid commentz on the way people dress, on how people walk, on how fat that minah is on how hot dat girl is and so on and so forth. it was great huh. so yeah zack came so we met dynn at dhoby gaut. sat outside planet paradigm to kill time. after all stardom starts at 7. my uncle fazlin was there in full uniform. a punk? a skin? a rudeboy? nah. an ampai. hehe so smart loooking in is police uniform. pantat jack siolz! haha so yeah anyhows.

zack and alif went in so me and dynn went off to planet paradigm. got lost in the nel. ended up taking the wrong train. how stupid is dat. haha so went to stardom and it was super lame. there were some funny moments like perform like the band 'masih pat teka' . den digiland was enjoyable. the vox had an extremely nice voice. den the dance, rapping stuff bored me untill mad. so after no better than you had played me and dynn left.

on the bus home from pasir ris interchange i bumped into a colleague of mine. and in the middle of the conversation i told him i lost my hp. and he told me. he found a hp. so i was like. omigosh. sell it to me sell it to me. and he was like sure how much how much?

so no i am a not so proud owner of a nokia 2100 which cost me 20 freaking bucks. HAHAHAHAHAHAH o well all the while i was aiming for that 3200 but god damn. 20 bucks for a hp. Sebat je lar...

and yes it strikes me all of a sudden dat girls with brilliant english turn me on...

Saturday, April 24, 2004

temporary layout... have a nice day...
ah the gig at republic poly isnt a gig at all. each band can only bring 2 outsiders. i mean wat the hell?? guessing probably its like an assembly kind of thing. o well. yeah we are last band we start our set at 1330 hours. okie kids 31st may. lets gatecrash rp!!!!

cant wait for it man. i mean like omigosh were gonna be performing a republic poly man.. whooppee!!

(read sarcasm*)

Friday, April 23, 2004

wee. im just so lazy to do a new layout at the moment so yeah. weeee. 50 first dates is a nice show. not as funny as i wanted to. i mean i didnt exactly have stomach cramps. ive never really liked adam sandler's style of comedic expression. wanted to watch dawn of the dead but dynn chickened out. wat the heck? WALKING TALL? ah action- hero movies are so lame. if you smell lalalallala what the fie is cooking

going to stardom 2morrow with the same people i hanged out with today. donno why the heck i am choosing to skip the planet paradigm gig but o well must support classmate. so yeah anyone goint to ite stardom plz. leave me a msg if u need a friend. heh.
argh mother fuck. accidentally deleted the whole template while editing it. stupid mother fucking com. and i the stupid ass hole did not make a back up of it. now fuck this fucking totally fucking ridiculous.argh fuck it.

Thursday, April 22, 2004

wat makes a person a mat? just because he has super tight pants, drinks liqour, smokes, has dyed hair, luis vuitton( correct or not?) bag, beatle bug shoes and birkenstock slip ons doesnt make him a mat. or does it? cause i have a couple of friends who dress up this way. but cant possibly be branded mats. yes even with a big tattoo on his chest. or even belonging to some particular group.

at first of course when i started getting to know them. i was very very uncomfortable. cause i always have the mind set that these are people who are, well..... bad. till today i ahve difficulty conversing with them even though they turned out to be nice people. yes never judge a book by its cover they say and i fully understand that now. no way though that im saying i like mats and will hang out with them and eventually become one of them. fuck no. im just saying not all mats are dat bad. minahs are totally different however. and dat is totally another story.

answers to tags:

fad: ahahakz plz plz im such a sucky guitar player. im not teaching. just helping. so yeah NO. haha

raq: hello. thx for dropping by. and who might your friend be??

ifran: ifran, if my entries are deep, than the singapore river is the shallowest place in the world.

shahrul : u steal my customers!! nene pop!!!

anyways amazing how music has control of your feelings. started my day off listening to streetlight manifesto. and heck yeah was smiling and body moving at the back of the bus. den i listened to plainsunset when i was going home. and it was raining. so yeah u know the picture. heh. nieways. this blog is supposed to be dead right????

have a nice day.
love or money????? well depends on wat type of love. love for your parents. love for your friends. love for your sister. this sorts of thing money cant buy. but sad to say money can buy u a girlfriend. yes its true. prove me wrong.

i choose money u know why? cause love cant buy you a canon powershot a80. love cant buy you gibson sg. unless of course u buttfuck the salesman. u can fall in love all over again if you fall out of it. money doesnt exactly fall from the sky.

so untill i find the absolute perfect one to be my only one. yes my only one. my first and my last. im just gonna give love a miss.

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

jus finished doing a simple flash cover page for my swe project. been a while since ive touched that software so yeah completely bummed. got myself a neat chords and scales book. its about time i got real help in my guitar. practicing all those scales and shit. i need to improve myself.

so starting next week im giving guitar lessons to mustafa at the price of 2 dollars every lesson plus free drink. how nice is dat?? considering that im a lousy guitar player. o well.

den of kos. when my dgcam arrives.. gonna go shooting with shahrul or/and mus.will take nice pics of scenery. i plan not to take pics of people. people just suck. heh.

all this and more to be done in the holidays. school is getting ever so lame.cant wait for it to be over. need to do something else rather than jamming and onlining. wee photography and lan games coming right up! heh.



okie okie i admit the only reason why i listen to denali is because of the gorgeous lead singer. maura davis. den again. the reason most of you people listen to my star is because of azura. so yeah. jeng jeng.

my current fav band. heh

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

heh. i need space. projects are killing me. spent the whole day falling asleep. on the way to skool. on the bus to woodlands. on adi's bed. on the pavement. on the bus back to tamp. on the bus back to pasir ris. on my bed. on my toliet bowl. and on my computer desk. goodness. need more sleep.

nieways did my testimonial rounds. writing out testimonials for almost everyone whom i feel is worthy. haha well mainly because im bored and im trying to combat my sleepiness. so yeah cheers

Monday, April 19, 2004

thanx shahrul for the chicken rice and bandong. nice treat. good luck with your seahorse adi. mesti bleh nye.

anyways. amazing i used to think that only scenesters wear studded belts and all but it seems to me everybody is wearing it now. lucky ive sold mine. yeah aku dah relax dah. im not being myself. anyways. i seriusly need a guitar teacher and new songs. and yeah my band seriusly needs a new band name. UNDEREDGE IS THE WORST FREAKING BAND NAME EVER.

Sunday, April 18, 2004

ah yesh somebody highlited to me dat i speak like a mat. haiyah. must cut down use of expletives....
an awesome song by an awesome band

iris riot - Sweet November

I miss you less with each day you're gone
Only a day before you blow fifteen candles
On the day itself,you were passing out
Our letters to the fire in your skies and clouds


Why must you pretend
That i'm no longer there?
Why must you leave me
As the hero in despair?


I know that your whispers
Are only winds of your changes
Between black and white
Like the bluest skies of November


Don't you understand that what i said is true?
I'm pissed like a bottle of wine without you
In my life
You told me that i'm an emotional basketcase
Alike or not,my iris has withered all away
your - ass update: upcoming gigs.
26th may repubic poly mini gig.
24th and 25th july tapestry gig (yet to be confirmed)

so anyhows. my pins are booked by some dude playing in a band called a subtle revenge. Yeah that frodo fella. so yeah. we shall see wats left hur.

aku miss kau cam nak giler sak!!!
i miss you untill mad!!!

wee popz.

Friday, April 16, 2004

if u guys dont already know... this site is dead already. just gonna use it for remembering stuff. i just dunt want anybody reading about my life anymore. its just not interesting. your-ass is having an audition tomorrow for the tapestry thing. dun tink we will get it though. o well. nvm.

Thursday, April 15, 2004

stuffs to sell:*updated*

lost prophets- start something cd *$10*
acoustic guitar *$10*
studded belt *$15*
incubus - a crow left of the murder cd *$12*
oasis there and then live video cd *$10*
mesh cap *$5*
guitar casing *$10*

pins at *$1*each: finch, my chemical romance, cursive,the used,mysquaredcircle,59 mins,story of the year,thursday,cesspit,takingbacksunday,coheed and cambria, brand new, funeral for a friend

desperate men do desperate things...
stuffs to sell:

lost prophets- start something cd *$10*
acoustic guitar *$10*
studded belt *$15*
incubus - a crow left of the murder cd *$12*
oasis there and then live video cd *$10*
mesh cap *$5*
guitar casing *$10*

pins at *$1*each: finch, my chemical romance, cursive,the used,mysquaredcircle,59 mins,story of the year,thursday,cesspit,takingbacksunday,coheed and cambria, brand new, funeral for a friend

desperate men do desperate things...

Monday, April 12, 2004

i lost my handphone and life sucks. have a nice day.

Sunday, April 11, 2004

whoo maura of denali si one freaking babe. when i heard her voice I felt overwhelmed, caught up, spent. I wanted both to take it all in, in a lifesaving breath, and to let all of it go, in a heavy, soul-cleansing sob. haish... anyways. work yesterday was hectic. did go kart for the first time. and yeah i was nervous. really fucking nervous. but raj kumar adrian mutu helped me through and it went well. a heck load of accidents. and i almost got runover a few times. but all in all. very fulfilling. going to the gig in a few mins time. see ya at the rock show.

Saturday, April 10, 2004

choice of music:brand new- sic transit gloria

been spending lesser and lesser time online these past few days. i guess i should feel proud of it. i mean what do i do when im online anyways? just staring at the stupid screen and surfing the same old websites. so heH! working in a few hrs time. gonna go do the go kart for the first time. im not really excited about it. why? cause i hate trying new things.

urgh. theres a gig tomorrow. and i cant wait to go. gonna go catch zad's oi band. . the november iris. haha RIOT!

the drum god himself junaidi kusnong will be perfroming with doilm. MUSt see. MUSt see.

hoping the outing with shahrul, adi, dynn and han will be great. hope so. and yeah hello zoom 505. byebye $70.

this has been stupid entry. but whoever cares. love u alif.!!

Friday, April 09, 2004

sometimes i wonder... a bunch of people calls me quiet yet another bunch tells me im way too loud, a bunch of people calls me funny yet another bunch tell me off for trying to be funny. hmmmz madness. who am i? o well shall find out..

another lame quiz. yeyness!

× · I N F O R M A T I O N · × ·

Name: rafiee
Single or taken: singlemingle
Sex: Male
Birthday: 11 june
Sign: gemini
Siblings: my sister
Hair color: black (natural is BEST!)
Eye color: blackish brown i tink. dunt really know
Height: 169cm

· × · R E L A T I O N S H I P S · × ·

Who are your best friends?: allen,fir,dan,din,alif,zack,
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: NO

· × · F A S H I O N | S T U F F · × ·

Where is your favorite place to shop: anywhere with cheap stuff
Any tattoos or piercings: Nopez

· × · S P E C I F I C S · × ·

Do you do drugs?: panadol ish best!
What kind of shampoo do you use?: anything that my mum buys
What are you most scared of?: god
What are you listening to right now?: hey mercedes - que shiraz
Who is the last person that called you?: urmz. my mum
Where do you want to get married?: at the beach
How many buddies are online right now?: 18
What would you change about yourself?: my rabbit teeth
?
· × · F A V O R I T E S · × ·

Color: black, white and grey ( currently in love with my blog colour though )
Food: ramlee burgers!!
Boys names: rafiee
Girls names: urh. sitikus. or watipusamalu. or whatever
Subjects in school: pe in sec school and snw in ite
Animals: humans

· × · H A V E | Y O U | E V E R · × ·

Given anyone a bath?: no
Smoked?: yes
Bungee jumped?: no, but would love to
Made yourself throw up?:when i pretend to be sick
Skinny dipped?: NO!!
Ever been in love?: define love...
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: urgh no. im no sissyboy
Pictured your crush/bf naked?: heh.
Actually seen your crush/bf naked?: heh.
Cried when someone died?: yes
lied: yes
Fallen for your best friend?: nopez
Used someone?: no. i tink so. no

· × · C U R R E N T · × ·

Clothes: tampines secondary cca t-shirt
Music: slick shoes - darko
Make-up: im no sissy
Annoyance:grrrr lack of free time
Smell: chikcen wings
Desktop picture: jon chan
Book you're reading: urgh. no books. blame it on lack of time and money
CD in player: lost prohphets-start something
DVD in player: incubus- crow left of the murder free dvd

· × · L A S T | P E R S O N · × ·

You touched: mummy
hugged: gosh shahrul?
You IMed: zack.
You yelled at: my sister. i do dat everyday
You kissed: geee. Never been kissed. hurhur my mummy actually.

· × · A R E | Y O U · × ·

Understanding: very. though sometimes people dunno how to appreciate dat
Open-minded: yes
Arrogant: no of kos not. why should i be
Insecure: very
Hungry: yes
Smart: nobodys stupid so everybodys smart
Moody: everynight when im online i tend to get moody
Hard working: lazy
Organized: my room is a mess
Healthy: nopez
Shy: WOHOO!! wat an understatement
Difficult: guess so
Bored easily: yes indeed
Responsible: fuck dat
Obsessed: no.
Angry: nopez
Sad: no
Happy: no..
Hyper: well depends on the people im with
Trusting: yes

· × · W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A · × ·

Kill?: urmz. CRAIG WINN
slap: im not a violent person
Get really wasted with?: wtf
Get high with: You!
Talk to offline: all of my friends
Talk to online: shall not disclose
Sex it up with: JESSICA ALBA

· × · R A N D O M · × ·

In the morning I am: sleepy
All you need is: more TLC
Love is: a question for me
I dreamt about: being a rockstar
Sexual preference: animals
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: facial expression, legs and fashion

· × · W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R · × ·

Coke or Pepsi: coke
Flowers or chocolate: snickers.
Tall or short: short
Fat or thin: thin
School or work: school

· W H O · × ·

Makes you laugh the most: the kids
you smile: the kids
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: urh this is depressing

· × · D O | Y O U | E V E R · × ·

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: well yes. HAIZ.
Save conversations: NO
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: ahaha sometimes
wish you were younger: yes
Cried because someone said something to you?: no.

· × · N U M B E R · × ·

Of times I have had my heart broken: zero
Of hearts I have broken: zero i guess.
Of CD's I own: whoah. too many
Of scars on my body: one big one on the back of my head. the rest i donch know.
Of things that I regret: whoah. a whole damn lot.

· × · Y O U R | T H O U G H T S · × ·

I know: that i suck until mad.
I want: CANON POWERSHOT A80
I have: a pathetic life
I wish: that i was the 4th member of blink 182
I hate: assholes, fuckers, bitches, bastards,
I fear: god
I hear: never too late- self denial
I search: for the meaning of my life
I wonder: about that special person. hmmz who might you be?
I love: my band,my parents, my whole family and YOU!



Thursday, April 08, 2004



okie i want this for my brithday!!!!! JUNE 11 kiDS!! Canon POWERSHOT A80!!! jgn tak jadik eh!! aku rela kene buang dalam laut kalau korang belik kan aku nie!! huanghuanghuanhunag.. HEH!

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

well we got the slot. but so yeah underedge next gig will be on the 26th of may. will be playing with back by monday and good people association. a set of only 3 songs. hurhurhur. nvm tak yah stress stress.

am home now, have a 2 hour break from skool. so lepak at home for awhile listening to blink 182- anthem part 2. shall go back to skool for nwf in an hours time for some stupid phase test. confirm fail!

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

wee todays audition went well. i guess so. the kids there were kind of impressed by my star. got soem superlatives from them and since they were total strangers i finally believe that my star is a nice song after all. heh o well a super sized THANKS to u-DYnn for taking the photos. go see them if u want. audition photos

watch out for back by monday and grand punk auto in the years too come. great bands that we auditioned with. heh anyways for those of u haven heard my star yet, feel free to dwl here----> mY right ASs! . so long

Monday, April 05, 2004

supposed to go to skool. but i tink im sick. well i think so cause theres a big irritation in my throat. other than that its just a lame excuse for me not to go to skool. im still super shagged from saturday's pit. did a lot of walking. wanted to sleep but i cant, lots of things running through my mind. i sometimes forget girls are sensitive creatures. should watch what i say next time.

so yeah if wat zura said is true. your - ass will be performing in 2 weeks time at some pub or something. yeah! big fucking deal. were so gonna screw up again but i dun mind. tomorrow we have an audition or something at republic poly, its for some mini gig. no prob. i mean a set of 3 songs? well i dun really mind dat.

listening to oasis's be here now album. theyre an awesome band really. just love their old stuff so much. same cant be said about their new stuff. dont find anything interesting there wat with the lineup changes and all.

oasis - dont go away

a cold and frosty morning theres not a lot to say
about the things caught in my mind
and as the day was dawning my plane flew away
with all the things caught in my mind
and i wanna be there when you're...
coming down
and i wanna be there when you hit the ground...
so dont go away
say what you say
but say that you'll stay
forever and a day
in the time of my life
cos i need more time
yes i need more time
just to make things right
damn my situation and the games i have to play
with all the things caught in my mind
damn my education i cant find the words to say
about the things caught in my mind
me and you wats going on?
all we seem to know is hot to show
the feelings that are wrong..

was about to go to sleep when i realise fight club was on tv. so i switched on my com again and im typing out another entry. hmmmz wat should i whine about now?. well NOTHING!!!

bradd pitt has an awesome body! i want!

Sunday, April 04, 2004

my internet explorers is a piece of shit... shall not elaborate

pit was fun and tiring. shall not elaborate cause who the fuck wants to know? so yeah. yip-tee-do.

got this from massy's site so yeah just filled in this to fill up this stupid page.

10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately:

1) blink 182

2) box car racer

3) plain sunset

4) the lost prophets

5) funeral for a friend

6) coldplay

7) oasis

8) hoobastank

9) marchtwelve

10) backstreet boys (honestly!)



//09 things you look forward to:

1) underedge's next gig

2) june holidays

3) getting married

4) jessica alba calling me

5) underedge performing in the warped tour

6) becoming a millionaire

7) taking over the world

8) falling in love

9) anybody calling me



//8 things you like to wear:

1) underpants

2) jeans

3) t-shirts

4) polo shirts

5) Chuck Taylors

6) caps

7) sandals.

8) 3/4 pants



//07 things that annoy you:

1) me.

2) my sis.

3) miNahs

4) fat minahs who tink they have a body like jessica alba.

5) mats

6) my internet fucking up on me

7) LER. fuck dat word.


//06 things you say most days:

1) cheebye

2) plabuto ar

3) HAHA cam SEEeeeeeeeAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaak.

4) weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

5) sial ar kau

6) siala bala
.


//05 things you do everyday:

1) blogging

2) surfing

3) bathing

4) eat and shit

5) Sleep!


//04 people you want to spend more time with:

1) mum>
2) dad

3) ****

4) you!!



//03 movies you could watch over and over again:

1) american pie
2) american pie 2
3) american pie 3


//02 of your favorite songs at the moment:

1) immature- plain sunset

2) there is - box car racer



//01 person you could spend the rest of your
life with:

1) you!!

Saturday, April 03, 2004

work was incredibly fun and relaxing. selsila is an awesome person to work with in the sense that shes the one who will make the initiative to start a conversation. and i had a ball of a time poking fun at her at every single chance. for example when she dropped her id card in the pool, when she told me her age, her aspiritions, well i poked fun at her everytime she told me something. not to mention i was called a bastard by her frequently but den again i didnt mind. we were laughing so hard at one point of time that our manager came to our station and asked us if we were together. and i was like wtf. and she was like wtf? so yeah wtf? haha no way man. shes like 2 years older den me and shes waiting for entrance to a university. so yeah haha but den again i dun mind. :p heh!

Friday, April 02, 2004

i miss jamming with first chapter. Really honestly do. The first chapter with zaid behind the vox, no offence to khus but zaid i felt was a better vocalist in the sense that he can scream and sing nicely and also he used to always crack me up with his stupid sum 41 jokes. but yea it had to end the way it were. when he left the band and wan joined his brothers in arms, everything went downhill after dat. there was hardly time to jam what with tweet having no direction and rika and me being with underdge. so yeah kind of impossible to get together. and when tweet left the band it was the last straw for me. i felt as though when tweet left. the purpose of first chapter was gone. there was no point in continuing so yeah. but the fact is i miss jamming with them. with first chapter. there was never a hint of seriusness. jammin was always filled with laughter. quite a contrast sometimes with underedge. no offence to them. but sometimes jamming tends to be too serius. but that is another story. so yeah haish well good luck to fir and wan and khus. hope u guys can go far.

friendsters being a bitch. i had written dynn a very very long testmonial but when i submiited it. friendster greeted me with a user id not found. i mean like wat the fuck. sorry dynn!! blame it on that lame site. o well working 2morrow. hpe everything goes well

Thursday, April 01, 2004

im pretty much agitated right now. this is of course normally how i feel at an hour like this. its the time when i would just sit back and tink about the day's events. nothing is worth mentioning here in this blog so i shall ramble on how fucking irritated i am with some people on msn. they dun realise it but some words they just type out fucking makes me pissed.

examples being : " ... " and " LER " ah these two words or characters might result in ur msn conversation with me being flooded with expletives. well maybe. cause i know that will most probably be something that i would regret for the rest of my fucking lame life. i need more friends. i dun wanna lose em

its just in times like this u need someone who could understand you and lend u a listening ear. unfortunately for me none of the guys could. i mean no offence to the pp kids but i seriusly dun have anyone that i could call a bestfriend. someone who knows me inside out, someone who knows how i react to wat is happening around and i wish i could have. i wish i could jsut chat soembody up and whine about my problmes but den again who am i kidding ? they have their own lives to attend to, why should they lose several minits of their time so dat they could listen to me ramble and whine away.

im pissed off. and im not sure about what. well at least i can count on music and my blog to be there for me when i need them the most.

immature is the best song for the month of march. fuck ur april foolness

" u know i coudlnt make u mine.. so i had to let you go...."
so am i
shai is grandfatherfucker
im a sucker
shai is a sex freak