its hari raya haji and im not feeling festive at all.

lets recap the past few days

friday:chalet
chalet was fun.
well i had fun. i missed wini and aliza so it was a joy to be around them dat night. had as much fun hanging ard aisyah, siti and erfa too the 3 girls that got me through ite life. it wass all ciggies and non-alcoholic booze and photos and stuff. oh fark i miss those ite times.

sat: rp
in probably one of the most random things i have ever done, i went to rp to catch fatys dance alone. after unsuccessfully tryin to convince iskandar to accompany me. so yeah. in the theater i was wondering what the fuck im doing there. but when the show actually started i was surprised i didnt fall asleep. it was abstract and surreal and i enjoyed it in the end. took her to dinner, got lost several times and sent her home. the things people do for someone they like.

PUSSY WHIPPED.

sunday: work
work was as usual. one word sums it up. wirda. k go.

monday:ecp
nothing to do eveybody was busy. dad didnt work so asked muni out to go driving. ended at vivo, windowshopped and saw a shitload of cool jackets everywhere. resisted temptation to buy cause everyone one of them was like $100++ so after dat metup with debbie and her friend. and ended up chilling by the beach at east coast park.
had alot fun.

tuesday: gym
ive never felt so tired in such a long time. but th feeling afterwards was great. nothing like a good workut.

today: city hall.
faty wanted help with her camera so i went all the way to millenia walk just to teach her and stuff. hng out with her starbucks friends for awhile. den i started to feel lost in the conversation of two 17 year old girls, so i left before the thoughts of killing myself out of boredom started to surface.

HAISH.
i just want the holidays to end so i can go back to my routine.
i miss school.

cheers

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERRI DUPREE LOVE OF MY LIFE/BEST SINGER-GUITARIST IN THE WORLD

i am shagged to the power 10000.
school and work is taking its toll.

But its all good.
and im not particularly complaining about it.
working at borders is extremely fun.
and my tp classmates are a dream.

the only thing that worries me though is that i am lagging behind in my studies.
which reminds me, term tests are coming.
dig dig dig
mug mug mug.
u can do it rafiee!!!

The only bright thing i see out of it all is a much needed two weeks break.

ok back to my wrtoral project.

i am so mentally and physically exhausted.

argh!!!

i recreated my friendster just for the sake of my lovely classmates
and i cant get over how stupid it still is.

today was officially the first day that i started to really understand about logic gates and matrices and equation whatever.
good thing cause quizes start next week.
and after hearing mustafa's lecture on future oppurtunities, i am determined as ever to get this dumb diploma.

the parents finally know i inhale smoke as a pastime.
my mum looks really affected by it.
but they haven really said anything.
waiting for the right time i guess.
and whats with parents opening up your letters.

its sunday
soccer cancelled again!!!!!
what do i have to do to kick a ball nowadays dammit.
gonna have to go and do some hard studying now.
family is off to jurong bird park for family day.
maybe i should have gone.

ive never felt so tired in such a long time.
buttttt i feel so damn satisfied.

working at borders has been a joy so far.
the managers are nice.
and from the looks of it, colleagues are awesome as well.
one particular 'genit' girl especially. :P
but den again its early days.

took a look at my schedule next week.
will be reaching home late almost everyday.
term tests are coming.
hope i can pull through.

anyway favourite band and song of the week.

me and is went driving around cause i was so bored.
used up nearly $20 in petrol.
but at least im more knowledgeable now.
hope i dun forget how to get around in the future.

i hate the feeling of being empty and alone.
kesepian. kesunyian.
i miss sleeping besides my friends in those bunks.
i miss talking to people and laughing untill 3am in the morning.
how i miss those times.
lonelylonelylonely

jon chan said it beautifully.

"someone to have
someone to find
someone to share your peace of mind
someone to have
someone to hold
someone to say yes and to say no"

anyways i passsed my first ever quiz in tp!!!
hoooooooray for that.
it actually gives me hope and inspiration for the next 3 yeaars of this life..
i really need to dig in.
but i cant seem to.

DISTRACTIONS DISTRACTIONS DISTRACTIONS.

"Remember, patience is the key to her heart; be like that gardener watching a fruit as it hangs on the tree, day after day admiring it, but, exercising tremendous self-discipline, neither feeling the fruit, nor pinching it, nor testing it to see if it is ready. And then, one day he holds out his hand and the fruit simply drops into it, ripe, warm and eager to be eaten..."

patience, patience

soccer cancelled again.
thank you all for being such bitches.

made my first borders money today.
and i earned it by listening to the manager ramblin on and on abt store policies.
but hey free food and cute chicks.
im enjoyin my new job very much.


anyways call me slow, but jimmy eat worlds new album just kicks ass so much.

anyways i donno how im going to do it but i am hoping to just really remove all the distractions from my life.
even though i hate what im studying now, bo pien bo pien must get that that diploma.
for the sake of my not so bright future.
i need to dig deep.
endure endure endure.

school, band, work.
priorities.


the best lesbian band ever.

shutterbug.
cool band name or what.

argh im so behind in schoolwork its not even funny anymore.
and with the added responsibilty of having a part time job in the horizon.
i am so in deep.
and yes.
underedge is officially dead.
thx for the memories. rashid,syadie,dan,zura.
i had fun.
me and zack will be going gruesome twosome from now on.
and maybe just maybe hopefully zura may join us in the quest for musical greatness.
o well

heres an awesome twosome.

best band in the world.
period.

i hate school.......

Interpol is the most fucken cool looking band ever.r.
and the voice is also the most fucken cool sounding eve.r.

seletar dam was dam fun indeed.
dan made me laugh untill my stomach change into muscle.
i miss those ue days with him.

look in my lj for pics

anyways if it aint really obvious
the whole experience with the seletar damn kids thought me something obvious.
that.

love? dont need it.
friends? need plenty of it.

"ifs it not too late for coffee.
than ill be there in ten"

its sunday night.
man utd whacked the living daylights out of boro.
i am content.
i am bored.
so bored.
i need someone to talk to.

tomorrow soccer is cancelled.
boring.
where got time jalan raya anymore.

ahhaha i just noticed that the last post was the 369th post.
aint dat coooll????????

HAPPY 369th POST THEDAILYWHINE.BLOGSPOT.COM


listening to tiger lily makes me all so sad and depressed.
driving around with that song blasting through the speakers is like so.....

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

school report.
1st week just ended and im already so behind my classmates.
my brain needs to be defrosted.

like seriously.

watch this space.

i hate it when my heart plays games with me.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
i must stop daydreaming and setting ridiculous targets for myself.
and maybe just hope someday this wonderful angel of a girl would suddenly fall from the heavens to my lap and marry me.
see im daydreaming again....




"now how i remember you
how i would push my fingers through
your mouth to make those muscles move
that make your voice so smooth and sweet"




she is so fucking sweet.
and my english is so fucking bad
sayonara and good night.

i miss blogging.

so tada.....

lesson number 1.
do not substitute chewing gum with your tongue.

lesson no 2.
biting your tongue leaves an ugly clot.

lesson no 3.
do not go out with ur atm card.


sometimes.......
i just feel really really pissed with the world.
for no apparent reason.
its like waking up with a foul mood.
waking up on the wrong side of the bed kind of thing.
ah fuck watever it is.

cant wait for school to start.
meeting new people is something im looking forward to.
well not exactly.

end.

sometimes i feel i dont fit in.

I totally freaked out when i saw this.

Hayley and Rihanna sharing a kodak moment?
i never thought id be possible.

they have a new video out.
which practically screams mtv!!!



anyways 2nd day hari raya.
exhausting.
...

tomorrow.
must get out of the house.
diedie.

sayonara

Selamat hari raya kids.

its hari raya week.
damn sian.

i got into tp. like finally!!
but got mechatronic.
damn sian.

am broke.
damn sian.

damn so damn sian.

LOOK WAT I FIND LYING AROUND THE ROWS OF CDS AT HMV.
counted only 5 of them there in the whole store.
So all of u eisley fans go and get it.

today was damn tiring. besides the fact i didnt sleep the whole night beforehand, had to leave the house at 0830 for the stupid 2nd interview at borders.

the interview was more of a briefing rather than an actual interview.
so i guess it went well.

places me and zack walked to.
pacific plaza orchard
to
hmv
to swee lee music center bras basah
before making a pit stop at the national library
where i fell asleep reading a book about black and white photography.

den we went to masjid sultan for zohor prayers.
(its about time eh RAFIEE)
and den headed out to bugis junction and bugis market in search for really stupid teeshirts.
found only one that we were both interested in.
in the end takde size. buat penat je pusing pusing.
met up wit the bapak anyways after dat.
broke the fast at marina square.

and yes no prizes for guessing whos working at borders cum november.
abg abg kopi tk jadik.
abg abg buku pun boleh la.

ok goodnight.

another week has passed by and i swear sitting at home is starting to kill me once more.
here i am sipping on my home made mocha and listening MYLAZYSUSAN
cam cool eh band name. anyways its dhil's band and its really nice. so u guys should check it out.

so what have i been doing this past week.

last wednesday went to catch zefavourite local Plainsunset, at timbre substation.
they were awesome as always but the the whole ambience sucked.
and in the spirit of randomness met up with faty, whom ive never like formally talked to,
she came like 5 mins late.
and i had to put up wit her screaming in my ear and complaining about missing the show.
like all the way from magic wok to clarke quay.
and this was from someone whom ive only met once. and never even talked to.

on thursday went for the borders jobfair thingy. the whole thing was suppose to start at 1430hrs.
being the people we are. we met up at 1430hrs. so upon reaching there we searched the whole wheelock for the jobfair thing.
tapik takde.
so we ended up at the borders office on the 3rd level nearly 2 hours later before the miffed lady answering the door told us it was at some hotel in which i forgot the name.
so we 'raced' to the venue and arrived an hour early for the next session. so yea.
the whole thing was pretty weird. we sat there with a bunch of filipinos answering questions.
like mcm show and tell.
so after the whole thing was over metup with faty, again, in another random fashion and broke ze fast at kfc of all places.
then geylang it was. it wasnt so pack but i was just frustrated all the same.
i hate geylang during this time and nothing will ever make me change my point of view.
got her dengdeng, walked ard before leaving.

friday was spent sitting at home fumbling around wit my trying to get my acer microphone to work on my mac.
and in the process i found my out that there was already an inbuilt microphone on the side beside the usb port.
and i was like "U IDIOT!"
so i ended up recording some of fire escape's new songs on garageband.
sounded pretty ok.
maybe one day ill drag zura out into some really quiet place and record her vocals.
after raya anyways.

saturday. football manager day.
my man united are champions league winners for 3 seasons running.
my england won the world cup. and my beloved leeds united finished 3rd in the league.
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
ok such a boring saturday.

sunday.
drove the whole family to my cousins house at jurong.
i swear my butt was asking for forgiveness from the incredibly long and tiring journey.
maybe its just me but the novelty of having a class 3 license has definately worn off.
dun feel incredibly excited to be driving around anymore.

so today. went to tp to enquire about my application. should have just followed wini's suggestion of calling the.
cause the lady gave me the same answer the website gave me
UNDER CONSIDERATION.
so walked my ass out of there and bumped into a vcd shop that sold all this indo movies.
and i bought of all movies LOVE IS CINTA,
seeing as how much i hated heart and irwansyah, i dono why i spent 10 bucks on that particular show.
also bought EIFFEL IM IN LOVE(extended version) for memories sake.
walked to tm and bumped into hairil. a friend from driving course all those years ago.
ended up accompanying him to cut his hair. talked crap and hung out.
cool kan hang out ngn org random.

tomorrow.
borders interview at 0945am. pagi keape sak!! all the way at town.
but i hope i really get that job.
i get so bored at home sometimes i just wanna jump out the window.
tooo la gatal pergi berhenti starbucks kan fie.
but whatever. after dat will meet up with is and explore the geylang.
bukkaaing with alip and the crew i hope. jgn paitao eh plz.

k aku should probably go to sleep.

After a few months of obsessing over this pretty lady over here


The songs started to get abit ngiao! !!!!!
so just in time
This pretty lady and her insanely talented siblings released a gem of an album


paramore was about hayley and catchy pop punk but eisley is all about talent and the wonderful weirdness which apparently runs through the whole family.

But b4 this two bands i had another favourite band


Nina and The Cardigans. I was so into them a few years back.

The albums that are spinning on my itunes right now.

Rilo Kiley-Under The Blacklight
Mandy Moore-Wild Hope
Kt Tunstall-Drastic Fantastic
Gregory & The Hawk-In Your Dreams
Sarah Bareilles-Little Voice
Sixpenone the richer- Best of Sixpence none the richer
A Fine Frenzy - One Cell In The Sea

ALL WOMEN VOCALISTS.
Aku such a sucker for female fronted bands.

i tink i shall go dwl mutemath.
this entry takde sense at all.

anyway in the spirit of randomness
i digged up this uber cool picture which i tooked during baybeats


so dat discovery made me wanna kickstart my craptography phase again.
me and my trex are gonna go jln jln tommorow.

watch this space.

Post ns.
ok im 21. have no job. have no money. have no girl. have no school.
still play guitar for a stupid band formed nearly 6 years ago.
im just pathetic.

speaking of the band, the lil session we had earlier was productive.
its like everytime me and zac meet we have new ideas on new songs.
im with the chords and the melody. zac wit the technical side of things like riffs and beats.
but we've never ever been able to build on this smangat 5 mins thing.
dats the difference between us amateurs and those more professional bands.
i mean when those bands start working on songs. all of them would be like holed up in a room writing and contributing stuff.
and this goes on for like weeks on end untill the whole process is completed.

people like us dun have dat luxury. school, parents, practice space, renting of those rooms.
time and money. which is the reason most of us pretenders will never go anywhere wit dat.
but i still have high hopes of recording an album.
which has been my live long dream since hearing oasis's whats the story morning glory.
those english bastards made me like loud music.

anyways, saw the invasion a few days ago.
the only reason i watched it was because eisley wrote a song about the original film.(the recent one was a remake)
it was pretty good actually.
but wat made me crack up was the way those infected with the alien virus tried to 'convert' the ones without.
vampires bite thier victims.
in this show, they vomit on them.
funny funny funny.

movies i saw the last few days.
invasion.
elizabethtown.
my best friends wedding.
300(5th time)
kingdom of heaven.
braveheart.
king arthur.
transformers(10th time)
wimbledon.
a lot like love.
in the land of women.
shes the man.
american pie.
season 6 and 7 of that 70s show
and spiderman 3.

sooooo much time. so little to do.
so bored bored bored.

"welcome the night,
greet the shadows,
lets watch the lights dance circles around us"

sayonara

so i started project white room today.
it was something dat i wanted to do since i was in brunei painting rovers and tonners.
it was like ' when i get back, i wanna paint my whole room white and call it the white room'.
i didnt actually think that i would actually have to do it.
so in an effort to get me out of bed my dad dragged the whole family and bought me the tools needed to start on my project.
half a day past and i only completed like 3/4 of one wall before stopping to watch season 6 of that 70s show which conveniently finish dwlding after nearly 2 weeks.
will continue tm.

fasting so far has been ok.
the idea of sleeping extremely late and waking up extremely late has certainly help deal with the grumpy tummy.

i owe someone a post. but wait untill ur birthday can.



is this gay or wat??

dahahhahaha


nitez pplz

just gt back from a very very fun pit.
where i became the butt of jokes because i didnt know how to play games like mrt, around the world, johnny wush or whatever but it was really fun.

even though it was only a small group.
it was happening!!!!!!
in our own little way.

puasa is upon us!!!!

OOOOOK I feel like some girly blogger (nt refereing to anybody kalau terasa go and taste the pedasness!!) but might as well since i cant seem to sleep.

Name the 12 people you would best think of right now.

1.Hayley Williams
2.Sherri Dupree
3.Munirah
4.Farhan(paitaoer)
5.Din Yogi
6.Huda
7.Vanessa Hudgens
8.Alip
9.Kirsten Dunst
10.The mother
11.Kirsten May
12.Azura


Q: Have you ever kissed 12?
No.Notever.

Q: What's the best memory you have of 9?
SpiderMan!!

Q: When's the next time you're gonna see 4?
Was gonna be tomorrow. PAITAOER.

Q: Is number 1 coOOl?
Shes the definition of coOOl

Q: What was your first impression of number 8?
i dunt remember.

Q: How did you meet 3?
at the rp gig 2 years ago

Q: Is 10 your bestfriend?
yes she is.

Q: Have you seen 6 running ard like mad?
hahahha yes.

Q: Where does 5 live?
bedok reservoir

Q: What is the last thing you did with 12?
sessioning by the bay

Q: Have you ever been in 2's house?
tyler texas. yes i did.

Q: Would you ever kiss number 11?
oh w/o any doubt

Q: Have you ever slept in the same bed as 5?
ahwhwaahwhawhaw

Q: When's the next time you'll see 10?
tm morning when she wakes me up for breakfast

Q: Are you really close to 4?
yes unfortunately

Q: Have you ever kissed 7?
yes i did. den she took the nude photo for some guy called zac.

Q: Have you ever been to the movies with 3?
yes. corpse bride. ol skool.

dah. ok this post made me sleeepy.
thx for the pudding ex bestfriend 2005.
dahahaha

CityOfAngels

singapore seems such a small place when your on motobikes travelling at 100km/h.
awesome shit.

ahhhhhh holland v. starbucks..
such sophisticated people we are.

mcm paham.

okie since khus reminded me.
i shall now go and watch girl the next door
elisha cuthbert is hot damnz


goodnite beautiful people

Zolof the rock and roll destroyer is one of the cutest bands ever!!!
and i dun mean based on their looks alone.

soccer today was exausting.
i swear im sooo unfit. its sooooo not funny.

im making a point to bring a street directory with me everytime i go out.
how i ended up in eunos while driving from tampines to pasir ris, only i will ever know.
nevertheless, its fun to be lost sometimes.

a few more days to puasa and my dreams of going up to to our friendly neighbours to the north has gone up in smoke.
unless my mum consends me heading up during hari raya den ill pretty much have to wait till the next poly holidays.

monday.
haish. to the cemetery we go.

aint this cute.

ok this is randomness. a measure of how bored i am today.
how does eisley connect paramore.newfoundglory.n.takingbacksunday.


ChauntelleofeisleynfianceAdamofTakingbacksunday.


ZacofParamoreandGfstacydupreeofEisley.


ChadgilbertofnewfoundgloryandwifestacydupreeofEisley,

darn superstar couples

i feel like a stupid little girl for posting this gossip shit
but whatddehell....
i wanna date a dupree too!!!!!

its a sat and i feel like having mcdonalds
u people may not believe but ive actually lost weight since i came back from brunei.
ive been skipping a lot of meals at home so much dat i only remember ever only eating lunch everyday
in saying so the tummy and tits still make me incapable of wearing almost half of my tee shirt collection.
which pretty much explains my new found love of hooded jackets..

cant believe another week has ended.

thanks for the company

and the blisters.....
heh.

aahah its sat.
and im gonna spend it the way i spent it today.
slacking away on my bed playing football manager on my mac.
and realising im reliving my post secondary days as a slacker for 6 whole mths.
was not the most exciting.
but still the best cost effective way to waste my life.

temasek polytechnic plz plz plz save me.

humans are never satisfied

The baby face assassin retires
We shall miss you.
man utd will miss you.



"AND SOLSKJAER HAS WON IT!!!!"
Probably the greatest moment in football history

Relive it.


Thank god for youtube.

"You are my Solskjaer
My Ole Solskjaer
You make me happy
When skies are grey
And Alan Shearer
Was f*****g dearer
So please don't take
My Solskjaer
Away"

ciao.

so it turns out
me and barista?
not the best match

i shall go and find a new job selling ice cream at pasir ris interchange
say hi if u see me.


"ring ring ring, where are you hiding?"

Driving




Danae


Eisley


Quite a good day.

its 4 in the morning
i just came back from work

and I AM FRIGGING SHAGGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wooopeeeee so today was fun

the original plan was to rent a car for the day and spend the day driving around singapore.
but due to some unreturned calls and unreturned msgs.
ended taking the train to city hall after apparently not having any plans which is always the case with me and farhan.
so gt a another hoodie and penin before walking over to bugis where farhan went crazy at topman.

den had some drinks at starbucks where i bumped into a fellow starbux trainee who was having her bar test.
blergh muke stress and ill be taking that test on saturday which i know i will fail anyway so wat the hell.
went over to arab street where i bumped into azlin.
of all people of all places. exchanged niceties before going our ways.
spent about a full 10 minutes chucking to myself.
dahahha.

met up with ifah, and ol secondary skool mate of mine and had dinner at swensens.
of all places.
but it was nice talking to someone whom i use to be quite close to all those years ago.
rindu banget.
in fact its always cool to meet someone whom uve not met for like 500 years once in awhile.
so many shit to talk about.
was pretty pissed though when someone said paramore are no doubt wannabes.
almost got a stroke but a nice ben & jerrys treat was enough to sooth my worries. yum yum yum

so thursday is tomorrow.
if i feel hardworking. gonna come by the store and practice a lil bit on the bar.
when im at the bar i kanchiong spider untill all the recipe i forget.
so must practice so i can pass the damn test this saturday so i can get my training pay so i can start work as a qualified barista. mcm paham.

arghhhh its almost 12 and i wanna sleep untill midnight of tomorrow. if only dat was possible.
gonna listen to rachel yamagata and eisley's new album untill i fall asleep.

sweet sayonara whoah oh oh

2am in the morning and im just typing out this shit before the cough syrup kicks in.

3rd day in the store was fun.
learnt how to take and key in orders.
i cant believe it but im actually starting to like the "the starbucks experience" (mcm phm)
the partners have all been incredibly helpful and nice
keyword NICE.
such a drastic change from the time of vulgarities during ns.
all the fus. all the u idiot. all the bodonye melayu.

all the niceties left me pretty bemused to be honest.
refreshing all the same.
mcm a venti raspberry blackcurrant frappucino blended fruit juice drink.
did i get that right??

the guys are meeting up for soccer tomorrow.
relive the memories says din.
lets see hw many people actually turn to relive those memories.
i dont even know if i can drag myself out of bed for dat.
knowing i have work again.
but i hate having to paitao those dudes.
so i shall try.
keyword TRY.

i wish i had some more pictures to upload.
but resizing is such a pain in the ass.

u take care siol!

so the second installment of the in-store module was mildly ok.
tiring but ok.
still have difficulty remembering and calling out the ridiculously long drink names but im proudly able to make fraps now.
barely.

so im home now doing some homework and realising that my saturdays burnt because of work.
which i have to go to later at 4,
same thing going on sunday.
haiyah.

arghhh i soooooo hate this.

on a plus side will get my license on monday.
have been waiting for that for almost a month now.

i donno what else to type now.
brainfreezebrainfreezebrainfreeze.

argh!!

its frida and i feel like crap.
the headache + the flu = one pretty pissed off guy.

was supposed to go to work yesterday but paitaoed and ended up going to the docs.
cough syrup + nicotine = pure bliss i tell you.
not slept that much in long time.

now im feeling incredibly lazy to drag myself out to work.
which reminds me, trying to memorize the drinks and their incredibly long names made me quite a stressed out boy last wednesday.
My mind has never been worked to such a way before.

watched rushed hour 3 after dat. pretty funny but aint in the same class as transformers or the simpsons in terms of value.
fir sent me home with his dads car. he let me drive around the carpark and i have come out with a conclusion.
driving a rover and driving a civilian car are 2 completely different things.

ok i i tink im gonna late for work.
see you.

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!!!
NOT.

nerina pallot is so fucking talented.

sitting at home is giving me so much diseases. im down with the flu for the first time in two years. two years.
excluding the time i had sore eyes during driving course and food poisoning in brunei, i have never fallen sick in my ns time.
i guess the adjustment between being in camp and civilian life is taking its toll.
im so used to having my camp mates around 24/7 dat im missing them badly now that im at home.
i even talk to my mum like i would my friends.
dat part got her pretty po'ed quite a no of times.
haha. o well.

starbucks training tomorrow and aku am so lazy.
i dun even know why i wanna work there anyways.

gonnna enrol this friday
PLEASE RAFIEEE ENROL THIS FRIDAY!!!!!
hope aku tak paitao diiri aku sendiri.
i want a vespa i want a vespa i want a vespa!!!!

and im finally getting my car license on monday.
so we shall go for a ride yeah??!!

and wat happened to the ataris?

i have some resolutions to make.
i know its no the beginning of the year.
but i feel that my life is just restarting.
and since most of my major operations/projects fail to be realised.
i shall now work as hard as i can to make my new ones works.

MUST MUST MUST LOSE THE TUMMY.
MUST GET MOTORCYCLE LICENSE.
MUST KNOW HOW TO USE DSLR.
MUST WRITE AN ABLUM FULL OF SONGS FOR NEW BAND.
MUST PLAY IN A GIG BY THE END OF THE YEAR
MUST DO WELL FOR POLY.
MUST BE A GOOD AND FILLIAL SON/BROTHER.
MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST LEARN TO SAVE MONEY.

and lastly SPEND LESSER TIME ON TH INTERNET.
ok
sayonara and good night.

"bebas kan aku oooo mama
aku ingin cuba semua"

todays session with ze-band was super productive, got two new songs which i hope those guys wont forget.
after a long barren period, its good to get back wit the guys and write new stuff.
not to mention lettiing my creative juices flow with some really nice lyrics.
which i am very proud of.
anyways before dat was starbux training. another borinnnnnnn session which ended quite fast.
which was good. one more lesson to go before the in store shit.

ah malasnye nak keje ginikkkkk.
ill give it at least 2 or 3 months. once skool starts.
then sweet sayonara oh oh oh.

here is wat i did on national day







were setting up sunday
watching the day grow so old...

sec day of training was hell. combination of the flu the cough, the cold and the rambling...
my body was dead and my mind was travelling to places unknown within the 1st hour.
blergh!!! fyck the starbucks.

she hitched a ride with me in my dads car afterwhich we sent her home, and i tink i pissed off my mum.
must belanja parents breakfast tm already.

and yes tm is national day and aku takde national day spirit langsung.
most prob gonna hang out and have a photo taking day.
about time i learnt how to use my dslr.

been listening to lush 99.5 alot this days.
as a result im hooked on telepopmusik.
electronica is the shit man.
will try create some of my own shit with my macs garage band application.
nt that i know how to use it currently.
will learn.

baaah goodnight

Its amazing when u meet someone by accident and immediately tink u wanna spend the rest of your life with her.
haha me n my pretenses.

But how perfect can she be man?
Half malay half chinese. 162cm. Cute face. Athletic and toned body.(soccer player siol)
Never had a bf.(incredibly surprising)
Super intelligent, has a great sense of humour and hell, even loves playing winning eleven!!!
nw hw many girls can play winning eleven???
downside is shes a devout christian but waddehell right.
hahaah i should stop gushing. im just lonely but o well.


in other things, started my starfux training today, it was an introduction thingy so it was quite draggy and boring as hell.
but gt to meet some interesting n irritating people.
its such a different experience compared with the people i met during my ns time,
during this starbucks thing, ive had to control the vulgarities that i was so used to incorporate during my ns time, from coming out.
Culture clash or watever u call it.
Im damn nervous about the making coffee part of the training though.
confirm cock up.

another thing im nervous about is the damn motor practicals.
ive long since decided im fed up with pubic transport so might as well learn the two wheeler.
the one thing im ctually nervous abt is i haven even learned hw to cycle.
how embarassing is dat???
but wadever, if there is one good thing i learned from ns, is just to dive straight into it with a fuck care attitude.
hw long its gonna take i wonder.

in the band front.
im assuming underedge is dead. its sad but yeah. commitmens and shit. wadever.
gonn start a new band soon. baybeats 2008? hopefully.

ok im like damn tired and i think i have a cold.

so good night.

waaah so long never update already.
anyways before my internet decides to cock up on me.(STUPID WIRELESS)
id better be quick.

Just gt back from baybeats aka Fashion Parade By The Bay 2007.
I was so sick and irritated by all these stupid pretentious kids especially during march12s performance.
People moshing about to even the slow songs.
I dont understand it.
But the chicks were so damn hot.....
I swear ive never been surrounded by so many hot, sweaty girls touching and grinding me before.
Plainsunset was incredibly fun as usual. Really enjoyed myself. their new songs were killer.

anyways. Enrolled into temasek poly's engineering school.
Hopefully can get in. I wonder how studying will go.
Its been years since my brain has been tested.
Army made me really stupid but what the hell.

I also got a job at starbucks. I find it really funny thinking of myself working there.
i cant even make milo without the feeling that i have just poisoned myself.

going baybeats again tomorrow.
say hi if u see me

peace out.

Is dat cool or what??

no wonder RIOT! got sold out. They're showing misery business on TRL. wow.

ok im bloody pissed cause RIOT! was sold out no less than 4 days after being exclusively released by hmv. I mean waddahell, how can it be sold out??? Even avril lavigne's the best damn thing didnt sell out that quickly??? mY favourite band has become everybodyds favourite band. Oh no.

ONE MORE DAY!!!!!!!

3 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12 more days!!!

13 MORE DAYS!!!

Thought id have a new design, so went to blogskins and ripped off some poor girls creation.
so tada!

Two more days and ill be back in brunei. How sad it is but the good thing i i have two more months in that hellhole.
While i could definitely adapt myself to living in brunei itself, i could never adapt myself to life in that damn camp.
Last wednesday, went back to tekong to collect my leftover mileage, was pleasantly surprised that a majority of them there remembered me. Its good to see the crazy dudes from bunk 304. Had a laughing and talking crap session before heading over to cmpb to collect my airtickets. Oh hell i miss life in tekong. Ok time for a nap.

In the mean time .. HEY HEY!! YOU YOU!! I DONT LIKE YOUR BOYFRIEND!!

DADAAAAAA!!

test

I spent the whole of yesterday assembling my new stikfas and taking photos of them.
While i was pleasewith how the stikfas turned out, i wasnt dat pleased with how the photos turned out.
The focus was abit off. Nevertheless...









Last sunday went out wit an, adi and mahyuddin, more enjoyable crappyness followed as always, but it was fun. Plus we bumped into JASMINE TYE at fareast plaza. Itu orang cakep banget!!!





I feel so lazy, i just wanna lie down and sleep the whole day, but i dunt wanna waste my leave. But what the hell.

daaaaaaaa