Is treated me seoul garden today.. and heck it was like going to the zoo. So much food! Even my famous tummy cannot handle it. There were like 6 different type of chickens, there were prawn, beef, spaghetti, rice, white noodles, yellow noodles, french fries, ice cream, and fucking free flow of cherry ade!!

So much for keeping fit ey. so anyways it was probably the only highlight of a really really mundane week. i need a really really long holiday. this sucks and bangkok seems a really nice idea bazzy wazzy. something to look forward to.

i dun know how to write a journal anymore.

cheerios

How does one feel when he gets stood up on his birthday?
He feels pathetic.
He feels sad.
He feels embarassed.
And most of all he feels alone.

I dun blame anyone nor do i need excuses or reasons.
But please just dont say i was never there for you guys when u needed me to be.

thanks alot

cheers

"When you're not breathing I beg for one more breath with you,
When you're silent, I hang on to every word,"

turning 20 makes me feel so damn old, 20 years of life filled with probably the best memories i could ever hope for, are now past me. One more year till i could really make the uncertain step to adulthood (and RA MOVIES!!!).

damn i really need to start acting my age.
whats my age again?????
whats my age again?????


okie in this picture she looks fat and old.
but dang shes damn cute on camera though.
bah bored.



What it do babyboo

Yeah, little mama you lookin' good
I see you wanna play with a player from the hood
Come holla at me, you got it like that
Big Snoop Dogg with the lead Pussycat
I show you how it go down, yeah, I wanna go down
Me and you, one on one, treat it like a showdown
You look at me and I look at you
I'm reachin' for your shirt what you want me to do

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Typical
Hardly the type I fall for
I like when the physical
Don't leave me asking for more
I'm a sexy mama (Mama)
Who knows just how to get what I want and (Want and)
What I want to do is spring this on you (On you)
Back up all of the things that I told you (Told you)

You been saying all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree
'Cause the love you said you had
Ain't been put on me
I wonder (wonder)
If I'm just too much for you
Wonder (wonder)
If my kiss don't make you just
Wonder (wonder)
What I got next for you
What you want to do? (Do)

Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see, just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Come on baby, loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe
Baby, won't you loosen up my buttons babe?
Loosen up my buttons babe

I'm a make you loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe
Why don't you loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

youve gotta admit the pussycat dolls are pretty hot and videos like this, it has reason enough for 12 year old boys, who jack off to their videos in the comfort of their own home, to buy their cds.

u know i wish i had a dancers body, much like nicole of the pussydolls. i was hoping ns would help me achieve dat. but alas, ns has unbelieavably made me more fatter. im a whopping 65kg!!! now. a far cry from the 50kg before i enlisted. some smart alec told me it was muscle building up. kaninya my stomach mcm jelly muscle keapa. ok no use talking shit abt it. must start training and stay away from the nasi lemak. its a must if im gonna get ready for the boatman course this coming july.

If maybe u are wondering, it has been confirmed, i will be going to brunei this august, and its gonna be for a year. but i have to get that boat license first. News about how the boatman course is conducted isnt dat good. First of all its a pysically intensive course which we have to go through with basic leadership course trainees from sispec. Now anyone of u ppl know what shit sispec traines have went through, plz imagine what shit im gonna face. A driver in a combat environment....

matila aku


oh well out with parents on my birthday.
hooray.......

cheerios