Ok ive nt updated much cause im damn bloody lazy. Been playin fm07 every single day since i bought my beautiful macbook. Its just a thing of absolute beauty. it bloody is. I have seizures just looking at it it is. 3 months of hardwork gone just like that but hell, money well spent. very well. ok anyways. here are some pics of my 3 mths in brunei. Aint much cause my camera decided to die on me. Nieways this sat, gas haus. See u there.!!


Ok here is the mtline bunk from the outside

The unofficial mascot of lakiun camp. The Beautifully blind cicada

My Bunk!!

Shadow(signaller) Joey And Vampire(boatman) Rizal on a very humid night at 4 Bravo

Bapak aku peh road

The Two Vampires with a mysterious figure in the background.

Tummy Trim

When U gotta go, U gotta go

Posing for our friendster picture

Such a beautifull moon

We sat there talking cock untill 5 in the morning

Driving out of Temburong at 6 am

Arriving at Bandar Seri Begawan after a bumpy 45 min water taxi ride, behind me is the water village

Day out at bandar, with the famous brunei mosque? in the bg

Embarking on a perilous tour of brunei's expressway

Ahmad Zorro Matthew PFM(please fuck me) and Ahmad Rambo,

Fuuuuuh, Mcm Paham.

Ok me in the water taxi on the way back to temburong,

Having fun in the RPL!

Farhan kecik and mishaal.
Inside the tonners are all the troopers luggage and we have to first drive to the airport to fetch their luggage and before taking this bloody 4 hr rpl ride back to temburong.

But the sunrise alone is worth it.

1SG Darweez. Boat ic.

On the road to Mt Biang!!

Picnic

Mr Boatman


And last this is me driving a unimoq with one hand, at night with almost no lights.
And they ask us why mtline so many accidents.

bargh gue ppenat sekali.

selamat tido bah!

ITS FUCKING GOOD TO BE HOME!!!!!!!

Raya Peekcures!!!

woohoo!! battalions over and im going on a 4 day leave to bandar tomorrow. Probably gonna waste all my hard earned cash on pizza hut or kfc or some thai massage thingy. Either way i must do all i can to destress cause another battalion is coming and that is something not to look forward to.

Just finished my last sentry duty for my 24hr sunday guard. Its a knnccb suay thing to get caught on especially on a sunday. But either way its a requirement for us here to fulfill, even though everybody thinks its a waste of time and energy.

I truly apologise for my last too entries. (da lame tak tgk pompan) heh heh. But since ive come here ive been dreaming about those 2. First, the blonde angmoh girl is the former guitarist of kittie, Lisa Marx. Two words. Guitar Goddess. Sibay hot.

Den the second one is Shareefa daanish and indonesian actress, whom i happen to find really cute when she acted in this show lovely luna. Which by the way was the first and only indonesian show i have ever watched without anyone forcing me to. Blame it on the indonesian canteen vendors. Tapik kiutkan? Takleh angkat.

Anyway ippt is coming, and i dun have a chance in hell, my weight has ballooned and heck i cant even do 20 push ups now, let alone get 6 for the requirements needed to pass. I so badly want to. Reason being the incentive of being promoted to Corporal. Even so work usually leaves me too exhausted to even attend the unit fitness programme. Camner nak pass? Argh. Macam gitu. haish.

Oh well its now almost 2 months. And that is something good right? 4 more months to go before i can finally get to see vivocity, and you guys!! Hooray for dat. AKu rindu korang semua lah!

okie Gue nak say goodbye!

Goodbye and cheers!

lagik baiIIiik!

boredom kills people, so take ur pill!

baiik siol!

helloooo org org singapura.

the battalion frame just arrived earlier today.
bumped into familiar faces while doing escort duty at the water taxi station thingy, namely hilmi and wan from the ol' ite tampines.
abg abg guards siol.
now im just chilling at the officers mess waiting to drive the commanding officer of the battalion to the exercise area.
well it has begun.
the hell period.

hari raya was sad and pathetic.
ive never actually looked forward to hari raya that much, but this year, there was extra incentive not to look forward to it.
iver never teared up as much as i did that fateful morning.
no matter how i tried to be cheerful while calling my mum and grandma, the tears just started flowing sia.
sedih sungguh.
melalak siol.

so anyways we went visiting to all the penghulus houses.
rumah semua besar besar madnessnye.
but the food available was dissapointing.
i miss my mums cooking.
AND THERE WAS NO KETUPAT AND KUIH TAT.
kimak demoralising siol.

but in the end it was ok.
maybe just because of the girls.
pompan pompan brunei semua lawa lawa putih melepak.
mcm nak bawak balik jek satu.

took some pictures but due to lack of equipment, cant upload.
will find a way to.
so in the mean time i want to go and take a nap on the couch.
awda awda taking care ok?

cheerios

october is coming to an end and i can almost smell the singapore haze reaching my nostrils. 8 more months to go. now that is what u call progress.

news
news
news

well according to my mum nothing happening in singapore is worth mentioning, except for hady(as i predicted) winning singapore idol, the worsening haze and the opening of the biggest shopping mall in singapore, vivocity. Seems like im not missing much. hooray for dat.

hari raya spells the start of the battalion frame here in lakiun camp. seems like the men from 1st guards is coming here to lay siege on the cicadas, scorpions, horseshoe flies and org iban that inhabitate the forests here. well according the senior drivers/coxswains here, battalion spells 3 weeks of hell. 24/7 work with long nights and even longer days. hooray for dat.

46k is like the slowest way to surf the net.

selamat hari raya
maaf zahir dan batin

cheers

argh the connection here so slow.
knnccb can die ah.

u know the part where i said the last entry was my last?
well aku bidik la.

Here i am in the officers's mess surfing the net for the first time since leaving singapore. Yeap, its been two weeks here and i guess im slowly but surely adapting to life. Things are much more relax here as compared to singapore. It is not big on regimentation but rules are still rules. Kate army.

Perm staff here are all pretty friendly. Since its a small camp, almost everybody here knows everybody. From the signallers, chefs, drivers, training instructors, storeman, regimental policeman, to even the Commander. They all know each others names.

Work here though is pretty intense. Its a 24/7 work schedule, which means working through weekends and public holidays. Only 4 days off are granted per month, and even so most stay in camp to finish up whatever work they have to do. Those who do go out dun really find it worthwhile, taking a 45 minute ferry ride to the main town and spending time in a place where even loyang point might seem like klcc. Thats what they all say though, maybe ill get to go in december.

Oh well i dunt know what else to type, everything is just so messed up in my brain. My mt spec diagnosed me with homesickness. Could say that it is true. After all the shit a working day brings, and im all alone in my bunk, all the faces start appearing in my head. So much so that even when im dialing my home no, my voice starts to crack and i cant even say anything much to my mum.

I miss home. I miss my mum. My dad. My sister. My friends. My bed. My pillow. My computer. My guitars. I miss singapore.
I miss it alot.

see ya soon.

Ok guys the time has finally come to bid farewall to these wonderful island. Something tells me im gonna miss it alot. A great big shout out to all those people whom i got to share my last few days here with. Namely iskandar (who ive managed to watch several movies with and also share problems), adi(good luck with that indo chick man) , farhan (walaupun ko dah sombong, ko tetap kawan aku, enjoy ur bmt bro), dynn (raniah!), my band( im really sorry and i hope u guys do well) and Muneh, sorry not to have spent enuff tme with you.

This is gonna be the last entry for the dailywhine.
Thanks for reading.

See u guys in 6 months time

Take care guys, i will rindu korang.

And For the last time.
CHEERS!!!

So we finally say byebye to paul twohill after weaks and weaks of hair twirling madness. I personally thought the judges were purposely out to sabo him with the choice of songs. I mean adam sandler? franz ferdinand? Why didnt they ask him to sing weird al yankovic while theyre at it. And i really dunt agree with the judges putting praise on his identity. Theres nothing special about his identity, hes just a normal kid who happens to love emocore bands like emery, underoath, whathaveyou and like a majority of this emokids, he dresses in that way.

Anyway if it isnt obvious already, i think im in love with jasmine tye. Though i think it would be a catastrophe if she actually wins the lot, she put in an excellent performance yesterday. Its pretty obvious she could sing, its only her choices of songs dat always seem to bewilder me, and her obsession with christina aguilera? Sure fine, but to sing christina aguilera, you have got to have a bigger set of pipes.

Anyways 9 more days, and ive been spending the remainder of my days couped up in my home, watching the oc, eating ice cream, watching dvds, playing winning eleven, playing grand theft auto, watching cable tv, talking with my mum, irritating my mum, playing guitar, singing, writing songs, listening to music, downloading music, downloading movies, and also catch up alot on my sleep. I figured instead of going out and walking aimlessly, its better if i stayed home with the people whom i love most. As cliche as it seems, when ur love leaves you, u will have your friends, when your friends abandon you, your family will always be there, and if your family is gone, well you can always check yourself into one of those welfare homes. If they wont admit you, see the window? Jump.

ok aku penat.



Oh gosh i loved this song when it first came out.
From what i read now, the song is actually about promoting safe sex?
"Be a little bit wiser baby, put it on, put it on"

hahah ok??

cheerios

Did u guys hear the news? The crocodile hunter, Steve Irwin has moved on. Tragic as it is, maybe he couldnt have asked for a much better death. Killed while doing what he loved best. Damn im gonna miss his shows.



Cheers mate.

Compare this



with this



no contest.

Spent the majority of the last two weeks sleeping to the sound of gunshots and screaming from those bloody recruits of bmtc tekong.
When ur a driver, field camp usually means doing alot of nothing, especially when your covering safety, wake up around 6 o clock for breakfast, den find a shady place to sleep, wake up around 12 to have lunch, den go back to sleep, den wake up for dinner ard 6 before finally driving back to camp for a much needed bath before returning to the site at around 0000hrs. This pretty much continues for abt 4 or 6 days, depending on the length of the field camp. So it pretty much translates into DAMN FUCKING BORING.

But nevertheless, its actually a good way to escape from the fucked up place called Mtline and also our warrant officer.

Missed plainsunset as a result but i didnt feel as though i missed a big event. I mean They're back for good already right?right?

Watched pretty persuasion yesterday.



Am suprisingly glad i watched it instead of the break up, cause it was actually a really good movie, one of the best ive seen these year. I loved how the director plays with the storyline and the characters. Funnily Evan Rachel Wood kinda reminds me of Alexis Biedel from the gilmore girls, a much more psychotic version. Hot all the same.

So two more weeks to the big adventure. Its beginning to sound really really scary.
Its like omifuk, im actually going to brunei for a year. I keep slapping myself to actually make sure this is not a bad dream. Im soooooo mentally unprepared for it, its soooo not comical.

And i got promoted from private to lanchiaopeng.
Which means one year soldier!
12 more months to go kids and ord oh!!
No at the very least i have a rank to put on my sleeve.
No matter how lanchiao it is, it stiill means 40 extra dollars in my bank account.

hooray for dat.

ok im off
cheers

170906

BRUNEI OH!!!!

So Long my Dear Friends, I shall miss you

After tonights singapore idol, i am convinced singaporeans are deaf!!
to put the 3 best singers in the bottom 3???

PLEASE STOP VOTING FOR THE TUNELESS RETARD OTHERWISE KNOWN AS JOAKIM!!

ok back to tekong

Been awhile since ive done something very takde maksud and stupid like this, so ape lagi??

So wats ur songs?

1) Put your music player on shuffle
2) Press forward for each question.
3) Use the song title as the answer to the
question.
4) NO CHEATING!!!

The questions and my answers:

1) How am I feeling today?
~> All Around the world - The Cooler Kids

2) Where will I get married?
~> Were So Far Away - Mae
---- Baaah!! Wat cruel way of reminding me

3) What is my best friend's theme song?
~> Walking Downtown - Copeland
---- Bedek Seh!

4) What is/was high school like?
~> Textbook - Obi Wan Kenobi
---- How Appropriate!!!

5) What is the best thing about me?
~> What Sarah Said - Death Cab For Cutie
---- She Said Aku Cute!!

6) How is today going to be?
~> The Saddest Day - Converge
-- BAAAAHH!!!

7) What is in store for this weekend?
~> Rookie Of the Year - Funeral For A Friend
---- ?

8) What song describes my parents?
~> Masonic - Craigs Brother
-- They are really masonic. Whateva dat means

9) How is my life going?
~> End Of The Road - Me First And The Gimme Gimmes
-- Why do they taunt me god?????

10) What song will they play at my funeral?
~> Moments Forever Faded - Funeral For a Friend
-- haish, appropriate jugak

11) How does the world see me?
~> Hey! Get Out of My Way - The Cardigans
-- just a face in the crowd i am...

12) What do my friends really think of me?
~> Luka Lama - Cokelat
-- Ok finally nothing that ade kene mengene

13) Do people secretly lust after me?
~> Obsessions - Frankie J
-- YEAH BABY!!

14) How can I make myself happy?
~> Go Mad And Mark - Envy
-- I would bloody hell love to do dat

15) What should I do with my life?
~> Complicated - Avril Lavigne
-- As if it isnt already complicated

16) Will I ever have children?
~> Marvelous Things - Eisley
-- Yes my children will be very marvelous.

17) What is some good advice?
~> From Here - Buddhistson
-- ?

18) What do I think my current theme song
is?
~> Youre A Star - Josie And The Pussycats
-- I bloody am innit?

19) What does everyone else think my current
theme song is?
~> You Dont Love Me Anymore - Weird Al Yankovic
-- Sad innit?

20) What type of men/women do you like?
~> Dressed to Kill - A New Found Glory
-- Correct!!

21) Will you get married?
~> Steps In Sand - The Rocking Horse Whiner
-- "The years will pass by like songs in my memory, like steps in sand.."

22) What should I do with my love life?
~> Understanding in a Car Crash - Thursday
-- get myself in a car crash and score with the nurses at the hospital!!

24) Where will you live?
~> Natural Anthem - The Postal Service
-- Ok.

25) What will your dying words be?
~> May I have this dance - Copeland
-- well dat would be a nice way to die.

Wooootz!!



Tgk Tu!!! AKU BAWAK BOAT LA SIAK!!! DA BLEH ACTION CAM MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE NAK ATTACK TENTERA TENTERA JERMAN DI LAUTAN LA SIAK!!!



2183183021939079th Malay/Indian Boat Regiment.


I swore im only smiling because it was so damn hot!!
Like Scorching y'all.

Ok so today was nice.
Watched Click.



It was a good movie and i seriously recommend u kids to watch it. Sure it was funny at times but there were really some sad sad super sad moments. I swear i could have cried out aloud if i wasnt staring at how perfect kate beckingsale was.


What a rocking body!

ok la

Here are some pics of the fireworks i took last saturday.
Im kinda dissapointed with the turn out.
Tried using longer shutters these time around, but thanks to my hands, none came out the way i wanted it to.
Im getting rusty.

Oh well enjoy.














fuuuhweee.

Anyways any of u ppkids come across thiss please do give me a call. i have something important to discuss with u guys. Its called Project Class of 2002. Please call!!

Going Back to tekong tomorrow.
Days of detail and Nights of winning eleven goodness
I LOVE TEKONG!!!

cheerios

A nice song to fall asleep to.




"sentimental feeling in my heart
growing bigger stronger everyday
every single day and every night
all of them mean more than words could say

believe me,
as i believe in you

i would never run away from you
i would never ever lie to you
i would never run away from you
i would never ever let you down"

Happy National Day Guys,

cheers

im typically home on a friday afternoon when i should be going out getting laid but mr boring boring rafiee is sitting home watching the oc and eating mocha almond ice cream, listening to zolof the rock and roll destroyer for the umpfteenth time, wondering to himself how pathetic his life is.

"Boring

You don't need nothin'
And I know that you won't even try
Don't wait for me to help you
Too late for any of my advice

No trust
All I got is lies
Boring
Alright

Misplaced your values
Forgot being the importance of being right
Don't sit there and act humble
I've heard your story a thousand times

No trust
All I got is lies
Boring
Alright"

Ok heres a some random ramblins.

Please enjoy the ultimate cuteness of Samaire Armstrong.


Anyways, Anna Stern has got to be like the best outside character in the oc. I know i would fall in love with her if she actually exists in my life. Shes so bloody cool!!! Haish.

Hope the new season of the oc doesnt bomb cause it is probably the only tv show i have come to like besides the simpsons, american dad and the seventies show. Spending $160 on season 1 and 2 dvd might seem a waste of money for some but its money well spent on my part. Season 3 occupies abt 9gb of space n my ipod. So u might be right if u tink im obsessed.

So if u guys dont really know, marissa gets killed by an over zealous ex-bf in the cliffhanger episode of season 3. While a part of me really wishes that she would die. I was deeply dissapointed that she really did. Shes one of the main characters for goodness sake!! But whatever it is, i cant bloody wait. And please more of anna in season 4!!!



ok because im so sad ive decided to put more pictures of samaire.







shes just so bloody beautiful.

But as it is will be going out to visit the grandma at the pregnant auntie's house in 5 mins time. Getting dressed now.

Edited: 2000hrs

Am home from visiting granny. I tink its really bad of me to mumble just a few awkward sentences to the woman who actually raised me with her blood, sweat and tears. But i seriously donno what to say. haish.

Back to the topic of beautiful woman. Did u guys watch miss universe a few weeks back? I was so damn upset that miss japan did not win it that i forgot to post an entry about it. Maybe the judges were racially unmotivated to give an asian the crown. But whatever it is. Miss Kurara Chibana was absolutely stunning.

here are some 'stunning' pictures of the only japanese woman to have not evoke strange, ridiculous and gross thoughts in my mind.













absolutely stunning!!

Ok horny schoolboy thoughts aside, tomorrow is a saturday and hopefully im gonna out and get shoot some pictures. Ive been wanting to go to the hsbc tree top trail for quite a bloody long time but ive never been able to cause noone else seems interested. and i dun wanna get lost in the middle of macritchie reservoir. Who knows what might be lurking behind those trees. Either way Im going out on a trip to kickstart my once promising photography career. Anyways for motivation ive decided to post some of my favourite ever pictures (taken by me)here. Enjoy? Comment if u must.















ok i just got tired cause bloody photobucket decided to f*ck up on me. Will be posting up the results of tomorrows outing, hopefully, by tomorrow.

In other news, the ex has a new bf.
I know its been like abt 8 months since the last time i saw her, but even so, i was still kinda dissapointed at first when i discovered it through her friendster.
But honestly now i am quite relieved when i finally found out who he was.
Turns out he was a good friend/colleague of mine back at escape.
So at least shes with someone who deserves her.
So im quite happy for her.
Really am.
...

Ok i tink this entry has gone on far too long.
Have to wake up early for tomorrows adventure.

Cheers!