ok i thought i started this entry with a picture of the vocalist of my favourite band currently, Hayley Wiiams of Paramore. Ive not gone this obssessed with a band since the days of blink 182. U guys should go over to youtube and catch every live video of them to know what i mean. And Hayley, the way she moves, sings and rocks about, mesmerizing.

Anyways, out on off today, just needed some time chillout and relax from what has been a stressful few weeks. Lets just say ive been feeling the pressure. Lost, lonely, vulnerable. I cant fully describe it. Was told i've been staring into space countless no of times. I dont know why though.

Paramore, running and soccer seems to be the only things that seem to keep me fully sane at the moment. Pain sure seems like the best medicine. Which reminds me, i think im gonna go for a full body massage now.

have fun take care!