Sunday, May 28, 2006

so the 5 day extended weekend for me has come to an end, aint satisfied with the outcome of it but what the hell. At the very least i finally got to watch a movie with the best company.



it was an okok movie by my high standards.... but it finished too fast and there were some sad moments. and me being the total basket dat i am. for those who haven watched the movie, PROFESSORE X AND CYCLOPS WERE KILLED BY JEAN GREY AKA PHEONIX.

later going out for some family day crap at escape theme park. Its the day ive been dreading and been trying to escape(pardon the pun) from but what the hell. Maybe ill just wear a mask or a hood and disguise myself from the people there whom i wish i would never ever see again. but what the hell.

cheerios.



"its all the same,
sex in the air,
the cross is all the same,
youll be the one who always care,

how can you promise the world?
how can you promise your heart?
when its always searching.....
but im just like you,

i dun wanna deny my heart its chance to feel,
i dun wanna deny my soul something real,

is there anything left in this world dat
would satisfy me?

do u really love him, outside?
second chances scribbled on the walls,
but i tink the conseqeunce is just,
something more feels soOOooo exciting now?

and this black romance is so intensive,
and this desire is worth the fighting,
but is it worth ?
the sliding down...
but im just like you,

i dun wanna deny my heart its chance to feel,
i dun wanna deny my soul something real,

is there anything left in this world dat
would satisfy you and me?

and it keeps repeating
and it keeps repeating

just left the part of me dat needs some space,
repeat the look i see in your face,

reminds me of truth
reminds me of the reason for us to stay
reminds me of truth
reminds me of the reason for us to stay,"

Sunday, May 21, 2006

has been quite a while since ive updated this knnccb excuse for a blog so maybe i guess its time for a little update.

This past week has been probabaly the most tiring week ive had as a driver or a national serviceman in general. The ridiculous back to back details, the late nights, the early mornings, and the fucktard officers that all of you civilians put your trust in to defend the nation.

I cant even begin to describe the bastards that made me stay on a freaking saturday watching their recruits dig and redig, dig and redig, dig and redig their stupid trenches from 0800hrs till about 2000hrs which happily happens to be the last ferry timing out of tekong. And what made me even more pissed off was when i realised earlier today that those bastards booked out immediately after we went back to our bunks.

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Another week to go before the stupid companies pass out. So dats a little reason to cheer about. U know weeks like this make me a appreciate what i had before this army thing.

The time when i thought i was in love, the time when i had a job that i hated but loved, school, the friends that i used to hang out with alot, fridays out at tampines, the once upon a time band that we used to call underyourass and the freedom. oooh dammnn. i really miss the freedom. Makes me wanna shout out loud like mel gibson in braveheart.

FREEeeEEeeeeeEeeEEEEEEEEEDuuuuuUuuuuUUhHHHHHHM!!

oh all is well.



Wat dissapoints me most is when u have waited and waited for a particular movie to come out. But when it did it sucks. Well dats what most reviews in the internet world have described it.

But im still gonna watch it.
soon.
i hope.
alone.
if i have to.


Best song.
Best band.

For now.



bah. booking in later.
cheers