I was on the taxi on the way home when the sky was just so beautiful last friday.
It just literally burned.
Unfortunately i had no camera with me but luckily people ard the island had the same idea as me.

Lawa kan??

weylo guys

well this week has been a blast.

not

field camp was really really tiring as i performed something out of my job scope.
As a driver cum 'storeman'.
Of course its not something that im required to do as a driver.
Loading and unloading all the stores down the tonner.
But as a person it does not sit well with me to stand by the side while the storeman and the specialists(sergeants) do the work.
It was fun especially when i knew almost half the people in the company having come from the same company during my bmt.
Talking to the people who gave me hell during those 2 months gave me a different perspective of them.
Good to know theyre human after all, especially my platoon sergeant.

Will be attached to cougar company for their field camp next week.
Heard their encik(company sergeant) is a real fucker.
a point to note.
a person to avoid..
hope dat goes well.

Anyways ue has been slacking for quite awhile because of me going awol for a few weeks.
And the lack of practice means that were not gonna play tomorrow.
I personally feel that sometimes we play gigs just for the sake of playing it.
So whats the point of playing a show without actually progressing.
Without convincing people in the crowd that we are actually worth the entry price.
Without believing that we actually did well enough to pat ourselves on the back.

But make no mistake about it i do enjoy performing.
Even though sometimes the response from the crowd is a confidence killer, just being on stage with the spotlight on you, is wow.

Anyways since ive started this driving shit and all.
Ive been quite lost in the music scene.
Not knowing any new bands and being updated makes me upset.
So listening to bands like veda, envy, the acceptance or the yeah yeah yeahs makes me wanna pick up my guitar and write a tune or two.
Alas, guitar botak, takde string.
HAISH.

oh well.
Nights and Cheers

am home today
its gonna rain again
like its been these past few weeks
i say hooray to dat!!

getting my wisdom tooth extracted was certainly an experience.
thankfully the dentist was pretty hot.
so i didnt mind getting my tooth tugged at with the ferocity of a tiger on lithium.
it was painless.
thx to the aneasthetic.

but it was quite a different story afterwards.
i almost fell face first during role call as the anesthetic began to wear out.
the pain was killing me so bad.
so when i finally got back home i collapse onto my bed.

had some porridge before finally getting some pain killers.
felt a whole lot better after dat anyway.
oh well going through the same process again.
at least im better prepared.

so tomorrow i have field camp detail
say hello to mozzies all over again.
knnccblancheaowei.
but looking on the bright side
being a driver isnt as bad as i thought it would be.
all u do is drive, sleep, and when u dun do both of dat, well u wait.
wait wait wait
so a whole lot of waiting equates to boredom.
so entertainment is a must.
magazines, books or handheld games.
all must be done tactically of course.
if not those knnccb warrant officers or those knnccb csms are gonna get ya some extra duty.

anyways ive noticed dat the only time im obliged to type in here is when i feel like a fucktard.
so contrary to all of your beliefs, im not a sick sad little boy.
in fact im having fun most of the time.
so duncha guys worry aight.

mcm paham

hurhur

cheers

u know its funny how we think weve gotten over somebody or something only to come across something that was synonymous with a past event with that particular someone. example being fucking friendster!! or that small little bracelet that was intended but never got the chance to give or all those loosely hidden photos or whatever

ooooh stupid weak heart.

oh well driving along tekong highway at night alone is a really spooky experience.
u guys should try it.


cheerios

Oh My

heylo kids

well life has been strange for me this past few days.
Its like hitting a certain realisation that everything u had hope for and believed in are just all complete utter bs.

Someone not too long ago told me ns is the time when u make new friends.
Friends who will be with you for life.
That someone though didnt tell me how do i go about doing the 'making new friends thingy'.
I mean mostest realest as much fun i do have laughing to all their stupid jokes i dun really see myself dancing the night away at mos or club momo or double o or hardrock every weekend.
i certainly dun see myself holding a bottle of vodka or stout or red wine or jack daniels or tiger or gin and tonic or whatever.

So how can i be close friends with people whom i dont share any common activities with?
Not to mention the only topics that seem to be in discussion almost everyday are sex, girls, sex, clubbing, drinks, clubbing, girls, sex?
I admit i was or maybe still am extremely interested listening to the way they tempt girls to bed or the different sexual positions theyve tried but it does get a little tired after awhile doesnt it?

i mean who the hell are all these girls anyway?
and why so easy ah?
macam ginik aku pun nak try ah!

values are so last summer already.

haish.
and yea the jibes i have to endure from them.
'ala sidekni mana ade nightlife nya orang'

i say fuck u.
there so many freaking ways to have fun other than clubbing or having sex with an underage fat kid all the while filming ur puny little dick.

i wont list out what these activies are.

and one last thing i swear im gonna flip if i hear daddy yankee's bullshit pathetic excuse for music on the radio one more time.

u guys have got to listen to real music.
and i miss my ipod.
can i have my ipod back.
pretty pretty please.

booking in later.
cheers