Saturday, January 28, 2006

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMseng
Gong Xi fa Cai fellow kids and dogs alike.

Well dan and allen got into an accident
i tink it was on the same day.
So kids please drive carefully this new year kaez.
Remember Rafiee Loves you.

Ok so yesterdays dinner was a a blast.
never had so much food in my stomach before.
and the booze almost made me pass out.
but its all good.

CMTL just rocks la.

so yeah Operation Skank your Brains Out will commence in t-minus 2 hours.
Hope hope hope i will have a great time.

SO CHeeRs.

"Storytelling"

You say, it's not going to work out
Why do you have to tell me now?
Is there a difference
in anything you've said and done?
Or is it just the way we've been pretending?

I'm leaving, I'm leaving
Do me a favour don't even think of me now
Just when you thought this was over
It had only just begun
Just when you thought this was over,
It'd only just begun

I'm not going to let this tear me apart
She's not my only reason
"He's not my only reason", she said
You're a weakness to me
You should have sent me a note or wrote me a letter

I'm leaving, I'm leaving
Do me a favour don't even think of me now
Just when you thought this was over
It had only just begun
Just when you thought this was over,
It'd only just begun

I wish it was how we planned
Everything will work out
I wish it was how we planned
Everything will work out

You said I hated you,
If only that were true
You should have said that we'd be happy now

You said I hated you,
If only that were true
You should have said that we'd be happy now

I should have said that we'd be happy now
I should have said that we'd be happy now

I wish it was how we planned
I should have said that we'd be happy now

I wish it was how we planned
I should have said that we'd be happy now

I wish it was...

Friday, January 27, 2006

its friday and im so bloody bored at home.
Half day off from work but for what.
And it looks like im gonna have to miss mocca tonight because my unit has a function of some sort which we have to go to. Haish
and it looks like operation skank your brains out will be cancelled too.

bloody hell.

And its been a month since the break up, well i guess 70% of me has moved on.
But that 30% still lingers around me and I wish i could just take my heart and burn that 30% away.
All it took was just one single good night msg from her and it brought another tear to my eye.
I dunt understand her motive at all.
So Please stay away from me for now.
And it will be ok soon.

wootz.

Well maybe ill take a little nap.

Cheers

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Been A While Since ive posted some of my beloved photos.
So heres one from the recent outing to sentosa.

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It was pretty bright so used photoshop to tone down the levels.
My photographing skill has gone quite karat.
Gonna get start shooting again soon.
Maybe gonna go shoot my new band.

Speaking of my new band jamming with them just now was a blast.
The new band will be called 'The Telenova'.
How bout dat. heh
Looking forward to the next session wit the guys and girl.

So i blew almost all of my pay on a new phone.
My mum is gonna kill me fo shure when she finds out.
Maybe letting her use my k700i would soothe her mind.
Hmmm maybe i shall do that.

heh.
gonna go for a run 2morrow.
hope i dun fall flat on my face.

Cheers

Thursday, January 19, 2006

its been a week since ive heard her voice
And Ive been trying to put up a brave front.
INfact mixing with my driver buddies have helped alot to help me forget her.
I thought i had fully gotten over her.
But it just came full circle and i miss her so badly all of a sudden.
DAMN I FUCKING HATE THIS FEELING.

They say time would heal all wounds.
I wish time would FUCKING speed up so i can forget everything and be content with my life.
So i can move The FUCK ON.

Sitting alone in my bunk she would still be on my mind before i go to sleep.
Ill wonder what shes doing and what shes been up to.
Whether shes ok or not.

Scrolling past old msges she sent me while i was in ns brought a smile back to my face.

Earlier during the day while we were chilling in the washing bay.
i saw recruits doing the Soc.
Doing push ups.
Doing jumping jacks.
And it flashed back to my time as a recruit.
How i endured all those punishments and fucking training with her in my mind.
The constant inspiration to keep myself moving on and trying.
Knowing that when i get through all this shit, i will get to see her when i book out.

She was at the end of my 2.4km urging me on.
She was on top of that friggin pull up bar urging me to pull harder.
She was just so... haish.

I wish i had the chance to tell her all that.

My bloody luck that when i got through the whole of bmt, she left my life.
My bloody luck


Well booking in soon.
night guys

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Im back to the old bitter couple cussing freak that i used to be.
And thats a good thing.
SO FUCK ALL OF YOU IN LOVE.
hehe just kidding.

but seriusly. i hope all your relationship ends.
hehe jus kidding.

but honestly. i hope all of you get ur hearts broken.
hehe just kidding.

OOOOO WELLLLLLLL.
Life is getting better.
Today i got promoted to being a rover painter.
And my damned fingers are green.
not that anyone of u care...

so fuck yeah!
IM A STEAM ROLLER BABEY!!!
AND IM GONNA ROLL ALL OVER YOUR PIMPLY ASS!!!

thank you very nice
cheers

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Just got back from getting my photograph taken for my tekong pass.
The thing is right from primary school i have succesfully looked like a nehneh in my bus pass photos, my ic and the worst of it all. My army 11b and ezlink.

I swear all those photographers have something against me.
my primary school photo has me looking like a full blown nerd with side parting and big glasses and all
My secondary one has me looking like a turnip with that "armani tak jadi punye hairstyle".
My ic has me looking like a mat malaysia with that moustache and jambul.
My ite one photo was way too dark and i look like a freaking bangladeshi worker - no offence intended.
My 11b. haish. no comments at all.

but the latest one is pretty decent even though my eyes were looking red and it had me looking like i was faking a smile but whatever its decent enough for me to use for the next 2 years.

Anyways i got a good piece of news today. I wont be serving the full 2 years of national service. Since i was part of the so called enchanced batch.
i will be ording 2 months earlier.
which is on 060807.
so i have a year and 8 months to go!

WOOHOO.

Today time sped by pretty quickly.
it was one of those better days.

If u guys wanna know wat we driver apprentices do.
well we wake up at 0700hrs in the mourning.
Lazy pigs we are we wont bother to bath.
So we wash our face brush our teeth and fall in 0745hrs.
After the attendance taking we will do the task of cleaning the area and checking all the vehicles.
Den if the sergeants never task us to do anything else we would mysteriously dissappear from the place and mysteriously appear back at 1000hrs for our teabreak.

After abt half and hour or so, we would try our best to avoid the sergeants and sneak back into our bunks and sleep, purposely avoiding lunch, till abt 1300hrs.
Fall in at that time for attendance check den we would do whatever shitwork they ask us.
Like cleaning the tonners or carrying tyres or paperwork.
Once the sergeants has gone back to the office, we would dissappear again.
Slack till 1500hrs where we would have our teabreak.
After that just do whatever untill 1730hrs where we will fuck off from there.

This is usually our daily routine. GEREK KANZ?

the only differences to that is dat usually on tuesday and friday we have this 5km run before we are allowed to book out.

So yeah meaning i had just gone on one lung bursting run today. Following the pace of our incredibly fit mt warren 2wo mazlan. I would kill myself if i ever failed my 2.4.

hahaha oh well.

ok this entry has went on for far too long.
Will be booking in later at 1130hrs.

Im getting used to this life.
And i guess im happy.
The guys in my unit arent that bad after all.

cheerios guys.
be back on thursday.
GOOF MORNING FELLOW SHITHEADS!

its 0545 in the morning and im leaving to tekong in 5 mins time!
how splendid!

those 2 phrases just make me wanna go

L-O-L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E!
L-O-L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E!
L-O-L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E
L-O-L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E!

so heck yeah yesterday was probably one of the more happier days i had in pretty much a long time.
I was half way back to my crazy ever smiling self but.
Of course there were some times when the mind would scroll back images of the hrmph.
so when i suddenly got quiet and stared into space, My buddy raffri would stab me in my stomach or knock me in the head.
haha damn i know it has only been two weeks but he was like my bestest bud in this particular mset course.
I appreciate him listening to all of my problems and whining.

haha ouh damn SKA FEST is coming up.
and i donno who to drag to.
asked the hrmph but i doubt she would wanna go.

its been quite awhile since ive been to a ska gig.
takes me back to all those memories of me skanking and dancing like a drunk dodobird.
and yeah the bodysurfing!

but nobody listens to ska anymore...
even me.

hahaha ska fest is gonna be fun.
anybody wanna go with me please do drop a tag.

TADA.

So i decided to grow myself a moustache.
hmmm new year. new look?

once its nicely grown ill post a picture
happy imagining people

CHEERIOS!

Monday, January 16, 2006

Im back with the dailywhine.
reason i am using this add back is because

its a new year.
forget what happen in 2005.
and this is the blog where i had most of my happy memories.

TEENAGE LIFE!

back to tekong tomorrow
hope i have soemthing to do.
wootz

Love Quiz

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.

You give 50% and expect 50% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.

You asked the family member to get your significant other--you
like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.

You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.


cheers