today was fun really fun.. hehe jamming went well im really please about the way our new song is going.. got potential.. need some touching up... but anyways... after that went to parkway parade and 'shopped' at giant for the pit stuff... so much food.. hopefully little people.. hehe counting down the new year by the beach... well hopefully ar eh... so anyhows.. me,dan,din,kat,alip,allen and yan kopeng slacked at bk and talked cock and shit and stuff.. its really nice to talk cock..u guys should try it some time... heh so anyhows... i suddenly remembered a topic opened up by dan earlier today.. and it was about relationships... well for me i have not yet been in a relationship yet so i guess i'm pretty virgin about all this stuff... why am i still single? i donno.. maybe i'm shy.... maybe i'm a boring person... maybe i'm just too lazy and preoccupied with other stuffs or izzit possible that i'm gay??? hahaha no no... can't be.. i'm very attracted to girls... my first ever crush was when i was in sec 1... yeah that was like my biggest ever crush.... had it for 2 years.... had it through 2 of her bfs....had it through urmz... okie nvm.. well in sec 1 only one person knew about it... that faizal j a.k.a buluman... me and him were like bestfriends back then and we confided in each other a lot... back then she wore this distinctive yellow bag and whenever i saw it i would like freeze and my feet were like bound to the ground... haha yeah man that was mad stuff... hehe so yeah but in sec 3 we happened to be in the same class and watever attraction i had for her died at that time... so yeah sec 3 was a crazy year for us.... readjusting to a new environment and all ... so no girls really attracted me in sec 3.... that was by far my favourite year... ehehhe class chairman rafiee ... so anyhows... in sec 4 yeah... that mad year......

so it just so happens that we got to know all this sec 1 kids from 1e5 1n1 and so on and so forth... and i remembered during dnt the 1e5 class would walk by and we would all stand at the door looking at syiirin and dian.. ehahhae madness.. den there was athena... seriusly she scared me back then... and yeah i never noticed the 2 big pair of eyes that was looking at me in the number 3 bus... sampai kene tegur sak pat msn... hahha didn;t really know it belonged to dian farah... so yeah den we got to know the cedarianz... that was an even mad chapter in sec 4 history... all thanx to circles99 and he gift of irc... hehe i could enver forget suhailah and aqilah... both those girls will always be remembered.. haha den of kos lost contact with them... but yeah still the good thing about the whole episode is dat i befriended han... whom i still contact now... really cool girl who introduced me to finch and static lullaby and i introduced her to the local scene.... so yeah... and yeah how could i forgot that girl .... hmmmz dun wanna talk about it... made me a really big mess.... so screw u ok!! and den there was DEwi... hahah a small crush that escalated into one big embarassment for me... with friends like dan and allen who needs enemies?????? haiz that was like one totally mad year man... but for me it was the best experience and i would love to put on that tpss uniform and go to school again... seriusly i wood... i love those memories.... haiz... eheh so yeah thats my CcCrushes story... i dun have anyone in mind now though... would you be??? :)


wats with the misai man fie????

lal

phew... okie the past few days has gone passed without me even noticing it... well first on wednesday we beat team rockconcertheroes 11-5 i tink and i played 50 mins ... so yea i was very happy indeed... so went holiday on friday and came back yesterday.. wah interesting story heh??

hey guys its been awhile since ive updated.. been busy with work ... had no time to go online.... and yeah i made my first enemy at work.. that ice queen yati absolutely gives me the creeps man.. i can;t work with somebody who has a scowl on her face everytime and can't even seem to say a decent hello... hope i dun get paired with her again... so anyways

[.xra-fieex.] EXAM RESULTS OUT AND I FREAKING PASSED!!!!!! says:

wooohooo i passed my exams.... yey!! and i'm going to celebrate by playing with the east hammers 2morrow against team rock concert heroes in a friendly match.. been awhile since ive played so i'm definately looking forward to it.. YEY... and yeah i passed my ite .. yey!

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whoah yesterday was freaking tiring demoralising... first of all i had no shoes to wear.. cause my normal working shoes had muttered its last breath and died wagging its ugly tongue at me... so yeah i took my half dead adidas sneakers to work... lucky nobody noticed... so when i was about to start my shift.. i noticed that there was no more locker keys left... so i went to the lockers and put my bag in one of the vacant lockers which was not locked and went off to briefing in the hope to find somebody that i can borrow keys from... once the briefing was over and i had found a key... i realised my bag was nowhere to be found... so i panicked and told my supervisor.. and got a heck of a scolding for being so careless... so it turns out that some of the crew had found the bag and put it in the lost and found.... so yeah.. balls... had no mood at all to work after that.... especially when there a huge amount of people there... in total it was an average of 150 people an hour... so yeah it was freaking tiring... so anyhows...

gonna watch lord of the rings this sat.. anybody wanna join me???

shit its almost 3 am and here i am staring at her pic which is set as my desktop wallpaper... shes so pretty man i can't take my eyes of her.... haiz fish.. u lucky bastard u!!!!

i tink i'm sick... and dats sad... completed some parts of the underedge site... i'm moving the site to freewebs.. cause brinkster now has some stupid advertising banner... watching me, myself and irene now... jim carreys the shit~~~ yeah...

haiz madness... yesterdays jamming was fun... zack experimented with his zoom pedal.... made all sorts of weird sounds with it.. pretty cool... anyways going off on holiday on the 26th... to kl i tink.... hope i can buy a dgcam before the trip.. i wanna take pictures of the trip... but if i do not have enough money.. go kl den i buy ar... should be more cheaper over there....

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heh madness.....

breakfast sessions with my mother never fails to entertain me... its where she tells me some new stories... and so it goes on that my family on my dad's side used to live in tekong.. and all these islanders keep some very weird stuff and practice alot of majic.... majic that is used to harm people... or majic to benefit one's self.. like keeping ayuls to steal money and stuff... and thats the reason most of the elder aged people on my father's side had difficulty in dying... some are already on their death bed but can't seem to stop breathing.. u know the 'sakit tenat' ? i donno larhz... ehehe so yeah back then my late grandfather used to be a communist... and he inserted 'susuk' into his face to make him look very fierce.. and he even took some ilmu to make himself invisible.... awesome eh?? my mom told me he used to walk right into enemy headquarters without nobody seeing him.. i wonder what would i do if got to be invisible... hehe.. but nowadays of course... most have thrown away their "stuff".... i mean where do they wanna store them yeah? so yeah... maybe tonight i'll write more of this stuff... heck after all the ghost stories that i have collected the past few days from my relatives .. i donno if i'm gonna sleep tight today... after all.... two of my former houses were apparently part of a haunted area.... NOW THEN THEY TELL ME..... sheesh

anyways jamming in half an hrs time with the edgies.... i really wanna try stockholm syndrome man... one very awesome song....

just got back from hari raya outing with my family... came across many interesting things... one of which was a house (a kampong style house) which was situated right smack in the middle of a field surrounded by hdb flats in punggol... and yeah the field was about the size of 4 football fields combined and there right smack in the middle..... an uninhabited house..... hmmm mysterious...

"use me holly ..... c'mon and use me"

hey guys ...... getting ready to jalan raya for the last time this year... heck need some money so yeah.. SORRY DAN for not going to the gig..... if it was on any other day i swear i would have gone... so yeah yesterday after work.... met the guys and went to the starbucks opening.... and hey my fav ska band was performing... plan 2 fool... so yeah the crowd was lame.. wattya expect it? was at tm man.. hehe so yeah took some pictures... some of it was deemed rubbish and promptly deleted... (stares at alif).. so dats a good start to my photography career.. so anyways.. boo!!!

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

the guys are out and i'm stuck here at home.... o well yesterday work was a breeze.... the kite flyer was easy to operate... not to mention it rained for about 2 hrs into my shift.. so yea lepak..... anyways..


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mY fav was donatello... but hey since when when am i a leader??

weee work starts in 45 mins... and i'm all set and ready to go.... the sky is dark and i'm hoping it will rain.... lepak sia if like dat... gaji buta.. hehe anyways.. it looks i wont be able to go see dan perform with the heroes this saturday.... many reasons come into mind.... work, family, and hazewan's going to join his brothers in arms, so hmmmz.. yeah hopefully i could go.... man my stomachs rumbling.. i just ate this cheese and egg pratha which costs 2 bucks and heck it was not worth it man... haiz anyways...



the mesh cap morons yea!!


heh...

ok looking at my list i know i'm pathetic-> upgrade computer.. vans xl2.... ps-2... electric guitar most probably will cost me $1500.... like as if i have dat much money.... my mom told me about some of my relatives... this guy married this woman who became insane... he used her for his sexual pleasure... the woman gave birth to 7 children... they were all given out... none of them stays with their mother.... the guy has no job... and he even married again... and his new wife gave birth.... and he still doesn't bother to find a job... so after hearing that story.. yeah i was taken aback... i mean here i am with a good life... and i further wanna throw my money away for some stupid stuff.. stuff which i dun need... o well this has been one emo entry... and yeah goodbye to her.. i tot she was the one... she no longer is... shes officially gone from my life... o well... who needs love to be happy...

its raining..... an ideal condition to work... unfortunately i'm not working today... so yeah that sucks....
have u gotten yours?????

this album just rulez man... i guess they have grown up and matured into brilliant songwriters... and heck yeah blink 182 almost broke up from wat i read because of boxcar racer.. lucky they didn't.... cause this album is great and they have become serius for a change... i really love stockholm syndrome and violence... very very very creative... i tink i wanna cover stockhome syndrome with with the edgies... hehex anyways those of you have so much time in your hands and are blink 182 fans... read this...
Kerrang interview

thursday's new album is not as awesome as their last.... i keep retracking to track no 1.... which is like my song of the month... heheaa anyways this song is dedicated to myself for earning the first 60 dollars of my pathetic working life... hahaha and i know now how difficult working life is... especially in escape... u have to wear a smile for the six hours that u are working... but that is simple for me... i am after all a fake smiler... so anyways... yesterday i 'worked' from 9 am to 12 am.... madness i tell you... but heck 70 bucks in my bag... and i earned it by drinking water and eating... whoooohoooo.... but seriusly i'm so freaking shagged.... not sure wat i wanna get from all this money.. kind of like the situation last year... wanted to buy new guitar.... in the end used all of the collection money to supplement myself in those six months of nothingness.. so this year..... granted i already have a job.... WEEE


wishlist

upgrade computer

vans xl2

ps-2

new electric guitar

blink 182 new cd




heck i'll be happy like bird if i even get one of these things...... not to mention all.. but knowing me i'll spent it all away~~~


thursday-for the workforce, drowning

Falling from the top floor your lungs

fill like parachutes

windows go rushing by.

people inside,

dressed for the funeral in black and white.

These ties strangle our necks, hanging in the closet,

found in the cubicle;

without a name, just numbers, on the resume stored in the mainframe, marked for delete.



please take these hands

throw them in the river,

wash away the things they never held

please take these hands,

throw me in the river,

don't let me drown before the workday ends.



9 to 5! 9 to 5!



and we're up to our necks,

drowning in the seconds,

ingesting the morning commute

lost in a dead subway sleep

we will not lie awake in our parents beds,

tossing and turning.

tomorrow we'll get up

drive to work,

single file

with everyday

it's like the last.

waiting for the life to start, is it always just ahead of the curve?



please take these hands

throw them in the river,

wash away the things they never held

please take these hands,

throw me in the river,

don't let me drown before the workday ends.



just keep making copies

of copies

of copies

when will it end?



it'll never end,

'til it gets so bad

that the ink fills in our fingerprints

and the silouhette of your own face becomes the black cloud of war

and even in our dreams we're so afraid the way we'll offset who we are

all those breaths that you took have now been canceled in your lungs.

last night my teeth fell out like ivory typewriter keys

and all the monuments and skyscrapers burned down and filled the sea.



save our ship

the anchor is part of the desk

we can't cut free,

the water is flooding the decks

the memo's sent through the currents

computers spark like flares

i can see them.

they don't touch me,

touch me.



please someone,

teach me how to swim.

please, don't let me drown,

please, don't let me drown.

been a long time since i last blogged.... i keep on forgetting to so anyways... yeah today work was mad... me.. a newbie got posted to the b-boat rides... and it was mad i tell you... non stop work... and i felt really thirsty and dehydrated.... those stupid kindergarten kids kept spraying water in my eye.... nabreys... but overall the work was pretty easy.. thx to yati who helped me out.... me being the forever belo person... heck i didn't even know how to operate the damn bumper boat... so when people asked me.. i just said push the button there ... and move the thing... hehehae mad sey.. blergh so anyways working 2morrow.... kiddy boat.. and i'm alone!!! sheesh.. ok nvm... going rayaing with mush in an hrs time... so yea chiowz.....

argh blardie sick... i completely ranap my computer communications... confirm fail one ar.... last minit revisitions can get u nowhere..... haiz must retake this module next year.... how?? like cheetolot like that.... all the simple thing oso i cannot remember.... farking disapointed with myself... than maths summore... aku serius cam tanak raya seh besok..... bodoh nye ite.... pla pundek argh!!!! mati mati mati..... maTII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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-- name: Ahmad Rafiee bin Abdullah

-- birth date: 11.06.1986

-- birthplace: kandang buffalo hospital

-- current location: pasir ris, singapore

-- eye color: blackish/brownish

-- hair color: black

-- height: 1.70m.

-- righty or lefty: righty

-- zodiac sign: gemini



Layer Two:

-- the shoes you wore today: the dust on my feet

-- your weakness: GIRLS!!!!!

-- your fears: GIRLS!!! and god, mostly god, but yeah GIRLS!!!!

-- your perfect pizza: super supreme

-- goal you'd like to achieve: become a rockstar/ go through life without studying and becoming rich by just being lazy



Layer Three:

-- your most overused phrase(s) on MSN: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

-- your thoughts first waking up: argh damn it was just a dream

-- your best physical feature: my eyes... i guess.. and maybe my rabbit teeth

-- your bedtime: 11 lie in bed... 12 go to sleep

-- your most missed memory: MY SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS



Layer Four:

-- in love?: yes!



Layer Five:

-- smoke: no

-- cuss: ape tu?

-- sing: all the time

-- take a shower everyday: mampos... soalan bonus

-- have a crush: nah... does having a crush on a famous movie start count?

-- do you think you've been in love: hello no..

-- want to go to college: fark studying

-- like(d) high school: Loved it!

-- believe in yourself: low self confidence levels

-- get motion sickness: nopez

-- think you're attractive: urms... i would if i had more weight...

-- think you're a health freak?: no

-- get along with your parent(s): yeapz...

-- like thunderstorms: yes.. nature is so beautiful

-- play an instrument: guitar, bass and beginning to learn drums



Layer Six:

In the past month...

-- drank alcohol: no

-- smoked: no

-- done a drug: PANA - dol

-- had sex: i wish..

-- made out: does my pillow count??

-- gone on a date: yes

-- gone to the mall?: like duh??

-- eaten an entire box of Oreos: nopez

-- eaten sushi: no, dammit stop making me feel hungry

-- been on stage: yeah...

-- been dumped: noooooo

-- gone skating: nopez



Layer Seven:

Ever...

-- played a game that required removal of clothing: helll no

-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: NO

-- been caught "doing something": Nopez

-- been called a tease: no

-- got beaten up: no

-- shoplifted: NO

-- changed who you were to fit in: heck no.... posuer



Layer Eight:

-- age you hope to be married: now would be great

-- numbers and names of children: like to have 4... and name them rafiee 1,2,3,4

-- describe your dream wedding: by the beach... not in singapore!!

-- how do you want to die: when i have fulfilled everything i had hoped to be...

-- what do you want to be when you grow up: alive



Layer Nine:

In the opposite sex

-- best eye color?: blue

-- best hair color?: black

-- short or long hair: both

-- height: have to be shorter than 1.70

-- best weight: aiyo sensitive issue

-- best articles of clothing: shirt and jean...

-- best first date location: a really mad ska gig

-- best first kiss location: in my bedroom



Layer Ten:

-- # of drugs taken illegaly: zero

-- # of people I could trust with my life: one or twp.

-- # of CDs that I own: wahlowei.. many larh

-- # of tattoos: zero.. would like to have one

-- # of scars on my body: many larh...

-- # of birthmarks: one

-- # of things in my past that i regret:haiz...

just woke up... believe it or not.... my head feels freaking heavy.. and yeah aku nie tak puase nari.. so aku nie ngh mukan kuih tat jemput yeah??.. so anyways... last night i took a robitussin tablet for my cough and sore throat.... so during sahur... i woke up and headed to the toilet... and i started coughing... my vision started to blur and i felt as if the rugby world cup was going on inside my head... i almost collapse... but luckily for my mother... i didn't... I Love u Mum!!! so anyhows.. with my current state.. i forgot to niat so my mother say... kau gie makan sudah... and yeah.. hehe... obviously my mother wont let me join the guys for break fast session.... hope they have fun....

work starts on the 26th but i have a maths paper and it starts at 2.30 and ends at 4.30.... right smack in the middle of the morning shift and evening shift.... so i'm wondering how to get out of this mess... how? how? how?? u see ar... whenver i wanna start work... mesti ade hal... haiz.. ok urh i tink i wanna go back to sleep..

just finished adding some pages to the underedge site... my flash navigation bar went horribly wrong.... so the site currently has no navigation buttons.. hooray..!! haha anyways.. feeling proud of msyelf.. i managed to complete all 10 tutorials of my c com book in less than 2 hours.. plus all the notes i wrote down... eheh altogether 3 hours of studying... that is like more the most studying i have done in over a year... so yeah.. myabe just maybe i can pass the bloody ite exams and do not have to be retained in sec year... anyways.. 2morrow the boys breaking fast outside.. hope i can tag along but my parents are a big hurdle... okie now.. going to sleep.. chiowz

argh my throat is buggin me... i feel that as if a big tennis has been lumped in there.... urgh... well i slept the whole day... science paper was a bitch cause i did not study... regretted retaking o levels man... haiz.... now my ite exams are at risk... o well....

ah damn.... was editing the graphics for underedge webbie when photoshop crashed on me.. wahlowei... this sucks.. anyway guys here's a preview of the new ue site... Yow.... nothing much really.... been experimenting with flash... mayb i'll try and put some flash objects... but in the mean time.. its all graphics...

just got back from skool and heck the BIG maths test happened to be an open book test.. can't believe my luck... heheh so yeah most of the time tried to do by myself and apply the things that i have learned.. but heck screw DAT!... hehex so anyways chemistry paper 2 in an hours time.. sure flunk one.. o well....

so sleepy... 'tried' studying engineering maths but heck... nothing goes in... 2morrow is first maths test then chemistry o level exam... man studying sucks... school sucks.... life sucks... seriusly have no mood already... blergh and yeah this layout sucks... k i tink i wanna sleep now

wah kaus so tired....

friday: woke up at 9.30 and left the hosue for skool at 10. The lesson starts at 10 but.. u know.. ehhehe.... so anyways.... reached class at 10.30.... and at 11 can go back already cause class at 11 was cancelled... so yeah.. was pretty agitated.. so had nothing to do so fir suggested jamming... played hardcore and grindcore... asalboleh core pun we play.. hehe and we even have our own original!!! heeha madness.. so went back home after dat... went out again for tuition which me and allen decided to cabut.. played a few rounds of virtua striker before meeting the poly guys for our qiamulai.... hehe qiyam habis.. had our break fast at masjid taqua... den went to katong and played 2 hrs of battlefield... it was great fun.. but i kept dying... so yeah... blergh... went back to tampines at ard 11 plus... and slept at darul ghufran.. wah air con.. shiok sey... wanted to sleep but i couldn't cause this kids were making noises and stuff.. feel like wanna stuff my bag into their mouths... sheesh.. so stayed up and listend to ghost stories and talked about kiamat and all dat... THE SIGNS ARE THERE!! BERTAUBAT LAR WAHAI KAWAN KAWAN KU!!! haiz.. and yeah AKU ADE HP!!!! sape nak no aku... msg aku pat msn.. ok go!



saturday: so got up at 4 in the morning and sahured at the masjid.. eat together -gather... like fun like dat hheheh.... so walked out and it was really stranged to see the interchange so empty... it was a first for me actually... like ghost town like dat.. walked to faizal's house in simei.. and i borrowed his matrix reloaded cd... after dat went home.. and slept till about 11 i tink... siap here and siap there.. and went to the m&m infestation to buy my baju kurung .. my black kurung cost 80 bucks.. but my father willing to pay so heheh belik lar eh!! after dat went round the bazaar ... so many whammax.. but strangely little m&ms... i guess they only go out at night..

bought deng deng, ramlee burger and mutton chop.. so reached home and break fast.. wahlowei so full..... knnbreys... so went jamming with the underedgies... was sucky at first.. cause zack nye guitar buat hal... first takde bunyi.. pastu gadjet habis battery.. pastu string pulak putus... haha macam siak... so was fun eventually.. some kids even sang along to our cover of ss9's dreaming... wah they clap some more... so happy sey!! hehehe den completed our newest original... haven write the lyrics yet... but i'm sure its gonna be nice.. tHx yazid for helping us out.... u rock brader!! heheh so yeah reached home at 11 plus... and slept and slept.. and here i am today~~

haiz... i feel so depressed... i'm confused... i tried retracing all the words that i said to her... wat exactly did i say dat made u blew up? watever it is i'm sorry... i really am... o well.. good night

this has got to be the ultimate love song.. haiz..


"My Anne"

Darling I want to make the word "love" new

cause it's been said so many times

And I don't want to use that old pick up line

And oft' I try to find the words to use but none capture the way I feel

When I gaze at your smile it seems like I'm out flying a sunset skyline

You've stolen my eyes, I stare at what I can't describe. I guess I tried



Look in my eyes. It's not hard to realize I'm the one who loves you

And though you'll never know my heart, my complete feelings

Just know you'll never be alone



Words keep cluttering in my mind as I persist in this futility

But no vocabulary could ever represent the beauty I see

You're everything and more than I could want you to be

And in your face what do I see?



It's like a rainbow in my mind, like when the daylight starts to die

Just like a landscape catching rain

or like a snow glazed mountain face

Like Charlie Chaplain, like clapping one hand,

my love can not be heard

And all those love songs, they come out all wrong

cause there's just no such word, my Annie



Look in my eyes.

It's not hard to realize I'm the one who loves you

And though you'll never know my heart, my full emotion

Just know you'll never be alone, my Annie

scv is being a bitch... audioreload usually takes 10 secs to load.. now its has been 10 full mins and it still has 58 items left to dwl... motherfcuk.. and yeah PMS SUCKS!!! they make girls go crazy... argh schtooopid!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hahahha cannot tahan man lauff at this pic ... hehhe wadi wadi....

o well was fooling away at my photoshop... totally forgot my studies and here are some of the results.. heheh madness.. i have never been good at this stuff...




haiz.. i ahve no life.... peace!

Underedge- tuesday morning



lost in a world of my own

its another one of those mornings

where i can't wait to come back home

tired of sitting and waiting

deluded deflated demoralised

and feeling alone again



but then i can't believe my eyes

a figure took me by surprise

i would have sweared aloud

but i can't even seem to catch my breath

a goddess of arabian descent

looking stunning in her yellow vans

and i wish i could force a smile





wish i could be the one to pick her up everyday

wish i could be the one to kiss her good night

but even though i know i could never be

but whos to say i can't dream...

i'll say goodbye for now

i'll hope to see you again...


jkurh i know its lame.. ive not wrriten much songs about the opposte sex so yeah there is a beginning to everything but i just thought it was cool to write a song about what happened just now... hehe korang teke ar ape jadik eh... anyways jessica alba is on the cover of maxim!!! MUST BUY!!! hahaha siak despo sak rafi!! but hey thats the joy of being single.. u can ogle at girls and u dun ahve to feel guilty about it... hehe.. ;)

hahaha madness i accidentally deleted my template while i was changing the title of the blog... and i actually pressed save... so now its gone!!! and i have to redo my blog.. so this is the temporary layout.. hehe anyways...





isn;t she fucken amazing??? haiz...

heheheh.. well today spent time with my polytechnic friends.. mustafa, saifudin, faizal and rashid... i had a blast of a time.. hardly a sec that goes by without us breaking into laughter... hehehe love them lots... after all.. it has been a very long time since i hung out with them... hehex ite exams in 2 weeks time... and had 2 class tests just now... screwed lar eh... so yeah gonna hit the books now!!

weeee wat a fun 2 days i had... thursday.. was maths paper 2.... and hell i don wanna talk about it.... so calm my brain by watching the matrix revolutions with some people... wah So boring sia the show... only the last part gerek.... so that night went jamming... and another new original is completed... i'm really happy with it... but den the lyrics haven siap so... gonna work on it soon.. so anyways.... wasn't really happy with myself.. said stupid things to her... wanted to say something really nice but ended up saying the opposite... not sure if shes mad or ..... aiyah... haiz... but den hehe she is still cute as ever.... i try m best not to stare at her but i always fail.... k i'm talking crap... i really need some growing up pills... fast !!!

so today.... school was okie... really miss hanging out at the canteen.... but nvm .. i gotta see the jessica alba of ite tamp and yea that totally made my day man... haiz.. pretty awesome shit !!! hehehe so anyhows the job interview at escape turned out to b a laughfest.... the manager really ar... made jokes untill mad ar... the questions was little.. but den he talk a lot ar... hehe my sec job interview there... hope i get this time... haiz so after all dat... here i am listening to slick shoes and craigs brother!! whooo 2 of the most awesome punkrock bands ever!!! pretty awesome shit... and yey! besok buke luar!!! weeeeeeee okie go!!

been 'bunge' this past few days.... all of a sudden people's words hurt me very easily.. and its frightening... donno why.... haiz.. anyways... just read audioreload's forum and auditions for the afua gig this dec have been closed so i guess i'm free this saturday.... not sure going where.. wat i know is i wanna break fast outside... mayb with the my new ite friends... or with my boys... most probably the latter... reason being.. with them.. i dun have to come out with much money.. which means.. my savings will increase which means... i can have my chuckies and plain sunset shirt by next week... hooray~~!!~~ lalalla lash... nieways... 2morrow is maths paper 2.. and i'm totally screwed... i know i'm gonna fail... but i hope i fail with dignity.. d7 would be nice... hehe so yeah...

got a really short hair cut today... suddenly my head feels a lot lighter... hehe needed a change.. so yeah... but i wish it was much shorter though.. anyhows... i'm invited to watch a movie with some people 2morrow.. the thing is.. i dun have the dough... well i do.. but hmmz... lets jus say its hard for me to part with 8 bucks.... o lash... i nEED NEW guITAr StrInGs.. its near impossilbe to play guitar w/o the 4th string .. gonna buy soon.. and i need cash... really need a whole lot of cash... WHoLE lOTTA oF CaSH!!

nofx totally rocks... hahah till today i tot they were crap... cause i dwlded all those ska songs from them.. but today fir lend me his nofx cd... and yeah they are awesome... but most real i'm still high on best interest one god reason has been playing on my playlist since forever man.... so anyways 2 more days to maths paper 2.... i have no motivation to study i mean.. its over and done with.. i'm failing....... so screw it.... haiz... the guys are out now.. donno wat they doing.... i'm missing underedge... and really missing badly...... can't believe my friends comment on us whenever we wanna jam 'asik jam jek... jgn buang duit ar..' this lar dat lar... but its been so long since we've been jamming... it was like weeks ago and hell yeah... i dun count the days we jam without our AWOL bassist... haha when was the last time he jammed with us... hmmmmmmz o well... lucky we have din!! we love u beb!! so anyways so much for support from our friends yeah?? hhehe ok man dwlding fifa2004 gonna play it soon.. cheerios

physics was killer!!!!!!!!! in the middle of the paper i swear i had tots of killing myself.... right there then... urgh... another missed chance.. so i guess.. i'll be in ite next year.... gonna ahve to wait several more years before realising my dream of going poly... haiz.... well maths was manageable though... but still.. haiz... no hope lar.... gonna go sleep now...

[listening to blink 182- dysentary gary]

weee this songs really rocks.. maybe i'm gonna go to cash coverters one of this days and find a sec hand blink 182 enema of the state cd... i used to have it but i'm struck with this anti-blink 182 syndrome... i lost my enema of the state... and my toypaj cd got scratched really bad... den it got broke in half... madness... and when i wanted to buy dude ranch... it never seems to appear in every cd shop i go to.. but when i havve spent all my money... the cd pops out everywhere... leeesh... o well... the guys went to break fast outside.. maybe at geylang... not sure though...o well hope they have fun.... o levels in 2 days time... i dun deserve to have fun... hehe o well....
me and my fav friend farhan khamis... hehe

[listening to :NO DIRECTION: FROM ME TO YOU]

ah deleted the last entry cause i dun feel right to write bad stuff about my family... haiz.. o well.... chatting with raihan now.. hah talking crap about boy bands... yeah backstreet boys rule!! the first and only boy band i listen to...


hehehhehehe

and yeah i'm freaking addicted to from me to you... awesome sia... haiz.. ND rulez my pants... so anyways... my sister brought back her yearbook.. finally got to know a whole bunch of east view girls' names... girls which i see almost everyday at the interchange... so girls dun b suprise if i suddenly call you .. hehe speaking of girls... juz now's tuition was unique one.. cause allen brought up someobdy getting attached and suddenly everybody got interested in my status.. i was the only one in the room who was not attached... shida, allen and zack were all attached... and another thing which was very interesting is my friends are getting attached with my former crushes.... haha madness i tell you.. but i dun mind lar... single ish besh!!! weeeee

just updated at 2330hrs

amazing i just burned 53 songs in one cd!! wheeeee



moshy madness... (spot the fie!)

picture stolen from ikhwan.. :)

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wo wee i''m full to the max despite eating juz a little rice.. my appetite is decreasing... and i'm getting more kudut and kuduter.... o well school was fun... haha played sonic again.. and i reached stage 3 before i kept on dying and dying... but it was fun... den when it was adi's turn.. so i went over to 'yana', nurin, and nana's side of the world... they were liek total firs timers.. and the way they played reminds me of the time when i was just born into the world.. heheahea madness i tell you... cam budak jakun... screamed everytime they ran into a villain.... but well.. girls,... what do they know about games... heheaheha

monday is maths and physics.. and i'm dead.... most probably i will fail.... heck yeah so be it... i tink life in ite much suits me.. i mean after all... its very laid back and u don have to study like a mad man to pass their subjects... reminds me of my sec 1 and sec 2 days... simply breezed through them....

anyways... been straying away from punkrock lately... me and dan now dun really see eye to eye in terms of song selection anymore.. he is more grounded to that punk rock sound while i have been trying to implement alternative type stuff into our music... not sure how it is going to end up though.. o well...


picture by rabia

only just returned from school,jamming,shopping

well school today was okie i gues... its definately weird during breaks cause we used to always head to the canteen.. now ramadhan.. terpakse find other place to hang out.... hehe me and fir sat down and talk crapped with our seniors ishak and aimran or izzit...? urmz not sure of his name urh... but yeah ishak is a funny guy.. got me laughing quite a bit.. so anyways got the timetable for the ite exams... wow amazing... the day before hari raya.. we have our computer communications exams.. the day after hari raya.. we have engineering mathematics... weeeeeeeeeeee..... and friday is computer maintenance... haiz.. ape lah nasibku... org semua enjoy.. aku duk rumah baca buku... blergh

soon after another mmf lesson spent time playing sonic... went jamming with 1st chapter... adi tagged along... wahrows 2hrs.... my shoulder is quite sore from the stupid guitar... but yeah the session was great... we have 3 originals.. and more is definately on the way.... and i am struggling as lead guitarist in that band... argh... sorry tweety.. i'm not dat good enough urh.. give me one more year k?? hehaeh so anyways after jamming went to the wake me up music store with adi.... on the train while listening to ss9's album .. acap(ss9's bassist) came onto the train.. haha it was kinda funny when he kept staring at my discman which had a ss9 sticker on it... but anyways.. he soon forgot about it and got engulfed in his gameboy game... haha haiz... so reached queenstown and met deedee and shain at the wakeme up store... vounteers for dat day i guess... and yeah i gotta meet my hero JOn CHaN!... hahah great seh.... so many rockstars i met... so bought myself a pedro the lion and coheed and cambria button while adi bough a F.A.T.A CD.... saw soem things that i wanna buy at that shop... one of them is a plain sunset t-shirt... it has this vintage design... so yeah when i got 12 bucks i'm going there and buying it... alright.. simpsons on tv going... going ... gone...

woweee just finished eating... i'm full already.. yeah ramadhan has arrived... selamat berpuasa to all my muslim friends aight.. anyways got myself the licensed to revolution cd today.. went all the way to penin and caught nurul there.. cutting out the piece of paper that goes with the cd.. wah rajin betol... hehe after that went to tuition did some sec 3 mathematics.. back to basics... my head still rusty.. soooo not prepared for the o levels and 1st chapter got a gig slot.. 8th of november at changkat cc... amazing aint it?? hahah right smack in the middle of the exams.. .. not sure if i wanna play though... i am absolutely horrible at guitar.... even worse vox... haha okie i'm late for prayers.. go go go

i love no direction!!!! ehhaaeh good job wan darling.. and i yeah i still love u tweet.. hahha... really love the song 'u me and the cofee place' not sure if its the real title though... there is one part where they sung can't accept your gone.. can't accept your ... can't accept your gone... " ah dat song really is awesome... so anyways... another great band was syahidah's band.. never too late i tink.. she has some great vocals... but their sounding was not dat good.. but still they are better than underedge... haha... so ss9's set was not their best... i couldn't hear fir's vocals and guitars.... they were some mistakes here and there but still they rocked... and yeah got myself their cd.... in fact almost all of the gang bought it... hey at 5 bucks.. sape tak nak belik eh?? hahhaha

but still the best act was plain sunset.. as usual... i stood on the stage during the duration of the set.... they were awesome ... my heroes.... still can't stop singing julia on my own... " i could be waiting just for you... could you be waiting for me 2??" so anyways the oi bands came along... and there were some fights... the police came.. but luckily the gig did not end... isn;t it stupid for this people to keep ruining this gigs... haiz.. so anyhows during cesspit and 73.. skanked like crazy and got to bodysurf... wooo..... the feeling is great... but den during the 73's set... i felt very 'feningz'... felt like puking sia.... so i got out of the moshpit quickly.. luckily nothing happened... so got home with zilch in my pocket... haha typical me... i always spend when i'm happy... spend spend spend... goodday~~


plain sunset cd-"$12"

shoe size nine cd-"$5"

entry to gig-"$5

food-"$2"

drink-"$1"

total-"$25"

weeeeeeeeeeee i'm broke!!...

spending deepavali alone sucks... especially when u know ur friends are out having fn at god knows where... haiz... anyways 2morrow is l2r3... hehe gonna have fun ... hopefully as fun as the expo gig last august.... i know u guys might say that gig suck and blablabla .... but really... being in a room as small as dat and the amount of people cramped in the room... u are forced to have fun...

gonna get plain sunset's cd... real soon... fell in love with jUlia and checking e-mail... awesome songs.. and ss9's cd is on sale too 2morrow... not sure if i'm gonna buy it though. i'm on a really tight budget... missing somebody now... really not sure who he/she is...

"12pm and my dusted telephone rings
heavy head up from my pillow wondering who could it be?
hope its you...."

good evening fellow blogspotters... school sucks as usual... the sql test was blergh.. blergh to the power of 10... so went jamming with the edgies .... w/o rashid.... as usual.... played my pop-punk song.. which went just fine... but i realised i couldn;t play my own riff... argH! mad... guess i have to practice more... guess what!!! Casper is on HBO!! gonna go see... cheerios

listening to : hillary duff- so yesterday

5th day sick... feel so useless... argh...

"taking on seven years that holy ghost had left alone test my arms kick like crazy i'd be trying way too long only push my way off to fight you sorry sorry i'm not sure getting off my chest the story ends... *

*i would find a way without you*
(tell him his eyes see too clear)

*i would find a way without you*
(tell him his eyes see too clear)


that mistake was gold i know that without you that's something that i could never do.....
that was why staple the eyes and seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
seven years you assured me that Id be fine if I complied only push the way off to fight you

*Im sorry*

(Im sorry)

im not sure getting off my chest the story now ends Dont treat me Im to blame Dont treat me like I ever accused you"

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hey its me agian due to the layout of this site i can;t really update more than once in a day cause if i do the layout will go haywire so anyways this are some pictures i dug up.. i believe shahrul took this...



me, fir and adi

adi, erwin, fir and ME!

blergh

of LAzy Sundays long time back of panadol and green phlegm.......

haiz 5 days sick... this really sucks... the record time i spent with fever was 3 weeks... hope its not that long... so yesterday tried to combat my fever by going to the odact amazing race... chairman said it would b over by 3 if we were fast enough... instead i reachedthe finalt checkpoint at 7 plus... the most fucked up part of the race was when we had to scale bukit chandu... and it was our very first checkpoint... nabey.... hahhaa but it was fun lar... i also realised that singapore aint dat small after all... lots of places i have not seen... like the changi chapel museum... the kranji war memorial... wah all those historic sites... and learned a lot about wat busses to take.. so overall it was cool.... i was made captain but ida took the overall leadership... she was great... thanks tom some 'insider' information she knew all the answers to every checkpoint.. so we juz breezed through...

reached home just in time for the start of the kenduri... and did all the dirty work... tired... so i slept.... and slept and slept.. untill now... hehe

hey guys... i feel really shitty... as i predicted.. my sore throat developed into a fever... yes a bloody fever.. a day before the amzing race... 50 fucking stops... even the real amazing race dun have dat much stops.. i have to be back early though... have kenduri at night... so today... went jamming with my sideband... which consists of me, adi, shahrul, fahmy botak and fir.... i was originally the lead guitarist... but now i am the drummer.. hehehehe feel so elated... so anyhows anyways... made some 'minor' additions to my blog.... dats about it... will touch up sooner or later... so bye?

ah it sucks when ur sick... the feeling of being defenseless.. the mood swings... blergh.... just sucks.. anyways... the practical exams went fine... except when it came to the theory part of the paper..i wrote 85%crap 10% rubbish and 5% genuine observations... so yeah.. i'm prepared to fail.... but the only thing great that came out of that was the pasir ris crest girls were cute.... hehe :P haiz... so currently listening to a song on this website... pretty kick ass i tell you... http://rufioo.com nooooo its not a rufio song... but i forgot wat the band's name is.... k guys gotta go... gonna finish doing the wall paper for this site...

tired.. going to sleep now..

haiz..... wat a wet day.. today.. everything i wore juz now is covered with mud... i played only 15 mins... yet i'm so tired... we lost badly... 7-2 was the score.... but it was good that we lost... we must learn from mistakes... and hey! i got my jersey!! hehe rafi-21... coolness... so anyways... my com is dying... even as we speak.. i'm giving it less than a year to live... haiz... i tink its about time i got a system upgrade... haiz... gotta go

gosh.... got myself a migraine editing this shit out... so not used to using blogspot... even the templates screwed on me.. so anyways... how u guys like this?? gonna add the links and the lame stuff 2morrow.. cause i am sick of all this codes already... so cheers!