Friday, March 30, 2007

Thought id have a new design, so went to blogskins and ripped off some poor girls creation.
so tada!

Two more days and ill be back in brunei. How sad it is but the good thing i i have two more months in that hellhole.
While i could definitely adapt myself to living in brunei itself, i could never adapt myself to life in that damn camp.
Last wednesday, went back to tekong to collect my leftover mileage, was pleasantly surprised that a majority of them there remembered me. Its good to see the crazy dudes from bunk 304. Had a laughing and talking crap session before heading over to cmpb to collect my airtickets. Oh hell i miss life in tekong. Ok time for a nap.

In the mean time .. HEY HEY!! YOU YOU!! I DONT LIKE YOUR BOYFRIEND!!

DADAAAAAA!!
test

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

I spent the whole of yesterday assembling my new stikfas and taking photos of them.
While i was pleasewith how the stikfas turned out, i wasnt dat pleased with how the photos turned out.
The focus was abit off. Nevertheless...









Last sunday went out wit an, adi and mahyuddin, more enjoyable crappyness followed as always, but it was fun. Plus we bumped into JASMINE TYE at fareast plaza. Itu orang cakep banget!!!





I feel so lazy, i just wanna lie down and sleep the whole day, but i dunt wanna waste my leave. But what the hell.

daaaaaaaa

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Test Shots.





AAAAH!!! Its Good to be back in the land of mats.

cheeeeeeers!!

Monday, March 19, 2007

Its been a long time since the last but i can safely say that nothing of much importance can be mentioned here.

Doing guard duty now. Its 4 in the morning and everybody else is asleep inside the guardroom. So im just idling here in the front desk using up my prowling buddy's netkad. Hope it doesnt runout anytime soon. So anyways everyone, for those interested, im coming home this friday and although i dunt really feel that excited this time around, i still cant wait to see people i know and love.

Anyways, ive been humming 'thisaintascene' almost every few minutes now and imagining myself in some indon romance flick alongside shandy aulia, trying to keep myself awake even as i type down this entry. I cant believe i wasted my sunday sitting in the sentry box, digging my nose, chatting with some random chick on friendster and running in and out of the guardroom everytime some random 'idget' shouts "turnout!". Im so bloody 'sian' with guard duty already.

Nt enough we have to do mars station duty, we have to do boat guard duty as well as duty driver and duty ambulance. So many duties... Where got time. People here keep saying that the S.A.F is paying us a few thousand quid not just to idle and goyang kaki here, which i admit i have expected before i came here. But in all honesty, the work we are doing here deserves twice the pay we are getting.

Ok maybe not that much but u know what im trying to say. Its shiong and veli sian. Thank god i have only 3 months left here.

The only thing that made me happy recently is the fact that i passed my ippt for the first time in my life recently. Which means PROMOTION!! and extra pay and i also reached the 6000km mark which means 1000km more im eligible for the sg civilian car license. Which means me driving my dads nissan sunny to anywhere i please!! All the work at the gym finally paid off and all the driving too.

Ah.... so many things to look forward to when i get the f out of this place. O. U. F. OUT! of this place. Probably gonna spend the restof the money on a cheapskate dslr and since im 21, i can finally travel on my own. Destinations hopefully, Jakarta(to find my shandy ahahahhaha), bangkok&phuket, and if i happen to have an overload of money, Australia. Which i think wont prolly happn. My mum would want me to drag her along too. But in any case i really wanna go and see the world. That is the only thing ive always wanted to do that ive not been able to do so far. Besides getting married.

Play in a band. Check.
Get a gf. Check/uncheck.
Take up photography. Check.
Learn to drive. Check.
Live in another country. Check.

Which leaves travelling, getting a job, getting a gf and getting married.
Hahha i hate thinking about the future though. Its hard being a 'young adult'

Shit. ive been typing out random things for the last 10 mins. And i think its time for me to start playing callofduty untill i go and raise the flag in an hours time.

Thisaintascene!

Sayonara BAH!!!
ps: Anybody wanna see 300 this saturday please do e-mail me. Dun call cause i think ive lost my sg sim card.

Ya udeh... DAAAAAH!



So anybody interest

Friday, February 09, 2007



ok i thought i started this entry with a picture of the vocalist of my favourite band currently, Hayley Wiiams of Paramore. Ive not gone this obssessed with a band since the days of blink 182. U guys should go over to youtube and catch every live video of them to know what i mean. And Hayley, the way she moves, sings and rocks about, mesmerizing.

Anyways, out on off today, just needed some time chillout and relax from what has been a stressful few weeks. Lets just say ive been feeling the pressure. Lost, lonely, vulnerable. I cant fully describe it. Was told i've been staring into space countless no of times. I dont know why though.

Paramore, running and soccer seems to be the only things that seem to keep me fully sane at the moment. Pain sure seems like the best medicine. Which reminds me, i think im gonna go for a full body massage now.

have fun take care!

Monday, January 01, 2007

Wow 2o07 already?

Oh wow, how time flies. im gonna miss the 'happening' moments of 2006. Maybe i'll try to forget the part where i spent nearly 1/4 of the year feeling depressed over the break-up. But other than that 2006 was extremely eventful for me. Especially the time i spent at tekong. The bunkmates. The days and nights filled with laughter. All the winning eleven moments. The pocong by the bedside, the (iiim gonaaaa screeeeew yer arse!!!) by our platoon commander, the mosquitoes, the baaaiiiiik siolz, the she-man at the barber shop, the roti john, the nasi lemak, hell i even miss the smelly recruits.

Then i of course got shipped out to brunei. Quite frankly, 3 months on, the place seems to have grown on me. I remember sitting in the taxi on the way home from the airport, and seeing all the cars whizzing past me. The buildings around. The people. It was like whoa, I immediately missed the serenity and charm of temburong. The clean and easy lifestyle of the villagers there. Dont get me wrong, once a city boy always a city boy but after experiencing a different culture which is so laidback that even phones are not important, im beginning to really dislike living in singapura.

The crowds, the materialistic fashionistas, the impatience, the endless emphasis on money, education and race. And the bruneian girls. Fair skinn beauties, with red lips and flowing BLACK hair. yes black. not those imitation excuse for blond tresses on the youth of today.

ok im just angry and sexually depraved. forgive me.

Edited on 31st January 2007
So anyways the new year calls for new resolutions, but i seem to have the same one ever year, so whats the use. Things in brunei are not getting better. Morale among us drivers is still high but our tolerance towards the new specs and our Mto is wearing thin. Since there is no troops training here, were all subjected to sai kang work. All the rovers, unimogs and boats have a new coat of paint. The mtline itself looks brand new. The only thing i want to paint now though is my Mto's face.

Oh well 5 more months to eot and 7 more to ord. Time is flying by. But not fast enough.

cheers

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Ok ive nt updated much cause im damn bloody lazy. Been playin fm07 every single day since i bought my beautiful macbook. Its just a thing of absolute beauty. it bloody is. I have seizures just looking at it it is. 3 months of hardwork gone just like that but hell, money well spent. very well. ok anyways. here are some pics of my 3 mths in brunei. Aint much cause my camera decided to die on me. Nieways this sat, gas haus. See u there.!!


Ok here is the mtline bunk from the outside

The unofficial mascot of lakiun camp. The Beautifully blind cicada

My Bunk!!

Shadow(signaller) Joey And Vampire(boatman) Rizal on a very humid night at 4 Bravo

Bapak aku peh road

The Two Vampires with a mysterious figure in the background.

Tummy Trim

When U gotta go, U gotta go

Posing for our friendster picture

Such a beautifull moon

We sat there talking cock untill 5 in the morning

Driving out of Temburong at 6 am

Arriving at Bandar Seri Begawan after a bumpy 45 min water taxi ride, behind me is the water village

Day out at bandar, with the famous brunei mosque? in the bg

Embarking on a perilous tour of brunei's expressway

Ahmad Zorro Matthew PFM(please fuck me) and Ahmad Rambo,

Fuuuuuh, Mcm Paham.

Ok me in the water taxi on the way back to temburong,

Having fun in the RPL!

Farhan kecik and mishaal.
Inside the tonners are all the troopers luggage and we have to first drive to the airport to fetch their luggage and before taking this bloody 4 hr rpl ride back to temburong.

But the sunrise alone is worth it.

1SG Darweez. Boat ic.

On the road to Mt Biang!!

Picnic

Mr Boatman


And last this is me driving a unimoq with one hand, at night with almost no lights.
And they ask us why mtline so many accidents.

bargh gue ppenat sekali.

selamat tido bah!

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

ITS FUCKING GOOD TO BE HOME!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Raya Peekcures!!!




Monday, November 13, 2006

woohoo!! battalions over and im going on a 4 day leave to bandar tomorrow. Probably gonna waste all my hard earned cash on pizza hut or kfc or some thai massage thingy. Either way i must do all i can to destress cause another battalion is coming and that is something not to look forward to.

Just finished my last sentry duty for my 24hr sunday guard. Its a knnccb suay thing to get caught on especially on a sunday. But either way its a requirement for us here to fulfill, even though everybody thinks its a waste of time and energy.

I truly apologise for my last too entries. (da lame tak tgk pompan) heh heh. But since ive come here ive been dreaming about those 2. First, the blonde angmoh girl is the former guitarist of kittie, Lisa Marx. Two words. Guitar Goddess. Sibay hot.

Den the second one is Shareefa daanish and indonesian actress, whom i happen to find really cute when she acted in this show lovely luna. Which by the way was the first and only indonesian show i have ever watched without anyone forcing me to. Blame it on the indonesian canteen vendors. Tapik kiutkan? Takleh angkat.

Anyway ippt is coming, and i dun have a chance in hell, my weight has ballooned and heck i cant even do 20 push ups now, let alone get 6 for the requirements needed to pass. I so badly want to. Reason being the incentive of being promoted to Corporal. Even so work usually leaves me too exhausted to even attend the unit fitness programme. Camner nak pass? Argh. Macam gitu. haish.

Oh well its now almost 2 months. And that is something good right? 4 more months to go before i can finally get to see vivocity, and you guys!! Hooray for dat. AKu rindu korang semua lah!

okie Gue nak say goodbye!

Goodbye and cheers!

Friday, November 10, 2006



lagik baiIIiik!

boredom kills people, so take ur pill!

Sunday, November 05, 2006



baiik siol!

Friday, October 27, 2006

helloooo org org singapura.

the battalion frame just arrived earlier today.
bumped into familiar faces while doing escort duty at the water taxi station thingy, namely hilmi and wan from the ol' ite tampines.
abg abg guards siol.
now im just chilling at the officers mess waiting to drive the commanding officer of the battalion to the exercise area.
well it has begun.
the hell period.

hari raya was sad and pathetic.
ive never actually looked forward to hari raya that much, but this year, there was extra incentive not to look forward to it.
iver never teared up as much as i did that fateful morning.
no matter how i tried to be cheerful while calling my mum and grandma, the tears just started flowing sia.
sedih sungguh.
melalak siol.

so anyways we went visiting to all the penghulus houses.
rumah semua besar besar madnessnye.
but the food available was dissapointing.
i miss my mums cooking.
AND THERE WAS NO KETUPAT AND KUIH TAT.
kimak demoralising siol.

but in the end it was ok.
maybe just because of the girls.
pompan pompan brunei semua lawa lawa putih melepak.
mcm nak bawak balik jek satu.

took some pictures but due to lack of equipment, cant upload.
will find a way to.
so in the mean time i want to go and take a nap on the couch.
awda awda taking care ok?

cheerios

Sunday, October 22, 2006

october is coming to an end and i can almost smell the singapore haze reaching my nostrils. 8 more months to go. now that is what u call progress.

news
news
news

well according to my mum nothing happening in singapore is worth mentioning, except for hady(as i predicted) winning singapore idol, the worsening haze and the opening of the biggest shopping mall in singapore, vivocity. Seems like im not missing much. hooray for dat.

hari raya spells the start of the battalion frame here in lakiun camp. seems like the men from 1st guards is coming here to lay siege on the cicadas, scorpions, horseshoe flies and org iban that inhabitate the forests here. well according the senior drivers/coxswains here, battalion spells 3 weeks of hell. 24/7 work with long nights and even longer days. hooray for dat.

46k is like the slowest way to surf the net.

selamat hari raya
maaf zahir dan batin

cheers

Saturday, October 07, 2006

argh the connection here so slow.
knnccb can die ah.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

u know the part where i said the last entry was my last?
well aku bidik la.

Here i am in the officers's mess surfing the net for the first time since leaving singapore. Yeap, its been two weeks here and i guess im slowly but surely adapting to life. Things are much more relax here as compared to singapore. It is not big on regimentation but rules are still rules. Kate army.

Perm staff here are all pretty friendly. Since its a small camp, almost everybody here knows everybody. From the signallers, chefs, drivers, training instructors, storeman, regimental policeman, to even the Commander. They all know each others names.

Work here though is pretty intense. Its a 24/7 work schedule, which means working through weekends and public holidays. Only 4 days off are granted per month, and even so most stay in camp to finish up whatever work they have to do. Those who do go out dun really find it worthwhile, taking a 45 minute ferry ride to the main town and spending time in a place where even loyang point might seem like klcc. Thats what they all say though, maybe ill get to go in december.

Oh well i dunt know what else to type, everything is just so messed up in my brain. My mt spec diagnosed me with homesickness. Could say that it is true. After all the shit a working day brings, and im all alone in my bunk, all the faces start appearing in my head. So much so that even when im dialing my home no, my voice starts to crack and i cant even say anything much to my mum.

I miss home. I miss my mum. My dad. My sister. My friends. My bed. My pillow. My computer. My guitars. I miss singapore.
I miss it alot.

see ya soon.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Ok guys the time has finally come to bid farewall to these wonderful island. Something tells me im gonna miss it alot. A great big shout out to all those people whom i got to share my last few days here with. Namely iskandar (who ive managed to watch several movies with and also share problems), adi(good luck with that indo chick man) , farhan (walaupun ko dah sombong, ko tetap kawan aku, enjoy ur bmt bro), dynn (raniah!), my band( im really sorry and i hope u guys do well) and Muneh, sorry not to have spent enuff tme with you.

This is gonna be the last entry for the dailywhine.
Thanks for reading.

See u guys in 6 months time

Take care guys, i will rindu korang.

And For the last time.
CHEERS!!!

Thursday, September 07, 2006

So we finally say byebye to paul twohill after weaks and weaks of hair twirling madness. I personally thought the judges were purposely out to sabo him with the choice of songs. I mean adam sandler? franz ferdinand? Why didnt they ask him to sing weird al yankovic while theyre at it. And i really dunt agree with the judges putting praise on his identity. Theres nothing special about his identity, hes just a normal kid who happens to love emocore bands like emery, underoath, whathaveyou and like a majority of this emokids, he dresses in that way.

Anyway if it isnt obvious already, i think im in love with jasmine tye. Though i think it would be a catastrophe if she actually wins the lot, she put in an excellent performance yesterday. Its pretty obvious she could sing, its only her choices of songs dat always seem to bewilder me, and her obsession with christina aguilera? Sure fine, but to sing christina aguilera, you have got to have a bigger set of pipes.

Anyways 9 more days, and ive been spending the remainder of my days couped up in my home, watching the oc, eating ice cream, watching dvds, playing winning eleven, playing grand theft auto, watching cable tv, talking with my mum, irritating my mum, playing guitar, singing, writing songs, listening to music, downloading music, downloading movies, and also catch up alot on my sleep. I figured instead of going out and walking aimlessly, its better if i stayed home with the people whom i love most. As cliche as it seems, when ur love leaves you, u will have your friends, when your friends abandon you, your family will always be there, and if your family is gone, well you can always check yourself into one of those welfare homes. If they wont admit you, see the window? Jump.

ok aku penat.



Oh gosh i loved this song when it first came out.
From what i read now, the song is actually about promoting safe sex?
"Be a little bit wiser baby, put it on, put it on"

hahah ok??

cheerios

Monday, September 04, 2006

Did u guys hear the news? The crocodile hunter, Steve Irwin has moved on. Tragic as it is, maybe he couldnt have asked for a much better death. Killed while doing what he loved best. Damn im gonna miss his shows.



Cheers mate.