all my pins are sold!!! except 59 mins, mysquaredcircle and my plain sunset pins. haha weee 10 bucks worth of pins. and today was fun.. heh.

the pianist is a briliant show. well all war movies are brilliant to me.

ever since my father ditched hbo and went with star movies ive spent countless hours outside watching movies. something dat ive not done for quite awhile. forgetful person dat i am. ive already forgotten wat movies i had watched so yeah short term memory loss. heh

going skool in an hrs time. and im off to prata land.

music of choice: the rocking horse winner - atmoshpere

i cant wait for tomorrow. fridays have always been enjoyable for me. whether its jamming or just hanging out. last week caught a movie. this week not sure of wat i wanna do. maybe shoot some balls with mus. or shahrul. o well.

i spend 2 bucks in school today. its quite and achievement considering the amount i used to spend before. always splurging on food and drinks. i mean my daily allowance is 5 bucks (and some good days 6 or 7)but then all of it would be gone by the time i reach home.blame it on the packets of milo, vitasoy, french fries etc etc. so today was exceptional. heh

the rocking horse winner rocks.

"we looked outside the other day.
at thirty-thousand feet,
we swayed from our three seats 'cause soon we'll be buzzing into the fire.
i could feel us flying with every single note.
the memories of a precious time.
to be somewhere, in a distant atmosphere,
but i just can't control the tears. one more time.
we walked out onto your front lawn.
set three legs aside.
looked into the glass and caught the light shining into my eyes.
i could feel me flying so high above the sky.
one more time we'll meet i know we will.
we'll meet someday somewhere up high, in the hills.
time to exit now.
you didn't know me and i didn't know you well."

ok sorry but... hurhur i just wanna say dat the thursday and taking back sunday pins are pretty beat up. lots of scratches. so yeah. both buttons go for 50 cents. heh.

*updated*: thrice button has just been added to the collection. so yeah heh.

and please first come first serve. heh

pins dat are left: cursive,the used, takingbacksunday, coheed and cambria, thursday, 59 mins, cesspit.

am skool now. overloaded with projects and shit. cant wait for this term to be over. dah abg abg year 2. hahah o well. so long.

pins sold:
funeral for a friend, brand new, story of the year, my chemical romance and finch.

i really need to sell my incubus and losprophet cds... i really need money. seriusly am broke right now. not even the atm can save me . haish. arghhhhhh payday in 2 weeks time. argh donno if im gonna be able to survive till dat day. grrrr

anyways started work on my new layout. taking things slowly. graphic by graphic. word by word. and news just in.

DENALI HAS DISBANDED!!! OOHH GOD WHY???????????? first plain sunset, den march12 den denali?. haish. maura ooo maura.

i am so dead. i am so broke. i am so screwed. haish. take this blade to my wrist and end wat makes u ugly.

itchy finger syndrome.

yeyness

if u guys want my new no. msg me at msn k. got the new 8******* series which is really cool.

hmmmz i want new shoes. new chuck taylors to be exact. white school shoes type of chuck taylors to be fully exact. gonna get it soon. the reality of me turning 18 soon is too much for me man. im getting so fucking old. i mean when i was in primary school, yeha of kos i wanted to become older but now i want my growth to end. i wanna stay this way forever!!!!

forever and ever, lets make this last forever.. forever and ever lets make this last forever...

im blogging again... donno why?? for fun maybe?? hahaha i feel so madness . blame it on dat picture. hahaha hais.

i tink im gonna go to the library and borrow books on how to start/sustain conversations. especially with members of the opposite sex. sheesh i suffer from a very bad speech defect. words get bumbled so much so dat one thing becomes another. i suffer at work because of this. the guests dun understand wat im talking about. hmmz o well. communication problems. and yeah my absolute distaste in phone conversations. i hate talking on the phone. even if just calling somebody up to ask for something like "when are we meeting or sumthing." heh dun ask me why. its just me.o well. im talking nonsense again. plz plz do diss me!!! tomdelonge or pop love or whoever.

ok aku dah giler .. lebih baik tido.

i just saw a really nice deviation of someone and its making me piss in my pants. blabber nonsense alone in the dark. thinking of things dat im not suppose to be thinking. and im sweating again. argh. things gorgeous/beautiful/sexy/ hot.. girls can make u do... geeez i feel like im 16 again...

i stole this somewhere. though it doesnt apply to me. i just tot this was pretty sweet.

50 Romantic things to do 4 your Boy/Girl Friend



1. Watch the sunset together.

2. Whisper to each other.

3. Cook for each other.

4. Walk in the rain.

5. Hold hands

6. Buy gifts for each other.

7. Roses.

8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.

9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.

10. Write poetry for each other.

11. Hugs are the universal medicine.

12. Say only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.

13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.

14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie!

15. Spend every second possible together.

16. Look into each other's eyes.

17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.

18. When in public, only flirt with each other.

19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.

20. Buy her a ring.

21. Sing to each other.

22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.

23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.

24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)

25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.

26. Dance together.

27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.

28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.

29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes!!

30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.

31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.

32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.

34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.

35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.

36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.

37. Hang out with his/her friends.

38. Go to church/pray/worship together.

39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.

40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.

41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.

42. Make sacrifices for each other.

43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.

44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.

45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.

46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.

47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.

48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.

49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.

50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."

haish. hahahah sweet dreams my love.....

hmmz yesterday was okie i guess. waited for zack for about one full hour at the interchange. i just knew he was gonna be late so why did i even bother going out early. but because i was early, i bumped into mustafa kamal bin ishak and forced him to sit with me. after all it has been such a long time. can see dat poly life has taken its toll on him. poor guy. remember the old times between the both of us where we just sit at the railings observing the world. making stupid commentz on the way people dress, on how people walk, on how fat that minah is on how hot dat girl is and so on and so forth. it was great huh. so yeah zack came so we met dynn at dhoby gaut. sat outside planet paradigm to kill time. after all stardom starts at 7. my uncle fazlin was there in full uniform. a punk? a skin? a rudeboy? nah. an ampai. hehe so smart loooking in is police uniform. pantat jack siolz! haha so yeah anyhows.

zack and alif went in so me and dynn went off to planet paradigm. got lost in the nel. ended up taking the wrong train. how stupid is dat. haha so went to stardom and it was super lame. there were some funny moments like perform like the band 'masih pat teka' . den digiland was enjoyable. the vox had an extremely nice voice. den the dance, rapping stuff bored me untill mad. so after no better than you had played me and dynn left.

on the bus home from pasir ris interchange i bumped into a colleague of mine. and in the middle of the conversation i told him i lost my hp. and he told me. he found a hp. so i was like. omigosh. sell it to me sell it to me. and he was like sure how much how much?

so no i am a not so proud owner of a nokia 2100 which cost me 20 freaking bucks. HAHAHAHAHAHAH o well all the while i was aiming for that 3200 but god damn. 20 bucks for a hp. Sebat je lar...

and yes it strikes me all of a sudden dat girls with brilliant english turn me on...

temporary layout... have a nice day...

ah the gig at republic poly isnt a gig at all. each band can only bring 2 outsiders. i mean wat the hell?? guessing probably its like an assembly kind of thing. o well. yeah we are last band we start our set at 1330 hours. okie kids 31st may. lets gatecrash rp!!!!

cant wait for it man. i mean like omigosh were gonna be performing a republic poly man.. whooppee!!

(read sarcasm*)

wee. im just so lazy to do a new layout at the moment so yeah. weeee. 50 first dates is a nice show. not as funny as i wanted to. i mean i didnt exactly have stomach cramps. ive never really liked adam sandler's style of comedic expression. wanted to watch dawn of the dead but dynn chickened out. wat the heck? WALKING TALL? ah action- hero movies are so lame. if you smell lalalallala what the fie is cooking

going to stardom 2morrow with the same people i hanged out with today. donno why the heck i am choosing to skip the planet paradigm gig but o well must support classmate. so yeah anyone goint to ite stardom plz. leave me a msg if u need a friend. heh.

argh mother fuck. accidentally deleted the whole template while editing it. stupid mother fucking com. and i the stupid ass hole did not make a back up of it. now fuck this fucking totally fucking ridiculous.argh fuck it.

wat makes a person a mat? just because he has super tight pants, drinks liqour, smokes, has dyed hair, luis vuitton( correct or not?) bag, beatle bug shoes and birkenstock slip ons doesnt make him a mat. or does it? cause i have a couple of friends who dress up this way. but cant possibly be branded mats. yes even with a big tattoo on his chest. or even belonging to some particular group.

at first of course when i started getting to know them. i was very very uncomfortable. cause i always have the mind set that these are people who are, well..... bad. till today i ahve difficulty conversing with them even though they turned out to be nice people. yes never judge a book by its cover they say and i fully understand that now. no way though that im saying i like mats and will hang out with them and eventually become one of them. fuck no. im just saying not all mats are dat bad. minahs are totally different however. and dat is totally another story.

answers to tags:

fad: ahahakz plz plz im such a sucky guitar player. im not teaching. just helping. so yeah NO. haha

raq: hello. thx for dropping by. and who might your friend be??

ifran: ifran, if my entries are deep, than the singapore river is the shallowest place in the world.

shahrul : u steal my customers!! nene pop!!!

anyways amazing how music has control of your feelings. started my day off listening to streetlight manifesto. and heck yeah was smiling and body moving at the back of the bus. den i listened to plainsunset when i was going home. and it was raining. so yeah u know the picture. heh. nieways. this blog is supposed to be dead right????

have a nice day.

love or money????? well depends on wat type of love. love for your parents. love for your friends. love for your sister. this sorts of thing money cant buy. but sad to say money can buy u a girlfriend. yes its true. prove me wrong.

i choose money u know why? cause love cant buy you a canon powershot a80. love cant buy you gibson sg. unless of course u buttfuck the salesman. u can fall in love all over again if you fall out of it. money doesnt exactly fall from the sky.

so untill i find the absolute perfect one to be my only one. yes my only one. my first and my last. im just gonna give love a miss.

jus finished doing a simple flash cover page for my swe project. been a while since ive touched that software so yeah completely bummed. got myself a neat chords and scales book. its about time i got real help in my guitar. practicing all those scales and shit. i need to improve myself.

so starting next week im giving guitar lessons to mustafa at the price of 2 dollars every lesson plus free drink. how nice is dat?? considering that im a lousy guitar player. o well.

den of kos. when my dgcam arrives.. gonna go shooting with shahrul or/and mus.will take nice pics of scenery. i plan not to take pics of people. people just suck. heh.

all this and more to be done in the holidays. school is getting ever so lame.cant wait for it to be over. need to do something else rather than jamming and onlining. wee photography and lan games coming right up! heh.



okie okie i admit the only reason why i listen to denali is because of the gorgeous lead singer. maura davis. den again. the reason most of you people listen to my star is because of azura. so yeah. jeng jeng.