i hate it when my heart plays games with me.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
i must stop daydreaming and setting ridiculous targets for myself.
and maybe just hope someday this wonderful angel of a girl would suddenly fall from the heavens to my lap and marry me.
see im daydreaming again....




"now how i remember you
how i would push my fingers through
your mouth to make those muscles move
that make your voice so smooth and sweet"




she is so fucking sweet.
and my english is so fucking bad
sayonara and good night.

i miss blogging.

so tada.....

lesson number 1.
do not substitute chewing gum with your tongue.

lesson no 2.
biting your tongue leaves an ugly clot.

lesson no 3.
do not go out with ur atm card.


sometimes.......
i just feel really really pissed with the world.
for no apparent reason.
its like waking up with a foul mood.
waking up on the wrong side of the bed kind of thing.
ah fuck watever it is.

cant wait for school to start.
meeting new people is something im looking forward to.
well not exactly.

end.

sometimes i feel i dont fit in.

I totally freaked out when i saw this.

Hayley and Rihanna sharing a kodak moment?
i never thought id be possible.

they have a new video out.
which practically screams mtv!!!



anyways 2nd day hari raya.
exhausting.
...

tomorrow.
must get out of the house.
diedie.

sayonara

Selamat hari raya kids.

its hari raya week.
damn sian.

i got into tp. like finally!!
but got mechatronic.
damn sian.

am broke.
damn sian.

damn so damn sian.

LOOK WAT I FIND LYING AROUND THE ROWS OF CDS AT HMV.
counted only 5 of them there in the whole store.
So all of u eisley fans go and get it.

today was damn tiring. besides the fact i didnt sleep the whole night beforehand, had to leave the house at 0830 for the stupid 2nd interview at borders.

the interview was more of a briefing rather than an actual interview.
so i guess it went well.

places me and zack walked to.
pacific plaza orchard
to
hmv
to swee lee music center bras basah
before making a pit stop at the national library
where i fell asleep reading a book about black and white photography.

den we went to masjid sultan for zohor prayers.
(its about time eh RAFIEE)
and den headed out to bugis junction and bugis market in search for really stupid teeshirts.
found only one that we were both interested in.
in the end takde size. buat penat je pusing pusing.
met up wit the bapak anyways after dat.
broke the fast at marina square.

and yes no prizes for guessing whos working at borders cum november.
abg abg kopi tk jadik.
abg abg buku pun boleh la.

ok goodnight.

another week has passed by and i swear sitting at home is starting to kill me once more.
here i am sipping on my home made mocha and listening MYLAZYSUSAN
cam cool eh band name. anyways its dhil's band and its really nice. so u guys should check it out.

so what have i been doing this past week.

last wednesday went to catch zefavourite local Plainsunset, at timbre substation.
they were awesome as always but the the whole ambience sucked.
and in the spirit of randomness met up with faty, whom ive never like formally talked to,
she came like 5 mins late.
and i had to put up wit her screaming in my ear and complaining about missing the show.
like all the way from magic wok to clarke quay.
and this was from someone whom ive only met once. and never even talked to.

on thursday went for the borders jobfair thingy. the whole thing was suppose to start at 1430hrs.
being the people we are. we met up at 1430hrs. so upon reaching there we searched the whole wheelock for the jobfair thing.
tapik takde.
so we ended up at the borders office on the 3rd level nearly 2 hours later before the miffed lady answering the door told us it was at some hotel in which i forgot the name.
so we 'raced' to the venue and arrived an hour early for the next session. so yea.
the whole thing was pretty weird. we sat there with a bunch of filipinos answering questions.
like mcm show and tell.
so after the whole thing was over metup with faty, again, in another random fashion and broke ze fast at kfc of all places.
then geylang it was. it wasnt so pack but i was just frustrated all the same.
i hate geylang during this time and nothing will ever make me change my point of view.
got her dengdeng, walked ard before leaving.

friday was spent sitting at home fumbling around wit my trying to get my acer microphone to work on my mac.
and in the process i found my out that there was already an inbuilt microphone on the side beside the usb port.
and i was like "U IDIOT!"
so i ended up recording some of fire escape's new songs on garageband.
sounded pretty ok.
maybe one day ill drag zura out into some really quiet place and record her vocals.
after raya anyways.

saturday. football manager day.
my man united are champions league winners for 3 seasons running.
my england won the world cup. and my beloved leeds united finished 3rd in the league.
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
ok such a boring saturday.

sunday.
drove the whole family to my cousins house at jurong.
i swear my butt was asking for forgiveness from the incredibly long and tiring journey.
maybe its just me but the novelty of having a class 3 license has definately worn off.
dun feel incredibly excited to be driving around anymore.

so today. went to tp to enquire about my application. should have just followed wini's suggestion of calling the.
cause the lady gave me the same answer the website gave me
UNDER CONSIDERATION.
so walked my ass out of there and bumped into a vcd shop that sold all this indo movies.
and i bought of all movies LOVE IS CINTA,
seeing as how much i hated heart and irwansyah, i dono why i spent 10 bucks on that particular show.
also bought EIFFEL IM IN LOVE(extended version) for memories sake.
walked to tm and bumped into hairil. a friend from driving course all those years ago.
ended up accompanying him to cut his hair. talked crap and hung out.
cool kan hang out ngn org random.

tomorrow.
borders interview at 0945am. pagi keape sak!! all the way at town.
but i hope i really get that job.
i get so bored at home sometimes i just wanna jump out the window.
tooo la gatal pergi berhenti starbucks kan fie.
but whatever. after dat will meet up with is and explore the geylang.
bukkaaing with alip and the crew i hope. jgn paitao eh plz.

k aku should probably go to sleep.

After a few months of obsessing over this pretty lady over here


The songs started to get abit ngiao! !!!!!
so just in time
This pretty lady and her insanely talented siblings released a gem of an album


paramore was about hayley and catchy pop punk but eisley is all about talent and the wonderful weirdness which apparently runs through the whole family.

But b4 this two bands i had another favourite band


Nina and The Cardigans. I was so into them a few years back.

The albums that are spinning on my itunes right now.

Rilo Kiley-Under The Blacklight
Mandy Moore-Wild Hope
Kt Tunstall-Drastic Fantastic
Gregory & The Hawk-In Your Dreams
Sarah Bareilles-Little Voice
Sixpenone the richer- Best of Sixpence none the richer
A Fine Frenzy - One Cell In The Sea

ALL WOMEN VOCALISTS.
Aku such a sucker for female fronted bands.

i tink i shall go dwl mutemath.
this entry takde sense at all.

anyway in the spirit of randomness
i digged up this uber cool picture which i tooked during baybeats


so dat discovery made me wanna kickstart my craptography phase again.
me and my trex are gonna go jln jln tommorow.

watch this space.

Post ns.
ok im 21. have no job. have no money. have no girl. have no school.
still play guitar for a stupid band formed nearly 6 years ago.
im just pathetic.

speaking of the band, the lil session we had earlier was productive.
its like everytime me and zac meet we have new ideas on new songs.
im with the chords and the melody. zac wit the technical side of things like riffs and beats.
but we've never ever been able to build on this smangat 5 mins thing.
dats the difference between us amateurs and those more professional bands.
i mean when those bands start working on songs. all of them would be like holed up in a room writing and contributing stuff.
and this goes on for like weeks on end untill the whole process is completed.

people like us dun have dat luxury. school, parents, practice space, renting of those rooms.
time and money. which is the reason most of us pretenders will never go anywhere wit dat.
but i still have high hopes of recording an album.
which has been my live long dream since hearing oasis's whats the story morning glory.
those english bastards made me like loud music.

anyways, saw the invasion a few days ago.
the only reason i watched it was because eisley wrote a song about the original film.(the recent one was a remake)
it was pretty good actually.
but wat made me crack up was the way those infected with the alien virus tried to 'convert' the ones without.
vampires bite thier victims.
in this show, they vomit on them.
funny funny funny.

movies i saw the last few days.
invasion.
elizabethtown.
my best friends wedding.
300(5th time)
kingdom of heaven.
braveheart.
king arthur.
transformers(10th time)
wimbledon.
a lot like love.
in the land of women.
shes the man.
american pie.
season 6 and 7 of that 70s show
and spiderman 3.

sooooo much time. so little to do.
so bored bored bored.

"welcome the night,
greet the shadows,
lets watch the lights dance circles around us"

sayonara

so i started project white room today.
it was something dat i wanted to do since i was in brunei painting rovers and tonners.
it was like ' when i get back, i wanna paint my whole room white and call it the white room'.
i didnt actually think that i would actually have to do it.
so in an effort to get me out of bed my dad dragged the whole family and bought me the tools needed to start on my project.
half a day past and i only completed like 3/4 of one wall before stopping to watch season 6 of that 70s show which conveniently finish dwlding after nearly 2 weeks.
will continue tm.

fasting so far has been ok.
the idea of sleeping extremely late and waking up extremely late has certainly help deal with the grumpy tummy.

i owe someone a post. but wait untill ur birthday can.



is this gay or wat??

dahahhahaha


nitez pplz

just gt back from a very very fun pit.
where i became the butt of jokes because i didnt know how to play games like mrt, around the world, johnny wush or whatever but it was really fun.

even though it was only a small group.
it was happening!!!!!!
in our own little way.

puasa is upon us!!!!

OOOOOK I feel like some girly blogger (nt refereing to anybody kalau terasa go and taste the pedasness!!) but might as well since i cant seem to sleep.

Name the 12 people you would best think of right now.

1.Hayley Williams
2.Sherri Dupree
3.Munirah
4.Farhan(paitaoer)
5.Din Yogi
6.Huda
7.Vanessa Hudgens
8.Alip
9.Kirsten Dunst
10.The mother
11.Kirsten May
12.Azura


Q: Have you ever kissed 12?
No.Notever.

Q: What's the best memory you have of 9?
SpiderMan!!

Q: When's the next time you're gonna see 4?
Was gonna be tomorrow. PAITAOER.

Q: Is number 1 coOOl?
Shes the definition of coOOl

Q: What was your first impression of number 8?
i dunt remember.

Q: How did you meet 3?
at the rp gig 2 years ago

Q: Is 10 your bestfriend?
yes she is.

Q: Have you seen 6 running ard like mad?
hahahha yes.

Q: Where does 5 live?
bedok reservoir

Q: What is the last thing you did with 12?
sessioning by the bay

Q: Have you ever been in 2's house?
tyler texas. yes i did.

Q: Would you ever kiss number 11?
oh w/o any doubt

Q: Have you ever slept in the same bed as 5?
ahwhwaahwhawhaw

Q: When's the next time you'll see 10?
tm morning when she wakes me up for breakfast

Q: Are you really close to 4?
yes unfortunately

Q: Have you ever kissed 7?
yes i did. den she took the nude photo for some guy called zac.

Q: Have you ever been to the movies with 3?
yes. corpse bride. ol skool.

dah. ok this post made me sleeepy.
thx for the pudding ex bestfriend 2005.
dahahaha

CityOfAngels

singapore seems such a small place when your on motobikes travelling at 100km/h.
awesome shit.

ahhhhhh holland v. starbucks..
such sophisticated people we are.

mcm paham.

okie since khus reminded me.
i shall now go and watch girl the next door
elisha cuthbert is hot damnz


goodnite beautiful people

Zolof the rock and roll destroyer is one of the cutest bands ever!!!
and i dun mean based on their looks alone.

soccer today was exausting.
i swear im sooo unfit. its sooooo not funny.

im making a point to bring a street directory with me everytime i go out.
how i ended up in eunos while driving from tampines to pasir ris, only i will ever know.
nevertheless, its fun to be lost sometimes.

a few more days to puasa and my dreams of going up to to our friendly neighbours to the north has gone up in smoke.
unless my mum consends me heading up during hari raya den ill pretty much have to wait till the next poly holidays.

monday.
haish. to the cemetery we go.

aint this cute.

ok this is randomness. a measure of how bored i am today.
how does eisley connect paramore.newfoundglory.n.takingbacksunday.


ChauntelleofeisleynfianceAdamofTakingbacksunday.


ZacofParamoreandGfstacydupreeofEisley.


ChadgilbertofnewfoundgloryandwifestacydupreeofEisley,

darn superstar couples

i feel like a stupid little girl for posting this gossip shit
but whatddehell....
i wanna date a dupree too!!!!!

its a sat and i feel like having mcdonalds
u people may not believe but ive actually lost weight since i came back from brunei.
ive been skipping a lot of meals at home so much dat i only remember ever only eating lunch everyday
in saying so the tummy and tits still make me incapable of wearing almost half of my tee shirt collection.
which pretty much explains my new found love of hooded jackets..

cant believe another week has ended.

thanks for the company

and the blisters.....
heh.

aahah its sat.
and im gonna spend it the way i spent it today.
slacking away on my bed playing football manager on my mac.
and realising im reliving my post secondary days as a slacker for 6 whole mths.
was not the most exciting.
but still the best cost effective way to waste my life.

temasek polytechnic plz plz plz save me.

humans are never satisfied

The baby face assassin retires
We shall miss you.
man utd will miss you.



"AND SOLSKJAER HAS WON IT!!!!"
Probably the greatest moment in football history

Relive it.


Thank god for youtube.

"You are my Solskjaer
My Ole Solskjaer
You make me happy
When skies are grey
And Alan Shearer
Was f*****g dearer
So please don't take
My Solskjaer
Away"

ciao.