Maybe i should hate you for this.. ?

just finished reading the band site. We got dissed.. again. But i really dun mind. Branded ripoffs and getting threats to get beat up and all of dat. Were used to it. Imagine being beaten up just because we play bad music. No wonder. Anywyas to zack, rashid and dan. I sincerely apologize for the mess i made of our demo. If it was another person singing, the demo would have been way better. I really do tink it would be. on the 31st, hopefully will be the last time i would be singing for underedge and yeah most probably the last time you'll be hearing underedge. The Overedge rip offs and the useless espionage wannabes. goodbye.

listening to - radiohead - karma police
feeling - taking back sunday

had fun yesterday at jam x. The bands were cool, the music was great, x's hafiz was magnificent, though i didn't stay to see who won, i certainly hoped tissue won. Heh they were great yeah. But still the picture of Hafiz playing his amazing solos are still in my mind. Rock never die!! yeah! hehe.

Anyways I have always felt that i have a free mind when it comes to music. I will listen to almost anything. punkrock,indie alternative, pop , heck even hip hop, well some forms of it, But everybody has exceptions, mine being techno and metal. Yeah~~ metal... i dun like metal, dun ask me why, but i just dunt. It just doens't appeal to me. Dun get me wrong, i respect metal guitarists, i just stand in awe at the ease of which they play their solos and riffs and sweeps. Amazing. But i dun have to like the music they play .. do i?? Though after saying all dat i guess i would contradict myself by currently stating that i am learning to play a metallica song on my guitar. Heck its taken me hours and i still haven got it right. Heh and yeah Nura J is my dream malay girl!!!! this... after bumping into her and i mean 'bumping' into her in tampines ummmz sweet

listening to - taking back sunday- your so last summer

ive come to a part of my life where everything has been set and my path has become a one way street. After completing my 2 years i will serve in the army for another 2 years den go back to studying in polytechnic or even stop studying all together and become an It specialist or some sort. This is what i hope my next few years of my life would turn out. But at the same time i'm hoping that something extra would pop out and make me drive my car off this one way street. Something else, something exciting. And i need that 'something' right about now. something that could pull me away from this vicious circle. U know like the song semi charmed life from 3rd eye blind? Those lyrics suit me perfectly. Just feel so redundant. hmmmz o well anyways... i'm really hoping that all my friends come to the asthenia gig. I need as much support as i can get. the poly kids, i want them to be there. Not so much the ite bunch thoug but fir adi and shah. I would love it if u guys came. Just to see you guys when i'm up there should give me the motivation to give a kick ass show. hehe as if. But i'll try my best. I'm only worried about my vocals. All this negative feedback is really a downer but heck i i dun really care. Just hoping to brush it aside.

huda ur becoming a babe ;) heh..

Taking back sunday- Your so last summer


She said "Don't.
Don't let it go to your head.
Boys like you are a dime a dozen.
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"You're a touch overrated.
You're a lush and I hate it."
But these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing
And all I
Need to know
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
And all I
Need to know
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missing
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
'Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
'Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
If I'm just bad news, you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, you're a liar.

underedge: my star


sweet dreams my love
i hope u sleep well
watching you is peace
and i can't think of anything
as beautiful as you
a shooting star
can't make me turn away
for im fixed upon your face
your innocence
your sweet embrace
dun go
i want you here with me
cause thers nothing in this world
that could take this moment away
and when u breathe i take you in
can't explain what i feel inside
and i wish that i could
just be the one with you all night
and when u wake up plz just know
ill be right there where you are
everyday, in every way,
u know that ilove you
dun go
i want you here with me
please stay
forever in my heart you'll be(thanks to ath for this line!!!)

and when u wake up plz just know
ill be right there where you are
everyday, in everyway,
u know that ilove you
and when the stars go up
i lie awake and tink about your face
the way u smile the way u laugh
the way u look at me and say....

my gosh me first and the gimmes gimmes end of the road...??? wtf song man... u guys seriusly wanna play this??? o well..... anyways.... took my incubus cd when going out with my parents... listened to old favourites like pardon me and idiot box... wow amazing stuff.. mike einziger is a genius... i just surfed guitargeek.com and saw his effects rack... fucken loaded with stuff man... my long term goal is to get all his effects.... haha den i can pleasure myself with all the weird sounds... hahah short term goal though is dat fucken ts-9..... fucken shitz...

ouh shit my fever is back.... i guess i wont go to skool tomorrow... again... haha weee... anyways... suppose to have jamming with the first chaps today but can't cause my family booked me already.... family come first in almost everything i do so.. sorry tweet... i just realised my schedule is freaking tight man.... last term our timetable was like 8 to 12... 8 to 11 but now 8 to 5 8 to 3 8 to 4... madness sia... no time to jam and no time to hang out with the kids... both my bands can only jam on weekends cause some members are tied with school and ns.... so its mad man... sheesh... gig coming in 2 weeks... and i'm writing a new song.. so we will be playing pretty much new stuff on this gig...hope it turns out well...

today... i made a bubble with my nose..!!

only a crazy person like me would leave a 300 cheque waiting at his workplace for over a week and still not collect it... hah... weeeeeeeee anyways have u guys ever been irritated by this one word.... this word makes me so sick and irritated that i pissed all over my underpants... yea man... this word is LERR.... knn i get this all over in msn.. ler this ler that ler this ler that... if ever that word comes out again.. i swear i'm gonna shat man... well anyways... suppose to be working.. but decided i'm too sick too work.. so called mashoor and here i am designing a header pic for my lame blog... decided it was too simple.... so shall be completed in a few mins

heh stole this from rabia's blog... unbelievable!!! we're playing!!

just typing in before i buzz of to skool.. been really sick the alst few days... fever reaching as high 39.5... so obviously did nothing except playing smackdown and need for speed on my ps.... but kept losing cause my head was feeling giddy ... so anyways after skool gonna go jamming ... reluctantly that is.... i'm like in totally no position to jam but have to sacrifice for the sake of band members who have been calling me non-stop while i was asleep the past few days... ok skool starts at 2 yet i'm still on my com typing this out... haha nice eh... so long..

*note1* girls are not animals in the zoo... do not wave at them if u do not know them....

*note2* do not pretend to be gay in public bus

*note3* fat apeks suck!

in visual basic class right now... can't wait for it to be over... its obvious that nobody is listening to the lecturer right now... all caught in their own world... jus end the damn thing larh

where did my 150 dollars go??

weeee wat a few days... didn't have much time to waste on my computer... cause since my black beauty came into my life.. i have other better things to do.. hehe so i just reached home from work ... a very exhausting day indeed.. so lets go back to the 31sof december 2003 shall we... so yeah the pit went really great... enjoyed it a lot... let me remember who the people were... yusoff,dan,din,alif,allen,kartika were there when i arrived.... den i left for sim lim square.... dun ask me wat i searched for... hehe so anyways when i returned... alan,id,sub,aizat,kyn and wada had joined the group... it was sure fun... hotdogs hotdogs and more hotdogs... laughed a lot talking crap with the guys... the only people who didn't seem to have fun were kyn and wada... but can't blame them ... we never layan them oso.. heh... so people came and people went.. zack and a one legged yazid came den the rch group den syahmi and his friends den wan captain and his clubbers den din berok and alam with his friend.... den fizah came with this cute girl ... donno her name... heh really cute.... den yan kopeng came.... threw him and zack in the water... rogol sam and din... and did other crazy things hehe haha and den i wanted to go to escape cause its 5 dollars man.. but nobody wanted to go with me.. so decided against the idea...

did not sleep... cause the tent was full of people and didn't even lie down till about 5 when me dan and yan went to cheers.. ate miyogo talk crap den met aizat,alam,alam's friend, kartika,allen, and walk walk at the swamp... nothing much there.. but the temptation to look back is really.. really... sheesh... so after that decided to go home cause i was really tired.... chilled with my black beauty for a while den slept...den worked on friday... and here we are... on saturday.... watching wrestling right now... interesting heh.. ahaha

today was fun really fun.. hehe jamming went well im really please about the way our new song is going.. got potential.. need some touching up... but anyways... after that went to parkway parade and 'shopped' at giant for the pit stuff... so much food.. hopefully little people.. hehe counting down the new year by the beach... well hopefully ar eh... so anyhows.. me,dan,din,kat,alip,allen and yan kopeng slacked at bk and talked cock and shit and stuff.. its really nice to talk cock..u guys should try it some time... heh so anyhows... i suddenly remembered a topic opened up by dan earlier today.. and it was about relationships... well for me i have not yet been in a relationship yet so i guess i'm pretty virgin about all this stuff... why am i still single? i donno.. maybe i'm shy.... maybe i'm a boring person... maybe i'm just too lazy and preoccupied with other stuffs or izzit possible that i'm gay??? hahaha no no... can't be.. i'm very attracted to girls... my first ever crush was when i was in sec 1... yeah that was like my biggest ever crush.... had it for 2 years.... had it through 2 of her bfs....had it through urmz... okie nvm.. well in sec 1 only one person knew about it... that faizal j a.k.a buluman... me and him were like bestfriends back then and we confided in each other a lot... back then she wore this distinctive yellow bag and whenever i saw it i would like freeze and my feet were like bound to the ground... haha yeah man that was mad stuff... hehe so yeah but in sec 3 we happened to be in the same class and watever attraction i had for her died at that time... so yeah sec 3 was a crazy year for us.... readjusting to a new environment and all ... so no girls really attracted me in sec 3.... that was by far my favourite year... ehehhe class chairman rafiee ... so anyhows... in sec 4 yeah... that mad year......

so it just so happens that we got to know all this sec 1 kids from 1e5 1n1 and so on and so forth... and i remembered during dnt the 1e5 class would walk by and we would all stand at the door looking at syiirin and dian.. ehahhae madness.. den there was athena... seriusly she scared me back then... and yeah i never noticed the 2 big pair of eyes that was looking at me in the number 3 bus... sampai kene tegur sak pat msn... hahha didn;t really know it belonged to dian farah... so yeah den we got to know the cedarianz... that was an even mad chapter in sec 4 history... all thanx to circles99 and he gift of irc... hehe i could enver forget suhailah and aqilah... both those girls will always be remembered.. haha den of kos lost contact with them... but yeah still the good thing about the whole episode is dat i befriended han... whom i still contact now... really cool girl who introduced me to finch and static lullaby and i introduced her to the local scene.... so yeah... and yeah how could i forgot that girl .... hmmmz dun wanna talk about it... made me a really big mess.... so screw u ok!! and den there was DEwi... hahah a small crush that escalated into one big embarassment for me... with friends like dan and allen who needs enemies?????? haiz that was like one totally mad year man... but for me it was the best experience and i would love to put on that tpss uniform and go to school again... seriusly i wood... i love those memories.... haiz... eheh so yeah thats my CcCrushes story... i dun have anyone in mind now though... would you be??? :)


wats with the misai man fie????

lal

phew... okie the past few days has gone passed without me even noticing it... well first on wednesday we beat team rockconcertheroes 11-5 i tink and i played 50 mins ... so yea i was very happy indeed... so went holiday on friday and came back yesterday.. wah interesting story heh??