Saturday, September 16, 2006

Ok guys the time has finally come to bid farewall to these wonderful island. Something tells me im gonna miss it alot. A great big shout out to all those people whom i got to share my last few days here with. Namely iskandar (who ive managed to watch several movies with and also share problems), adi(good luck with that indo chick man) , farhan (walaupun ko dah sombong, ko tetap kawan aku, enjoy ur bmt bro), dynn (raniah!), my band( im really sorry and i hope u guys do well) and Muneh, sorry not to have spent enuff tme with you.

This is gonna be the last entry for the dailywhine.
Thanks for reading.

See u guys in 6 months time

Take care guys, i will rindu korang.

And For the last time.
CHEERS!!!

Thursday, September 07, 2006

So we finally say byebye to paul twohill after weaks and weaks of hair twirling madness. I personally thought the judges were purposely out to sabo him with the choice of songs. I mean adam sandler? franz ferdinand? Why didnt they ask him to sing weird al yankovic while theyre at it. And i really dunt agree with the judges putting praise on his identity. Theres nothing special about his identity, hes just a normal kid who happens to love emocore bands like emery, underoath, whathaveyou and like a majority of this emokids, he dresses in that way.

Anyway if it isnt obvious already, i think im in love with jasmine tye. Though i think it would be a catastrophe if she actually wins the lot, she put in an excellent performance yesterday. Its pretty obvious she could sing, its only her choices of songs dat always seem to bewilder me, and her obsession with christina aguilera? Sure fine, but to sing christina aguilera, you have got to have a bigger set of pipes.

Anyways 9 more days, and ive been spending the remainder of my days couped up in my home, watching the oc, eating ice cream, watching dvds, playing winning eleven, playing grand theft auto, watching cable tv, talking with my mum, irritating my mum, playing guitar, singing, writing songs, listening to music, downloading music, downloading movies, and also catch up alot on my sleep. I figured instead of going out and walking aimlessly, its better if i stayed home with the people whom i love most. As cliche as it seems, when ur love leaves you, u will have your friends, when your friends abandon you, your family will always be there, and if your family is gone, well you can always check yourself into one of those welfare homes. If they wont admit you, see the window? Jump.

ok aku penat.



Oh gosh i loved this song when it first came out.
From what i read now, the song is actually about promoting safe sex?
"Be a little bit wiser baby, put it on, put it on"

hahah ok??

cheerios

Monday, September 04, 2006

Did u guys hear the news? The crocodile hunter, Steve Irwin has moved on. Tragic as it is, maybe he couldnt have asked for a much better death. Killed while doing what he loved best. Damn im gonna miss his shows.



Cheers mate.

Friday, September 01, 2006

Compare this



with this



no contest.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Spent the majority of the last two weeks sleeping to the sound of gunshots and screaming from those bloody recruits of bmtc tekong.
When ur a driver, field camp usually means doing alot of nothing, especially when your covering safety, wake up around 6 o clock for breakfast, den find a shady place to sleep, wake up around 12 to have lunch, den go back to sleep, den wake up for dinner ard 6 before finally driving back to camp for a much needed bath before returning to the site at around 0000hrs. This pretty much continues for abt 4 or 6 days, depending on the length of the field camp. So it pretty much translates into DAMN FUCKING BORING.

But nevertheless, its actually a good way to escape from the fucked up place called Mtline and also our warrant officer.

Missed plainsunset as a result but i didnt feel as though i missed a big event. I mean They're back for good already right?right?

Watched pretty persuasion yesterday.



Am suprisingly glad i watched it instead of the break up, cause it was actually a really good movie, one of the best ive seen these year. I loved how the director plays with the storyline and the characters. Funnily Evan Rachel Wood kinda reminds me of Alexis Biedel from the gilmore girls, a much more psychotic version. Hot all the same.

So two more weeks to the big adventure. Its beginning to sound really really scary.
Its like omifuk, im actually going to brunei for a year. I keep slapping myself to actually make sure this is not a bad dream. Im soooooo mentally unprepared for it, its soooo not comical.

And i got promoted from private to lanchiaopeng.
Which means one year soldier!
12 more months to go kids and ord oh!!
No at the very least i have a rank to put on my sleeve.
No matter how lanchiao it is, it stiill means 40 extra dollars in my bank account.

hooray for dat.

ok im off
cheers

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

170906

BRUNEI OH!!!!

So Long my Dear Friends, I shall miss you

Thursday, August 17, 2006

After tonights singapore idol, i am convinced singaporeans are deaf!!
to put the 3 best singers in the bottom 3???

PLEASE STOP VOTING FOR THE TUNELESS RETARD OTHERWISE KNOWN AS JOAKIM!!

ok back to tekong

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Been awhile since ive done something very takde maksud and stupid like this, so ape lagi??

So wats ur songs?

1) Put your music player on shuffle
2) Press forward for each question.
3) Use the song title as the answer to the
question.
4) NO CHEATING!!!


The questions and my answers:

1) How am I feeling today?
~> All Around the world - The Cooler Kids

2) Where will I get married?
~> Were So Far Away - Mae
---- Baaah!! Wat cruel way of reminding me

3) What is my best friend's theme song?
~> Walking Downtown - Copeland
---- Bedek Seh!

4) What is/was high school like?
~> Textbook - Obi Wan Kenobi
---- How Appropriate!!!

5) What is the best thing about me?
~> What Sarah Said - Death Cab For Cutie
---- She Said Aku Cute!!

6) How is today going to be?
~> The Saddest Day - Converge
-- BAAAAHH!!!

7) What is in store for this weekend?
~> Rookie Of the Year - Funeral For A Friend
---- ?

8) What song describes my parents?
~> Masonic - Craigs Brother
-- They are really masonic. Whateva dat means

9) How is my life going?
~> End Of The Road - Me First And The Gimme Gimmes
-- Why do they taunt me god?????

10) What song will they play at my funeral?
~> Moments Forever Faded - Funeral For a Friend
-- haish, appropriate jugak

11) How does the world see me?
~> Hey! Get Out of My Way - The Cardigans
-- just a face in the crowd i am...

12) What do my friends really think of me?
~> Luka Lama - Cokelat
-- Ok finally nothing that ade kene mengene

13) Do people secretly lust after me?
~> Obsessions - Frankie J
-- YEAH BABY!!

14) How can I make myself happy?
~> Go Mad And Mark - Envy
-- I would bloody hell love to do dat

15) What should I do with my life?
~> Complicated - Avril Lavigne
-- As if it isnt already complicated

16) Will I ever have children?
~> Marvelous Things - Eisley
-- Yes my children will be very marvelous.

17) What is some good advice?
~> From Here - Buddhistson
-- ?

18) What do I think my current theme song
is?
~> Youre A Star - Josie And The Pussycats
-- I bloody am innit?

19) What does everyone else think my current
theme song is?
~> You Dont Love Me Anymore - Weird Al Yankovic
-- Sad innit?

20) What type of men/women do you like?
~> Dressed to Kill - A New Found Glory
-- Correct!!

21) Will you get married?
~> Steps In Sand - The Rocking Horse Whiner
-- "The years will pass by like songs in my memory, like steps in sand.."

22) What should I do with my love life?
~> Understanding in a Car Crash - Thursday
-- get myself in a car crash and score with the nurses at the hospital!!

24) Where will you live?
~> Natural Anthem - The Postal Service
-- Ok.

25) What will your dying words be?
~> May I have this dance - Copeland
-- well dat would be a nice way to die.

Wooootz!!



Tgk Tu!!! AKU BAWAK BOAT LA SIAK!!! DA BLEH ACTION CAM MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE NAK ATTACK TENTERA TENTERA JERMAN DI LAUTAN LA SIAK!!!



2183183021939079th Malay/Indian Boat Regiment.


I swore im only smiling because it was so damn hot!!
Like Scorching y'all.

Ok so today was nice.
Watched Click.



It was a good movie and i seriously recommend u kids to watch it. Sure it was funny at times but there were really some sad sad super sad moments. I swear i could have cried out aloud if i wasnt staring at how perfect kate beckingsale was.


What a rocking body!

ok la

Here are some pics of the fireworks i took last saturday.
Im kinda dissapointed with the turn out.
Tried using longer shutters these time around, but thanks to my hands, none came out the way i wanted it to.
Im getting rusty.

Oh well enjoy.














fuuuhweee.

Anyways any of u ppkids come across thiss please do give me a call. i have something important to discuss with u guys. Its called Project Class of 2002. Please call!!

Going Back to tekong tomorrow.
Days of detail and Nights of winning eleven goodness
I LOVE TEKONG!!!

cheerios

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

A nice song to fall asleep to.




"sentimental feeling in my heart
growing bigger stronger everyday
every single day and every night
all of them mean more than words could say

believe me,
as i believe in you

i would never run away from you
i would never ever lie to you
i would never run away from you
i would never ever let you down"

Happy National Day Guys,

cheers

Friday, August 04, 2006

im typically home on a friday afternoon when i should be going out getting laid but mr boring boring rafiee is sitting home watching the oc and eating mocha almond ice cream, listening to zolof the rock and roll destroyer for the umpfteenth time, wondering to himself how pathetic his life is.

"Boring

You don't need nothin'
And I know that you won't even try
Don't wait for me to help you
Too late for any of my advice

No trust
All I got is lies
Boring
Alright

Misplaced your values
Forgot being the importance of being right
Don't sit there and act humble
I've heard your story a thousand times

No trust
All I got is lies
Boring
Alright
"

Ok heres a some random ramblins.

Please enjoy the ultimate cuteness of Samaire Armstrong.


Anyways, Anna Stern has got to be like the best outside character in the oc. I know i would fall in love with her if she actually exists in my life. Shes so bloody cool!!! Haish.

Hope the new season of the oc doesnt bomb cause it is probably the only tv show i have come to like besides the simpsons, american dad and the seventies show. Spending $160 on season 1 and 2 dvd might seem a waste of money for some but its money well spent on my part. Season 3 occupies abt 9gb of space n my ipod. So u might be right if u tink im obsessed.

So if u guys dont really know, marissa gets killed by an over zealous ex-bf in the cliffhanger episode of season 3. While a part of me really wishes that she would die. I was deeply dissapointed that she really did. Shes one of the main characters for goodness sake!! But whatever it is, i cant bloody wait. And please more of anna in season 4!!!



ok because im so sad ive decided to put more pictures of samaire.







shes just so bloody beautiful.

But as it is will be going out to visit the grandma at the pregnant auntie's house in 5 mins time. Getting dressed now.

Edited: 2000hrs

Am home from visiting granny. I tink its really bad of me to mumble just a few awkward sentences to the woman who actually raised me with her blood, sweat and tears. But i seriously donno what to say. haish.

Back to the topic of beautiful woman. Did u guys watch miss universe a few weeks back? I was so damn upset that miss japan did not win it that i forgot to post an entry about it. Maybe the judges were racially unmotivated to give an asian the crown. But whatever it is. Miss Kurara Chibana was absolutely stunning.

here are some 'stunning' pictures of the only japanese woman to have not evoke strange, ridiculous and gross thoughts in my mind.













absolutely stunning!!

Ok horny schoolboy thoughts aside, tomorrow is a saturday and hopefully im gonna out and get shoot some pictures. Ive been wanting to go to the hsbc tree top trail for quite a bloody long time but ive never been able to cause noone else seems interested. and i dun wanna get lost in the middle of macritchie reservoir. Who knows what might be lurking behind those trees. Either way Im going out on a trip to kickstart my once promising photography career. Anyways for motivation ive decided to post some of my favourite ever pictures (taken by me)here. Enjoy? Comment if u must.















ok i just got tired cause bloody photobucket decided to f*ck up on me. Will be posting up the results of tomorrows outing, hopefully, by tomorrow.

In other news, the ex has a new bf.
I know its been like abt 8 months since the last time i saw her, but even so, i was still kinda dissapointed at first when i discovered it through her friendster.
But honestly now i am quite relieved when i finally found out who he was.
Turns out he was a good friend/colleague of mine back at escape.
So at least shes with someone who deserves her.
So im quite happy for her.
Really am.
...

Ok i tink this entry has gone on far too long.
Have to wake up early for tomorrows adventure.

Cheers!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

So this past week was L.R.I week at CMTL(central military transport line)tekong. Dunt even ask me what L.R.I stands for. The best I could come up with is land rover inspection, which is pretty ridiculous. All i know its when this group of inspectors come and inspect the whole place, how we run it, the vehicles, the office, paperwork, stores and all that crap.

So it was pretty busy with all the preparation. Tempers were flared quite easily, and i pretty much made up my mind to ignore most of those fuckers there. The only people i seem to have much tolerated are the people who come together everynight in my bunk to play winning eleven, watch dvds or generally to talk crap.

Sometimes i envy them, they have so many stories to tell about their adventures during the weekends. The places they go to, the people they meet. But when they ask me about my weekends. I have nothing to say or be proud about.

I hope maybe, if i do happen to go overseas, a completely new me would return to singapore. After living in this shell created by my parents, maybe its time to breakout of it. I mean a year without your parents, anything can happen right?

Which brings me to this, boatman has finally arived. Will be reporting tomorrow at 0745hrs at seletar camp. Its gonna be hell. But theres brunei at the end of it. I hope i can pull through.

Oh well crappy things aside, recently i have been listeing to alot of zolof the rock and roll destroyer. They're like an antidote for a bad day. Cutest band ever!!! Check it out.



Anyways ive decided to start a solo project. Its gonna be postal service meets angels and airwaves meets coldplay meets incubus meets zolof the rock and roll destroyer meets the pussycat dolls. I donno if im gonna do it alone or wth someone. But ive decided im too lazy to find band members. Its too much work!! Have a handful of material in my notebook. Hopefully itll turn out much better than it did with ue. Wish them all the best.

k aku ngantok besok kene angkat boat lari lari atas laut.

k bye

Sunday, July 16, 2006


picture stolen from Panic Nation

So there i was in the middle of plainsunset's set, jumping, screaming, singing, dancing to the band that was plainsunset!! theyre back!! and they are here to stay!!
FUCK YEAH!!

Day 1 and Day 2 of Baybeats was a blast!! It was easily the mostest funnest two days ive had in such a long time. The company was great and the music was awesome. Couldnt have really asked for more.

Untill next year. Cheers!

Friday, July 07, 2006

Im counting down the days till the boatman course. Been 'trying' to whip myself into shape to get ready for it but i guess im just too out of sync and mentally unprepared for hard physical training after a few months out in the wilderness. Running laps around the stadium feels good though.

Life in camp has improved, by quite a bit. Bunk is finally back to its full strength after those driver trainee days. Courses, bike crashes, off days, details, has left some empty beds during the last months. But now that all the guys are back, everynights been a riot. If laughing was an exercise i guess i would have a 6 pack by now. But in between it all there is some stupid in-fighting and backstabbing which i dunt fully understand but what the hell. I wish i dun have to give a damn but this people are the ones that i will be spending my time with for the next few months, at least untill i head out to brunei.

yes brunei.

It has never really hit me that im gonna spend about close to a year away from home. away from my family. And now that it is looming in the horizon, im starting to wonder how its gonna be like. For the past 20 years of my life, ive never for once thought of myself as an independant person. Though these days at tekong has helped me overcome this a little, we still returned home at least a day every week. But its gonna 6 months man till im allowed to visit.

baaah nieways, baybeats next week. hooray for dat. tomrrow is gonna be another day spent on self reflection at home. pathetic, i know.

cheers

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Is treated me seoul garden today.. and heck it was like going to the zoo. So much food! Even my famous tummy cannot handle it. There were like 6 different type of chickens, there were prawn, beef, spaghetti, rice, white noodles, yellow noodles, french fries, ice cream, and fucking free flow of cherry ade!!

So much for keeping fit ey. so anyways it was probably the only highlight of a really really mundane week. i need a really really long holiday. this sucks and bangkok seems a really nice idea bazzy wazzy. something to look forward to.

i dun know how to write a journal anymore.

cheerios

Monday, June 12, 2006

How does one feel when he gets stood up on his birthday?
He feels pathetic.
He feels sad.
He feels embarassed.
And most of all he feels alone.

I dun blame anyone nor do i need excuses or reasons.
But please just dont say i was never there for you guys when u needed me to be.

thanks alot

cheers

Sunday, June 11, 2006

"When you're not breathing I beg for one more breath with you,
When you're silent, I hang on to every word,"


turning 20 makes me feel so damn old, 20 years of life filled with probably the best memories i could ever hope for, are now past me. One more year till i could really make the uncertain step to adulthood (and RA MOVIES!!!).

damn i really need to start acting my age.
whats my age again?????
whats my age again?????


okie in this picture she looks fat and old.
but dang shes damn cute on camera though.
bah bored.



What it do babyboo

Yeah, little mama you lookin' good
I see you wanna play with a player from the hood
Come holla at me, you got it like that
Big Snoop Dogg with the lead Pussycat
I show you how it go down, yeah, I wanna go down
Me and you, one on one, treat it like a showdown
You look at me and I look at you
I'm reachin' for your shirt what you want me to do

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Typical
Hardly the type I fall for
I like when the physical
Don't leave me asking for more
I'm a sexy mama (Mama)
Who knows just how to get what I want and (Want and)
What I want to do is spring this on you (On you)
Back up all of the things that I told you (Told you)

You been saying all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree
'Cause the love you said you had
Ain't been put on me
I wonder (wonder)
If I'm just too much for you
Wonder (wonder)
If my kiss don't make you just
Wonder (wonder)
What I got next for you
What you want to do? (Do)

Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see, just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Come on baby, loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe
Baby, won't you loosen up my buttons babe?
Loosen up my buttons babe

I'm a make you loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe
Why don't you loosen up my buttons babe
Loosen up my buttons babe

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)


youve gotta admit the pussycat dolls are pretty hot and videos like this, it has reason enough for 12 year old boys, who jack off to their videos in the comfort of their own home, to buy their cds.

u know i wish i had a dancers body, much like nicole of the pussydolls. i was hoping ns would help me achieve dat. but alas, ns has unbelieavably made me more fatter. im a whopping 65kg!!! now. a far cry from the 50kg before i enlisted. some smart alec told me it was muscle building up. kaninya my stomach mcm jelly muscle keapa. ok no use talking shit abt it. must start training and stay away from the nasi lemak. its a must if im gonna get ready for the boatman course this coming july.

If maybe u are wondering, it has been confirmed, i will be going to brunei this august, and its gonna be for a year. but i have to get that boat license first. News about how the boatman course is conducted isnt dat good. First of all its a pysically intensive course which we have to go through with basic leadership course trainees from sispec. Now anyone of u ppl know what shit sispec traines have went through, plz imagine what shit im gonna face. A driver in a combat environment....

matila aku


oh well out with parents on my birthday.
hooray.......

cheerios

Sunday, May 28, 2006

so the 5 day extended weekend for me has come to an end, aint satisfied with the outcome of it but what the hell. At the very least i finally got to watch a movie with the best company.



it was an okok movie by my high standards.... but it finished too fast and there were some sad moments. and me being the total basket dat i am. for those who haven watched the movie, PROFESSORE X AND CYCLOPS WERE KILLED BY JEAN GREY AKA PHEONIX.

later going out for some family day crap at escape theme park. Its the day ive been dreading and been trying to escape(pardon the pun) from but what the hell. Maybe ill just wear a mask or a hood and disguise myself from the people there whom i wish i would never ever see again. but what the hell.

cheerios.



"its all the same,
sex in the air,
the cross is all the same,
youll be the one who always care,

how can you promise the world?
how can you promise your heart?
when its always searching.....
but im just like you,

i dun wanna deny my heart its chance to feel,
i dun wanna deny my soul something real,

is there anything left in this world dat
would satisfy me?

do u really love him, outside?
second chances scribbled on the walls,
but i tink the conseqeunce is just,
something more feels soOOooo exciting now?

and this black romance is so intensive,
and this desire is worth the fighting,
but is it worth ?
the sliding down...
but im just like you,

i dun wanna deny my heart its chance to feel,
i dun wanna deny my soul something real,

is there anything left in this world dat
would satisfy you and me?

and it keeps repeating
and it keeps repeating

just left the part of me dat needs some space,
repeat the look i see in your face,

reminds me of truth
reminds me of the reason for us to stay
reminds me of truth
reminds me of the reason for us to stay,"

Sunday, May 21, 2006

has been quite a while since ive updated this knnccb excuse for a blog so maybe i guess its time for a little update.

This past week has been probabaly the most tiring week ive had as a driver or a national serviceman in general. The ridiculous back to back details, the late nights, the early mornings, and the fucktard officers that all of you civilians put your trust in to defend the nation.

I cant even begin to describe the bastards that made me stay on a freaking saturday watching their recruits dig and redig, dig and redig, dig and redig their stupid trenches from 0800hrs till about 2000hrs which happily happens to be the last ferry timing out of tekong. And what made me even more pissed off was when i realised earlier today that those bastards booked out immediately after we went back to our bunks.

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Another week to go before the stupid companies pass out. So dats a little reason to cheer about. U know weeks like this make me a appreciate what i had before this army thing.

The time when i thought i was in love, the time when i had a job that i hated but loved, school, the friends that i used to hang out with alot, fridays out at tampines, the once upon a time band that we used to call underyourass and the freedom. oooh dammnn. i really miss the freedom. Makes me wanna shout out loud like mel gibson in braveheart.

FREEeeEEeeeeeEeeEEEEEEEEEDuuuuuUuuuuUUhHHHHHHM!!

oh all is well.



Wat dissapoints me most is when u have waited and waited for a particular movie to come out. But when it did it sucks. Well dats what most reviews in the internet world have described it.

But im still gonna watch it.
soon.
i hope.
alone.
if i have to.


Best song.
Best band.

For now.



bah. booking in later.
cheers

Sunday, April 30, 2006

I was on the taxi on the way home when the sky was just so beautiful last friday.
It just literally burned.
Unfortunately i had no camera with me but luckily people ard the island had the same idea as me.

Lawa kan??

Saturday, April 29, 2006

weylo guys

well this week has been a blast.

not

field camp was really really tiring as i performed something out of my job scope.
As a driver cum 'storeman'.
Of course its not something that im required to do as a driver.
Loading and unloading all the stores down the tonner.
But as a person it does not sit well with me to stand by the side while the storeman and the specialists(sergeants) do the work.
It was fun especially when i knew almost half the people in the company having come from the same company during my bmt.
Talking to the people who gave me hell during those 2 months gave me a different perspective of them.
Good to know theyre human after all, especially my platoon sergeant.

Will be attached to cougar company for their field camp next week.
Heard their encik(company sergeant) is a real fucker.
a point to note.
a person to avoid..
hope dat goes well.

Anyways ue has been slacking for quite awhile because of me going awol for a few weeks.
And the lack of practice means that were not gonna play tomorrow.
I personally feel that sometimes we play gigs just for the sake of playing it.
So whats the point of playing a show without actually progressing.
Without convincing people in the crowd that we are actually worth the entry price.
Without believing that we actually did well enough to pat ourselves on the back.

But make no mistake about it i do enjoy performing.
Even though sometimes the response from the crowd is a confidence killer, just being on stage with the spotlight on you, is wow.

Anyways since ive started this driving shit and all.
Ive been quite lost in the music scene.
Not knowing any new bands and being updated makes me upset.
So listening to bands like veda, envy, the acceptance or the yeah yeah yeahs makes me wanna pick up my guitar and write a tune or two.
Alas, guitar botak, takde string.
HAISH.

oh well.
Nights and Cheers